hollywood11

Status: You can buy the world with one penny, you just have to know how to spend it
Joined: June 26, 2011
Last Seen: 5 years
Birthday: December 23
user id: 187712
Gender: F
Name: Holly

Senior year here I come!

After summer of course...

I honestly can't wait to be able to keep going.

See where life takes me.

I'm ready

I think...

<3 Forever

~Holly~

Quotes by hollywood11


Do Not Read Me.
I would be a vent quote. This is about someone's issues, and this writer has a few of them, so I should warn you that reading this would be a waste of time, so without further adeu it's time to begin.
There is a boy, and he has been a link to the chain of my life, I was to believe that without him, my whole life would fall apart. I couldn't stand not being with him. After a few falling out's we finally started talking again. This story seems so familiar because of how many times I have thought abou t it. We were in advisement, and we were all sitting in a line like usual. It wa sjust a regular day, except this time "Will you go out with me" was written on the back of his homework. I was flustered, I couldn't hurt my best friend by writing "Yes" on that paper. My friend just told me the night before how much he cared for me, he said everything he could to try and win me over. . . it just didn't work, and I couldn't stand to see him anymore broken.  I wanted to take it all back as soon as I realized what I had done.
Well by the end of the year, while I was still being miserable, I found out that he wouldnbe getting homeschooled, and that I wouldl not be seeing him for awhile. Summer was a rough time because I just felt worse and worse about everything. School finally came, and like I knew. . . He wasn't there. Although he did visit twice, he is now moving to a whole nother state. I definately will not be seeing him. I tried picturing myself getting over him. I tried to see myself with another person. I tried to see myself happy, even without seeing him. . . I just couldn't do it.
After talking it out with a good friend of mine, I slowly realized that If I thought about being happy, and I worked hard to be happy. . . I could.
I thought about it, and I didn't think I could do it. I was so upset at times, and I felt like I didn't have the strength. I couldn't handle it. I started to notice another guy a little more than usual. He is in a few of my classes, and he is super funny. He is very down-to-earth too.  We talk a little bit, and I started to fall for him. . . I guess this is a reality check on how stupid I am. I could never be good enough for this guy.  I'm super awkward, I'm completely blonde (Personality and all), I'm not pretty, and I'm not popular. It would never work. Becides there is only one person who knows about the new crush, everyone else still thinks I'm caught up on the first.
I'm Done. I Don't Know What I Am Supposed To Do. I Just Want To Be Happy.



 

Format by twilightgirl995

I'm Glad You Came Back For A Little While...
I'm Not Sure How Or If I Am Going To Be Able To Move On.
You Won't Be Forever Alone...Oh Yeah?! The Guy I have Liked For The Past Year Moved Away. He Ment So Much To Me. And The Other Guy I Have Had An On And Off Crush On For Awhile Knows I Exist, But Chooses The Better Girls. That's How I Know I Will Be Lonely For Awhile.

We All Have Those Days When,
The Only Thing We Can Do Is
Break Down...
Because Staying Strong Isn't Possible

Anymore.

There Will Always Be
Someone Prettier than you
Someone Skinnier than you
Someone Better than you
The sooner we realize this...
The Happier We just might be

I'm still learning

my quote


The Worst Part About Living In A Dream World Is...


Having To Wake Up Sometime. . .








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I Wish I Could Be Happier Than...
A Slinky On An Escalator...



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There Is Alway One Person

that is there to remind you

That Reality...

Can Be A Terrible Thing

nmf
Today I Was Asked If I Liked Anyone:
My Responce: Yeah, we met last year because he was new. We sat on opposite sides in English, but it was still a class we had together. We all skipped lunch and hung out, and for a little while...it was absolutely perfect. But we did have a falling out, and it did hurt....but that was only the beginning. We started talking again, but turns out he had to get homeschooled and wouldn't be attending my school the following year. I loved him. I still do. He kissed me on the last day of school. It was perfect. Everyone including me was so happy it FINALLY happend. But we didn't see eachother over the summer. That was the hardest time . I never had a heart problem THAT bad before. When I saw that he wasn't in school when it started again. I died. It was so rough. But he came in to visit! That is where I got my neckalace. I have worn it everyday since. (I only took it off for homecoming, but that is all) That day was also the day I found out he is moving. So there isn't even a chance that he COULD come back to school....He's leaving. For real this time. He did come in once more to say good-bye. I cried. I have been so empty since, I just don't know what to do anymore...I thought summer was bad, now there is actually people here to witness my pain. 
"No."

I didn't feel the need to tell my story again...especially to my family.
Well That's It
It's Time To End My Fairy Tale,
Although I Would Do Anything To Keep It
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