If I Eat:
- I will get even fatter
- Nobody will like me if I'm fat
- I will never be good enough for him or for anybody
- People will talk about me and how I was doing so well, but then
I gained weight again
- I will hurt myself
- I will regret it
- I will be unhappy forever
If I Don't Eat:
- I will feel weightless
- I will lose weight
- I will be pretty and I will be good enough for everyone
- I will love myself
- He will finally notice me
- No more people laughing at me
- My self esteem will get higher
- People will give me compliments, no more criticizing
- I will not need to purge
- I will not cut myself, nor hurt myself
- I will be happy when I'm skinny
- I will see my bones
- I will not be ashamed of anything
- I will be that pretty girl I always wanted to
be