sheyannadawn72*

Status: I really don't like you.
Joined: June 14, 2010
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: June 11
user id: 112292
Location: Mason's house ;-)))))) <<< more like Masons bed xD jk omg. whats wrong with me? xD
Gender: F
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Where do we go from here?
Hello love! I'm Sheyanna.c: I love Starbucks. I'm an awkward 16 year old living in Alabama. I'm short,loud, & annoying. I have brown hair & blue eyes. I have a story, don't judge me until you hear it. I couldn't live without my hair straightener. I love the beach & live for summer days. If I could, I'd live off of monsters, pasta, rootbeer & candy. Yummy, right? (: Music keeps me going through life. Bring Me The Horizon. Linkin Park. Pierce The Veil. Memphis May Fire. Sleeping With Sirens. Motionless In White. Mayday Parade. Nirvana. Eminem. Taylor Swift. Paradise Fears. Of Mice & Men. Panic! At The Disco. The Nearly Deads. Picture Me Broken. Maroon 5. Marinas Trench. and many many more. Lance thinks I'm priceless. Beautiful. Amazing. Sensitive. Worth it. Loveable. Gorgeous. Pretty. Amazing smile.
I've had my past but i have amazing friends that helps me overcome that :) ~ lance. mason. kitty. joshua. taylor.
Hi Shey :3
It's Masonnnn, I just came here to tell you that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. You mean so much to me, never forget that, okay? I couldn't live without you. Remeber that, no matter how much you forget. There are people who care about you and don't want to see anything happen to you, okay? I love you. Okay. SoOoOoOo. You're really pretty. Like wow. I'd date you if I went to your school ;-))))) You're always here for me and I'm always here for you. And we only met like what a few weeks ago pshh. You're just awesome that way ~(^o^~) ~(^o^)~ (~^o^)~ woohoooooo!!!!!! partayyy \(^0^)/\(^0^)/ Okay so I lovelovelove youu, never ever ever ever EVER forget that or I will come over and kick youu. JUST KIDDING. But seriously. Don't forget. We gotta partay. Holllaaaa ;D we're so cool aw yesss. Anyways you mean a lot to me and I don't know what I'd do without you. STAY WITH ME FOREVER SHEY <3333 No matter what you say or what you think, you're perfect. :***** I'll never forget you, no matter how hard you try to get rid of me. (; I love you babeee :) <3 Love, Mason <3 xx

okay there is no way im going to be able to top that comment up there ^^^ butttt. i will try ;) okay shey. your amazing, you have no idea. everyday i come on here and see your alive and even that makes me so happy :) your so beautiful. you have no idea. you have a great personality. i know alot has happened in your life but you didnt let that bring you down to the bottom. your just flat out amazing and i love you :) ps itssss lanceee:) i fixed your profile a little because alot of those things werent true!

Hi beautiful, you are being hacked by Joshua :D Okay so Shey you are honestly such a beautiful person, you don't even know. I know you will never believe me when I say that but you are so beautiful Shey, you really are :'3 I know you have alot going on and you make me feel happy because you are one of the strongest person I have ever met, it's amazing You're so kind, and nice you don't even know, I love talking to you so much You're such a good friend, and you're beautiful, ad cute, and pretty You have so much swag, omg :o You're so cool, and I love talking to you :D Okay, bye love you<3 -guyscanbebrokentoo<3

So sheyanna! This is me, my name is DALTONNNNN!!!! (kitty) I'm hacking you! DUDDDDDEEEEEEE! okay don't hate me i'm soooo highhh on cold medssssss! And it wasn't my fault this time It was like normal!!!!! AHHHH never take medicine i feel so gross! If i die tell the company that they suck assssss okay?? Okay. You are an amazing friend! I don't know where i would be without you! And knowing that like i'm the reason you haven't cut makes me sooooo happy! I really do not know what to say.... UH THANKS FOR SAVING MY PROFILE! hmmmm BOB. Oh yeahhhh just made you feel awkwarddd! SO WHATS UP IM A CARROT! This chick right here, this girl, THIS FEMALE... she can make you so happy! FOLLOW HER MAKE ME HAPPY! OKAY... bye :o

Quotes by sheyannadawn72*


Dalton: She's attractive. She can lick my arm whenever she wants. *singing jar of hearts* OKAY I QUIT. LICK MY ARM LADY.



xDDDDD omg. im so done. i cant even. 


If you believe that everything's alright. You won't be all alone tonight. And I'd be blessed by the light of your company, Slowly lifting me to somewhere new. Oh can you tell, I haven't slept very well, since the last time that we spoke?


Will we ever see the end?


You know what's crazy?
The fact that we could talk tonight.
and you could go to bed.
but I don't text you that next day.
you think I just slept in.
but I still don't text you all that day.
So the next day you call me.
You check my facebook, and tumblr, and there's nothing new.
You text me everyday,
and you call me 2 days later.
No answer.
Eventually It's released that I have taken my own life.
It's crazy how I can be here one minute,
then, not at all.
Does it scare you knowing I could kill myself tonight?
Does it haunt you, all the things you did and said to me?
Would you blame yourself?
Would you cry?
Would you tell me I'm still beautiful?
Would you still even think about me?
Would you know all the pain you caused me?
It's crazy, isn't it?
How I could be gone tonight, and you wouldn't even know it.


