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                                                 Jamie.

                      
undescribeable. loud. different. funny. obnoxious. curly. smart. bookworm. preformer. author. dancer. actor. mac-and-cheese cooker. foodeater.



(+)  Alexander Ludwig, tea, long car rides, the show F.R.I.E.N.D.S, disney, long books, writing, preforming, hollister, dancing, singing, acting, summer.
                       


                                                        

Quotes by hpfan99


WhenIWasLittle;
MyMotherUsedToAlwaysTellMeToBeMyself
AndINeverUnderstood
IMean,WhoElseCouldIBe?
ButAsIGrowUp
IRealiseHowEasyItIsToLooseMyselfInTheCrowd

 
Dont tell me
that inner beauty is more important than outer beauty, because in this society, it isn't. No one gives you a chance to see if your beautiful on the inside if you aren't on the outside
.

 

everything is beautiful,
But beauty isn't everything







say bye to 2011.

honestly, I wont miss it. Drama, lies, jerks, backstabbers. I think we've all been drowned in our own self pitty. life is about living. making yourself heard. We all need to live. dont be afraid to stand up for yourself. Just. Go. For. It. Tell him you love him. Go crazy, have fun, cut loose. We always complain that we wish we were young again, but were only getting older. We'll only be teenagers once. MAKE MEMORIES. dont be safe, be remembered. So this year lets all raise a glass to this new resolution. live wild. live crazy. live free. be yourself.

Cheers to that.







- not my format
 

&& I wish for just once...
i was good enough being myslef, not just being that girl you want me to be.

Like A Boss;
Dude, just.... no.

 The girl you just called fat?
She is overdosing on diet pills
 The girl you just called ugly?
                             She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her.
 The boy you just tripped?
 He is abused enough at home.
 See that man with the ugly scars?
 He fought for our country.
That guy you just made fun of for crying?
 His mother is dying.

Favorite this quote, if you are against bullying. You never know what its like until you walk a mile in their shoes.

THAT AKWARD MOMENT WHEN...
a new friend comes to your house for the first time and you have absolutley nothing to talk about.
;
 hey, wanna hear a bird joke?
no...
oh....hawkward...
                                30 days
                           ~chapter 2~


        The car ride home was mostly silent.  Neither of us wanted to say aloud what we'd just heard, because saying it would only make it more realistic.  We bouth knew that we had to face the fact, but we were too scared too. 
     "30 days.  30 days to live" i kept replaying the doctors words in my head. Over and over like a broken record.  I dont necisarily know why.  Maybe i was just looking for some lie, some false tale in his words, but by his grim expression, i knew it was 100% true.  I thought more about the list i would come up with.  I mean I could look at this as a curse or a blessing.  Most people didn't know when their death was coming, it just happened. All i know is that i have 30 days to make the most of, and to live the rest of my life.  As we pulled into the driveway I jumped out of the car and ran up to my room.  I pulled out a sheet of paper and wrote at the top;
     Lukes List of 30 Things To Do in 30 Days;
I already knew what number one was, but other than that i was stumped.  I mean i couldn't write impossible things like backpack to Europe because I wanted to acctualy acheive them.  After hours of thinking and contemplating i finaly made my list.... I went to work on my second thing... learn to surf.  I told my mom i was heading down to the beach, jumped into my car, and drove down.  Everyone was starring at me, i guess they dont usually see a bald 16 year old surfing.  I went to the rental shop and rented a board.  As soon as I walked in all conversaiton stopped, every stared.  I don't usualy go out anymore. i guess you could say im too scared of what people might think of me. As soon as i got my board i ran out.  As i walked down to the water the sand burned my feet.  I just stood there for a second, it felt good as the soft sand snuck its way in between my toes.  I didnt even care if people were starring anymore.
      I ran down to the water, board in hand, and tried to catch a wave.  I've seen many surfing movies and tried to mimic what they do, lets just say it didnt turn out to well. i wiped out hard n my first two and got smashed by my own board on the third.  I went to catch my fourth when i heard voice form behind me.
     "Need some help with that?"
     I turned around to see a girl.  She also was sitting on a surf board just floating in the water.  She had blond curly hair, peircing green eyes, and freckles that dotted her nose.
       "Um, yeah sure... thanks." I said.
     For the next two hours, this girl taught me how to surf, from the basics to cool tricks. When we finished, i was almost as good of a surfer as her.  Learn to surf, check!
        I got out of the water, with her right by my side.
     "So," i said casually, "you never did tell me your name."
         "Brianna," she replied, " but you can call me Bri or Breezy, thats what all my friends call me."
       Bri, i thought, i liked the way that sounds.