You want the
truth? Well, here it is. Eventually, you forget it
all. First, you forget everything you
learned- the dates of wars and Pythagorean
Theorem. You especially forget everything you didn't
really learn, but just memorized the night before. You
forget the names of all but one or two of your
favorite teachers; and eventually you forget those, too. You
forget your junior year class schedule and where you
used to sit, and your best friend's home phone
number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million
times. And eventually, but slowly, you forget your
humiliations -even the ones that seemed indelible just
fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not, who
was pretty, smart, athletic, and not. Who went to a
good college, who threw the best parties, who had the
most friends -you forget all of them. Even the ones you
said you loved, and the ones you actually did.
They're the last to go. And once you've forgotten enough, you
love someone else.