howiecowiee

I'm Hattie, fifteen. <3 I’ve had many experiences in my life that I’m not too proud of. I've made mistakes. I've let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve. But I've learned from my bad choices even though there are some things I can never get back & people who will never be sorry. I've decided its time to live my life in the moment and not care what other people have to say about me. I'm finally done with all the drama and shit that I've taken over the years. I don't regret anything I've done in my life because at one point thats exactly what I wanted, and everything I've done in my past has gotten me where I am today. I wouldn't trade that for anything. I have a few good friends that mean the world to me, and I wouldn't trade them for anything. Sure, I'm not exactly where I want to be in my life, but for now I'm okay with that. I'm also never okay, but I've learned to live with that, so I guess you could say that I'm okay with not being okay. I know that I have an amazing life and I'm so lucky to have what I have, and I'm really happy about that.   But its not always about what you have, sometimes its about how you feel. I'd rather be poor and living on the streets and happy. Then have millions of dollars and be unhappy. I have trust issues, I hate being skinny, I'm no where near perfect, I have my moments, sometimes even days, & thats all there really is about me.