Status:
I really don't like you.
Joined:
June 14, 2010
Last Seen:
1 decade
Birthday:
June 11
user id:
112292
Location:
Mason's house ;-)))))) <<< more like Masons bed xD jk omg. whats wrong with me? xD
Gender:
F
Where do we go from here? Hello love! I'm Sheyanna.c: I love Starbucks. I'm an awkward 16 year old living in Alabama. I'm short,loud, & annoying. I have brown hair & blue eyes. I have a story, don't judge me until you hear it. I couldn't live without my hair straightener. I love the beach & live for summer days. If I could, I'd live off of monsters, pasta, rootbeer & candy. Yummy, right? (: Music keeps me going through life. Bring Me The Horizon. Linkin Park. Pierce The Veil. Memphis May Fire. Sleeping With Sirens. Motionless In White. Mayday Parade. Nirvana. Eminem. Taylor Swift. Paradise Fears. Of Mice & Men. Panic! At The Disco. The Nearly Deads. Picture Me Broken. Maroon 5. Marinas Trench. and many many more. Lance thinks I'm priceless. Beautiful. Amazing. Sensitive. Worth it. Loveable. Gorgeous. Pretty. Amazing smile.
I've had my past but i have amazing friends that helps me overcome that :) ~ lance. mason. kitty. joshua. taylor.
Hi Shey :3
It's Masonnnn, I just came here to tell you that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. You mean so much to me, never forget that, okay? I couldn't live without you. Remeber that, no matter how much you forget. There are people who care about you and don't want to see anything happen to you, okay? I love you. Okay. SoOoOoOo. You're really pretty. Like wow. I'd date you if I went to your school ;-))))) You're always here for me and I'm always here for you. And we only met like what a few weeks ago pshh. You're just awesome that way ~(^o^~) ~(^o^)~ (~^o^)~ woohoooooo!!!!!! partayyy \(^0^)/\(^0^)/ Okay so I lovelovelove youu, never ever ever ever EVER forget that or I will come over and kick youu. JUST KIDDING. But seriously. Don't forget. We gotta partay. Holllaaaa ;D we're so cool aw yesss. Anyways you mean a lot to me and I don't know what I'd do without you. STAY WITH ME FOREVER SHEY <3333 No matter what you say or what you think, you're perfect. :***** I'll never forget you, no matter how hard you try to get rid of me. (; I love you babeee :) <3 Love, Mason <3 xx
okay there is no way im going to be able to top that comment up there ^^^ butttt. i will try ;) okay shey. your amazing, you have no idea. everyday i come on here and see your alive and even that makes me so happy :) your so beautiful. you have no idea. you have a great personality. i know alot has happened in your life but you didnt let that bring you down to the bottom. your just flat out amazing and i love you :) ps itssss lanceee:) i fixed your profile a little because alot of those things werent true!
Hi beautiful, you are being hacked by Joshua :D Okay so Shey you are honestly such a beautiful person, you don't even know. I know you will never believe me when I say that but you are so beautiful Shey, you really are :'3 I know you have alot going on and you make me feel happy because you are one of the strongest person I have ever met, it's amazing You're so kind, and nice you don't even know, I love talking to you so much You're such a good friend, and you're beautiful, ad cute, and pretty You have so much swag, omg :o You're so cool, and I love talking to you :D Okay, bye love you<3 -guyscanbebrokentoo<3
So sheyanna! This is me, my name is DALTONNNNN!!!! (kitty) I'm hacking you! DUDDDDDEEEEEEE! okay don't hate me i'm soooo highhh on cold medssssss! And it wasn't my fault this time It was like normal!!!!! AHHHH never take medicine i feel so gross! If i die tell the company that they suck assssss okay?? Okay. You are an amazing friend! I don't know where i would be without you! And knowing that like i'm the reason you haven't cut makes me sooooo happy! I really do not know what to say.... UH THANKS FOR SAVING MY PROFILE! hmmmm BOB. Oh yeahhhh just made you feel awkwarddd! SO WHATS UP IM A CARROT! This chick right here, this girl, THIS FEMALE... she can make you so happy! FOLLOW HER MAKE ME HAPPY! OKAY... bye :o
Quotes by sheyannadawn72*
There's so many things going
on inside my head. So much pain, hate, depression, sadness,
insecurities. And your never going to understand it.
You'll never understand what it feels like to hate
yourself so much that you can't even look in the mirror
without feeling disgusted. To feel so much pain inside that
you can't handle it so you take it out on yourself. To
cut so much and so deep that you feel numb. To have the one
thing that kept you holding on for so long, the only thing
that made life worth living for to be taken away and leaving
you all alone. The feeling of hate, worthlessness, after
failing in killing yourself. Not knowing what you did wrong
to be told to kill yourself by your classmates even your own
family. No matter how much you say you get it and know how it
feels you don't. Your never going to understand these
feelings unless your me.
