hollistAr

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Joined: June 2, 2011
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hey there angle face(:
my name is jess ashley, nice to meet you
i am a senior and can't wait to graduate and get my life moving.
i have amazing friends and i love my brothers and dad with all my heart.
i am prolly one of the sportiest, nerdiest, lamest, craziest girl you will ever "meet"
i am who i am and i wouldn't change anything in my life if given the opportunity ♥ ♥  ♥ ♥

i wanna leave you with three very important quotes to me:
"I'm not telling you it is going to be easy, I'm telling you it's going to be worth it."
"Never regret any decisions made in the past, because at the time it is what you wanted."
Trust ye in the Lord for ever: for in the Lord JEHOVAH is everlasting strength-Isaiah 26:4

here's a little slice of my life((:
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She lives in a fairytale
somewhere too far for us to find♥






































Quotes by hollistAr




abandoning this witty for a bit

need a little change in my life
 


 

Texts From Last Night:

 

i'm in love.
ha!
why are you laughing?

cuz i think it's hilarious how you jump around the way you do
very funny. this time is seriously 
different. i love her completely.

yeah. ok.

what the hell is your problem?
what would you know about love
anyways?
don't you dare go there with me.

why shouldn't i?

you know why.

do i?
you want me to say it? you want me to say how it was one of the best moments of my life when we met? how i was so glad when we became friends? how that friendship turned into complete trust and we knew we were stuck with each other forever? how i fell completely head over heels for you without realizing it and you kept me on friendship status? how even when you led me on, tore me down, were "so in love with her" and she broke your heart, i was always there for you because i couldn't help but not be? are you looking for me to say i love you? because if you haven't noticed before then i don't know what the difference would be in me telling you now.

the difference? it's that the girl
i love is so closed off to me now.
she is so gaurded and wont let
me in, so won't explain things to
me. the difference is i'm tired of
waiting around for her to make 
the first move. the difference is:
i love you, and i'm not going to
play it off like i don't anymore.


so jealous of my friends life right now

 




it's amusing how
badly my guy friends
want to make me less innocent


and say they want to be

my first kiss.
and i still have yet to be kissed.
 


 

Mom: What's wrong with you?
My thoughts: Well I'm glad I'm not the only one who wonders that.
                         Oh, and by the way, love you too wench.




I know life unfare.
...
 

but this?
it's phucking ridiculous.

 

my heart is breaking over so many things
but it's all right, you don't have to care.
you can just sit by and watch




the trip i took

out of town today

is just what i needed...

until i came home and all hell broke loose.
 


 


would it be fine...

if i asked you to be mine?
yeah...probably not.

 

 

 

 


lets be...

audacious.

 

 

 

 


tomorrow could be...

either the most embarrassing day of my life, or possibly the best day of my life.
i will keep you posted.