Sometimes before it get's better, the darkness get's bigger, the person you'd take a bullet for is behind the trigger


So today's my best friends 19th birthday and i just wanted to write this for him :)



Dalton, you're such an amazing friend, like honestly. You're so sweet and amazing and caring. I cant thank you enough for being in my life for about 10 months. Thank you for taking the time to help me through my problems and pointless drama. you care about me more than most people, and though sometimes i wonder why you do, it makes me a lot happier that you do. I cant thank you enough for all the things that you've done for me. Thank you for just being you and for keeping me alive and keeping me from hurting myself, though sometimes I really wish you would let me, I know you won't and I know you're doing it for a reason. I also know that sometimes i can be annoying, but its because I care and want to help you with your problems and stuff. You're my best friend and no one can replace you in my life. Thank you, Dalton, for everything. 
Happy 19th birthday, love :) 
-Sheyanna Dawn <3 


Thinking about cutting?

Before you self harm in any way, you should probably know what you’re getting into. Before you make that first cut, please keep in mind that you will find the pain release and the blood really addictive. You may think to yourself that you’ll be able to control it, that you won’t let it get out of hand. You may think that you can just stick to a few small, shallow cuts here and there that won’t be deep and that will heal quickly and easily. But you’re wrong. You can’t control it, it’s impossible to control. It controls you. It’s an addiction. The cuts will get deeper, they’ll scar. They’ll take weeks and to months to heal and years for the scars to actually begin to fade. Soon, you’ll depend on it. You can’t go more than a few days without cutting. You’ll go crazy as your skin itches and burns, your hands shake, your head pounds, your vision goes blurry as you try to keep your mind off of it, try to hold back from giving in. But you will. There’s no way out. If you think you can limit the cuts to just one area of your body, you better think again. It’ll spread slowly but steadily, like a deadly virus. It’ll spread as you run out of skin, from your wrists to arms, past your elbows, up your shoulders down to your stomach, across your hips and waist and soon will cover your every inch of your legs right down to your ankles. I hope you’re prepared to withdraw from others and live in a constant state of shame and guilt. Even if you have been the most honest person to ever live, you will lie to your friends, family members, everyone around you who you care about. You’ll find yourself jerking back from the touch of someone, as if their fingers and hands have been bathed in a toxic, burning poison. You’ll be terrified that they will feel a scar or cut from beneath the fabric of your shirt or because it just plain hurts so much to simply be touched. Be prepared to become your own worst enemy. You’ll fear yourself, your head, the urges that taunt you every minute of every day. You’ll come to fear the next time you cut because you don’t know how bad it’ll be. Wait for the 10 cuts to turn into 20 then 50 then 100. You’ll be covered in scars and cuts. Your entire life will begin to revolve around your addiction. You’ll constantly be thinking about cutting, covering up your cuts, how you’ll hide your blades, scissors, bobby pins and the other objects you use to destroy your body. And then..the first time that you cut “too deep.” The bleeding won’t stop and you’re gasping, shaking, panicking, fear takes over you. You pray and hope that the bleeding will stop. Your purpose wasn’t to die, you won’t ever go that deep again. Right? Wrong. You’ll go there again, and deeper. But don’t worry. You’ll learn how to take care of your cuts so you don’t have to take a trip to the hospital every night. The better you get at treating your wounds, the worse they become. You’ll lie to yourself and try to justify it when you go to the pharmacy and drug store, finding yourself spending 20, 30, 40 dollars on dressings, gauze, alcohol wipes and sterile strips. You’ll tap your foot impatiently, hoping that no one stares and asks you why you’re buying all of these things. But at the same time..you hope someone asks, so you know they care. Be prepared to spend even more money on an entire new wardrobe. Long sleeved shirts, hoodies, long pants, boots, bracelets, wristbands. The list goes on forever. You’ll keep scanning other people’s bodies for signs of self harm, hoping that there is someone else out there who feels the same way you do. Hoping, praying that they will be like you. But that will never happen. You’ll see clean, uncut, unmarred arms and feel even more alone and ashamed than before. You’ll do a lot of things alone, be prepared to kiss your social life goodbye. You’ll always be doing your laundry, always in private so no one sees the blood stained towels and clothes. You’ll be spending hours scrubbing blood from the bathroom floor, and wiping dried blood off of your keyboard. You won’t be able to make it a day without cutting. You’ll carry an emergency kit in your wallet or purse. A key, safety pin, a needle, a paperclip, even a pencil. Everything around you will become a weapon. It doesn’t matter what it is, as long as it gives you that feeling that sends you reeling. Next thing you know, you’re in the bathroom stall at your school or work, picking open the scab of an old cut with a needle. Say goodbye to all of the things you took for granted. Shorts, sandals, tank tops, swimming in the summer, going to the beach. All of these things will be a far off memory. I hope you like itching and scratching non stop. You will itch and itch and itch. It’ll be so much that it’ll look like you have some sort of flesh eating disease. You will become an expert on your body as you carefully destroy it, taking it apart piece by piece. You will dream of cutting, dreaming of getting caught. It will haunt you day and night, in your dreams and when you are awake. Cutting will take over your life. It now has it’s hold over you, it controls you. You’ll hate yourself, hate yourself for making that first cut that threw you into this vicious, neverending cycle. You’ll wish you never made that first cut. You’ll wish you had read something like this, or that someone had told you what would happen. But as much as you hate your addiction and self harm, you love it and can’t live without it. You’d rather die than go just a few weeks without cutting.


I'm never going to be anything special...
I'm just a waste...


Keep listening to music 'cause it gets you through everything, I promise. - Mitch Lucker ♥


It's never too late never too late to start over, never too late to be happy. So drop the razor, demolish the thoughts of self harm. You ARE WORTH it. You have a reason to live the life you want too. Stay Strong. Cry if you need to. Find OTHER outlets to relieve your pain and sadness. You CAN do this. I believe in you. ♥

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