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I was going red with anger at Andi's words. Who did she think she was? She didn't know the first thing about me. 
“Better then what, Andrea? You don't know me, how many times do I have to tell you so it'll get through your thick head!” I smiled, but it wasn't a friendly smile, it was bitter. “You don't know me at all. You don't know anything, so don't pretend you do. Don't pretend you know my whole f/cken life story. You know my name, that's it. So how about you save us all the breathe and get out?” If looks could kill, I'd be five feet under right now.
“Happily,” Andi said through gritted teeth and she ran out the apartment.
I sat on the couch, putting my head in my hands. I was having a f/cken fantastic day.
“Man... what the hell was that? I have never heard you be so-so d/ckish.” I raised my eyebrow when Ryan said 'd/ckish'. “And I know it's your parents and brothers one year tomorrow but this, getting drunk every night and then tonight, taking out your anger on Andi isn't a way to deal with it. Talk to me, Jesse.”
“What do you want me to say?! It is all my fault my family is dead! I killed them!”
“You didn't kill them...”
“Yes, I did.”
“We have had this conversations millions of times but everybody knows the truth, and that is that you didn't kill them!” Ryan looked at me, sympathetically. “And please explain to me why you said those things to Andi?”
“I don't know man, she just-just got on my nerves.”
“She likes you.”
“I have a girlfriend.” In all honesty, I did love Rose. I wasn't in love with her but I didn't understand the difference. Though, Rose wasn't the kind of girl you took home. She acted all innocent but she defiantly wasn't.
“Andi is better then Rose, in every single way.” I had been best friends with Ryan my whole life, I knew when he liked a girl and he obviously likes Andi. 
“Whatever.”
“Man, you can't let her go. Not just like that,” Ryan said and looked at his hands.
“You can't let something go if it was never yours.”
“Then make her yours.”
“Ryan, I'm dating Rose!” I yelled, angrily. Ryan didn't look startled from my sudden outburst but just shook his head. 
“Would you get over Rose?” I just stared at Ryan. “Go get Andi.”
“Why are you telling me this if you like her?”
“I don't li-” Ryan stopped. “Because you're my best friend, Andi likes you not me and you like her as well.” I didn't reply. “Go get Andi,” he repeated.
“She hates me.”
“Make her love you then.” I smiled gratefully at Ryan and ran out of the apartment.
I was going to get Andi.