You know trying to be strong all
the time gets rough. Loosing important things and trying to
make yourself believe everything happens for a reason isnt
good enough. You never get that closure. Because you never
actually get an answer... Crying yourself to sleep gives you
headaches. I know because ive done it. A LOT. You cry so much
you eventually just become numb to the point where you no
longer care about anything. Maybe we want it that way, you
know where you no longer feel anything no emotions no more
hurting. Life is just this never ending battle of endless
days and sleepless nights. But at the end of the day there is
that one thing that’s keeping you trying. I don’t
know what it is because right now this world feels so
hopeless all the time. But I continue to get out of bed and
try at life. I believe one day that I’m going to make a
better life for myself. But right now I have to figure out
how to make everything okay for myself. At this moment I feel
like I’m running out of options. But I know this crazy
world has something good. It can’t be horrible forever.
Not every person is bad, ive had a hard time learning that.
I’m never going to stop trying as much as I would like
to sometimes. I think one day all this will make since. I
don’t know when that day will come but it’s worth
living for.
Old man, hospital bed. The room
is filled with people he loves. And he whispers
"Don't cry for me I'll see you all
someday," He looks up and says "I can see God's
face."
This is my temporary Home It's not where I belong Windows
and rooms that I'm passin' through This was just a
stop, on the way to where I'm going I'm not afraid
because I know this was my temporary
home.
Beaten and Broken.
She whispers "Save Me."
She's drowning in blood.
"Help me, Help me!"
She doesn't deserve to die.
One cut leads to hundreds.
Scratches become stitches.
Love becomes brutal hate.
Agony puts her in an insane state.
Pushed around, she's on the ground.
Save her,
before she's dead.
But it's too late.
Her funeral is black and silent.
If only someone heard her scream.
One of the scariest feelings in
life is when you realize you aren't afraid to die. You
don't look when you cross the road anymore. When you take
pills you take however many come out. You're not afraid
when you hear those creepy creaking noises in your house
anymore, because you hope they'll get you. You seek out
dangerous things, because you want to die. You stop caring
about yourself, totally and completely. Nothing about you
matters anymore, and at some point you look at yourself and
become scared of yourself. Because you're a monster, one
who only hurts itself. And that's
scary.
My Dearest Allie,
I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that
it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore,
because I know that what we had was real. And if in some
distant place in the future we see each other in our new
lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we
spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other
and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens
the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in
our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s
what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give
to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you.
-Noah
I’m not the only kid who grew up this way. Surrounded by people
who used to say that rhyme, about sticks and stones. As if broken
bones hurt more than the names we were called. And we got called
them all. So we grew up believing, nobody would ever fall in love
with us. That we’d be lonely, forever. That we’d never meet
someone to make us feel like the sun was something they built for
us in their tool shed. So broken heart strings bled the blues as
we tried to empty ourselves so we would feel NOTHING. Don’t
tell me that hurts less then a broken bone. To this day, despite
a loving husband she doesn’t think shes beautiful because of a
birth mark that takes up a little less then half her face. Kids
used to say “She looks like a wrong answer that someone tried
to erase but couldn’t quite get the job done.” And they’ll
never understand that shes raising two kids whose definition of
beauty begins with the word mom. Because they see your heart
before they see your skin because shes only ever been amazing.
He… was a broken branch graphed onto a different family tree…
adopted. He started therapy in 8th grade. Had a personality made
up of tests and pills. Lived like the up hills were mountains and
the down hills were cliffs for 5th suicidal a tidal wave of anti
depressants and a adolescents for being called copper. One part
because of the pills… 99% parts because of the cruelty. He
tried to kill himself in 10th grade when a kid who could still go
home to mom and dad who had the audacity to tell him, “get over
it.” As if depression is something that can be remedied by any
of the contents found in a first aid kit. Despite an army of
friends who call him an inspiration he remains a conversation
between people who can’t understand sometimes being drug free
has less to do with addiction, and more to do with sanity. We
weren’t the only kids who grew up this way… To this day kids
are still being called names. At night.. when the rest were
sleeping we kept walking the type rope and yes some of us fell.
But all of this… is just debris. If you can’t see anything
beautiful about yourself, THEN GET A BETTER MIRROR. Look a little
closer. Stare a little longer.
Theres something inside you that made you keep trying despite
everyone that told you to quit. You built a cast around your
broken heart, and decided, THEY WERE WRONG. Cause maybe you
didn’t belong to a group or a click. Maybe they decided to pick
you last for basketball, or everything. How can you hold your
ground if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it, YOU
HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT THEY WERE WRONG. They have to be wrong……
Why else would we still be here? We are not an abandoned car
stalled out and sitting empty on some high way. And if in some
way we are, don’t worry. We only got out to walk to get gas.
Our lives will always be a balancing act. That has less to do
with pain… and more to do with beauty.
If you ever feel suicidal, I
need you to know that I care. It doesn’t matter that we
don’t know one another. Just know someone cares, and
that someone is me. I’ve been in your position. I know
what it’s like to feel worthless, like anyone could
care less if you’re gone. So if you’re ever
feeling alone and like you can’t go on, just know I
love you and I believe in you.