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I just feel myself becoming less important to people
as every single day passes.

10-20 things someone who lived with me in an apartment for a year would know about me (idea credit: amenah)
1. Everything besides my room will be perfectly organized, color coordinated and all. 2. You will know how sometimes I am not a morning person at all, and sometimes I am. 3. Sometimes I don't feel like going to church. 4. I stay up all night reading sometimes, and then in the morning I complain about me staying up all night just to read, and go through the same routine weeks at a time. 5. You will know sometimes I like coffee in the mornings, and sometimes I like tea. 6. I say sorry too much. 7. My obsession with Ed Sheeran will overwhelm you sometimes. 8. Sometimes I have bad days, and when this happens, when the slightest thing goes wrong (ex: I drop something), I will start to cry. 9. I break down, a lot. 10. I love you, even though I don't act like it or show it sometimes. 11. I spend too much time organizing my books, and creating new reading lists. 12. You will know my eating habits. I can eat too much sometimes, and sometimes I can go weeks, even months without eating anything.

You know how when you're driving
and it's pouring down rain, you drive
under a bridge and everything stops.
Everything goes silent and it's almost
peaceful. Then you finally get out from
under the bridge, and everything hits you
a little harder than before.

You were my bridge.

When a person tells you you hurt
them, you don't get to decide you
didn't.

-Louis C.K. (via famousdelray)

Remember:

- You are wanted and needed
- If you think no one cares, know I do.
-Whatever bad thought you are feeling will pass.
- You're beautiful
- You're valid
- You will make mistakes, but those
mistakes won't define who you are.
- You have the right to say no.
- It's okay to "slip up", recovery is a
process, not an instant thing.
- You're an amazing person.

I know you love Shrek,
because we watched it
twelve times. Maybe
you're hoping for a
fairytale, too. And if
your DVD breaks today
you should've got a VCR
because I've never owned
a blu-ray, true say.

 

I know I should have called,
I know I should have stayed,
I should have said a lot of things,
I hope it's not too late.
 

Here's a friendly reminder
that the negative voice in
your head is not you, and
you are actually really
f**king delightful.

I stayed after seeing your worst.

Darling I'll wait a
thousand years if that
means that someday
I'll be by your side.

a.c.v.