it's funny how the people we love, love someone else. and its funny
how no matter how much you try to move no from this one boy you
just can't. you've tried to love others but it just doenst seem
right, you just can't imagine yourself with anyone else. but the
worst part is the loneliness, suspense, and the wait. you never
know if their ever going to feel the same way again and your never
sure if they still have something for you. while waiting to find
out the loneliness sets in. you begin to feel like everyone else is
happy but you, but you cant be happy because the only time you're
ever happy is when you're with your friends or him.so it comes down
to you reliezing its worthless no matter what you do. you can never
have him again. he doesn't love you anymore. or maybe he's never
loved you in the first place. you just have to sit back and watch
everyone have the time of the their lives withoutyou.