hps4eva

Today
i took the ring you gave me off
i haven't taken it off in over a year
but today i did
& to be honest i feel okay with out it
i guess i feel okay with you too
im finally happy with your you

Your smile is what i live for
Your eyes are what gives me hope
and
Your lips are there to kiss me when i need to know im loved

i would never take you back
not a day in hell
would i think about it
absolutely
but you & me
were done
 

You know the one person i thought that would never become a stranger was you
but i guess all good things come to an end
and you my friend have become a stranger to me
in some way its kinda of sad and depressing
but in another its kinda happy and exciting

do people realize how fake they are
or am i the only one who realize it?

I hate knowing
im in love with you
but dating him
 

You have been mentally preparing            jjdkvedvfed me for this for years
now its finally here
us we have drifted apart
i just wish i asked for one last kiss
as i walked out that door for the last time...
 

Cross out the things you've done
Graduated high school.
Kissed someone.
Smoked a cigarette
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself on accident.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
Skipped school
Had lunch detention.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test
Swam with dolphins.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn't have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Gone surfing in California.
Had a hamster.
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS
Played on a sports team
snuck out of the house
swore at a teacher
gone laser tagging
been on the TV
french braided
skinny-dipped
driven a car
performed in front of an audience
been in love
had a blonde moment
been on a train
seen a ghost
gone bungee-jumping
been to Mexico
crashed a car
sky dived
been to your states capitol
made an 11:11 wish
drank alcohol
forwarded a chain letter
made a mistake

no matter how hard it get
no matter how hard i try
i never can never get you off my mind..

you know whats strange
out of everything in my life
i never in a million years
thought id miss you
this much after
a year & 4 months
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