The hopeless
bestfriend.
I cant believe I'm falling
for you. I promised myself i wouldnt. Why is this happening.
I know you like HER. But she doesnt deserve you. Im not saying I do
either. but It just hurts seeing her with you. But ill never admit
it. I care about your feelings too much, to just tell you that.
We were best friends. WHAT HAPPENED? That thing between us is
ending, because its all ABOUT HER NOW. WHY? what do you see in her,
I seriously dont understand:( whyyy. I just wish I can change your
feelings, but your feelings for her are too strong. Even when you
guys do break up, i know you. Shes all your ever going to think
about. I guess its just my luck. The one time I fall for someone.
It ends up being my bestfriend, and one who already has a
girlfriend. I just dont want to be the second choice anymore. I
liked the attention. WHICH GIRL DOESNT? I feel so hopeless and as
if i cant change anything. You'll never like me the way I like
you, and Im going to have to accept that. BUT ITS SO HARD :'((
Because you are the most nicest, sweetest person I have ever met.
whywhywhywhy
sorry guys. this vent was MUCH NEEDED.