i_am_always_second_best
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Wishing she'd feel the same way...
Joined: September 27, 2012
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user id: 332264
Location: Your mom's chest hair.
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Joined: September 27, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 332264
Location: Your mom's chest hair.
Gender: F
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I guess I should say hi to anyone who bothers viewing my profile- so hi. I'm kind of new to making profiles and such, so bare with me on this.
Name: Silas
Age: None of your business
Gender: Female
Grade: Freshman(9th)
Country: USA
State: None of your business
Some pretty adverage stuff about me:
•I'm pansexual
•I'm an athiest; I don't do blind faith.
•I currently like a girl enough to call it love, but I'm not positive the feeling is not mutual
•You can insult me all you want, but I'll stand up for what I believe in more than anything.
•I only believe something with absolute and total proof, aka I'm not a gossip kind of person
•Bullying pisses me off more than anything- if I witness someone bullying someone else (online or irl), I will blow up at them. Consider yourself warned.
•This is my third Witty account, a secret one.
•I am a diehard fan of the Kingdom Hearts series- the books, the games, everything. Hell, I even bought a couple legitimate metal keyblades (The Oblivion and Way To The Dawn<3).
•Poetry and lyrics are kind of my thing. I'll probably be posting some, but the majority may go to my other account.
•I love to draw. Realism, anime, still lifes, tattoos, you name it. And I can't say I'm all that bad.
•I like lists. Like, love them. I love making them, and I love doing what's on them- someone told me it's a minor form of OCD, but I don't think it is.
•I am very protective and loyal. Once you're my friend, you're my friend forever. No matter what. I will stick up for you and guard you like you are my own child.
•I watch some anime, but read much more manga. Some of my favorites include Soul Eater, Black Butler, Darker Than Black, D. Gray-Man, Black Bird, Dengeki Daisy, Bleach, and One Piece.
•I'll fight with you until I'm blue in the face if I think I'm right and you're wrong- it happens more often than not. I'm stubborn as all hell.
•I spend most of my pierod two study halls on Witty, and sometimes spend entire classes browsing it on my phone.
•Music is god. Literally. I listen to it all the time, and if I'm not listening to it, I'm singing to myself.
•To be quite honest, I don't like screamo/deathcore, rap, or country. I mean, with screamo/deathcore, I love the lyrics. Absolutely f*cking love them. I just can't get into that. The vocals are why I don't listen- I like it when there's more feel than anger and hurt and music, and that's all it portrays. I'm not putting it down, I'm just stating that I dislike it.
•I really hate kids that cry/whine all the time. Like, really hate them. They piss me off just as much as ignorant b*tches.
•Some of my favorite bands/artists inclue: Paramore, White Tie Affair, Boys Like Girls, Cartel, The Hush Sound, The Ready Set, 3OH!3, Simple Plan, Three Days Grace, Three Doors Down, Blue Oyster Cult, Queen, Grouplove, Foster The People, MGMT, Falling In Reverse, Mayday Parade, Hikaru Utada, and Lady Gaga.
•I love books/reading. It's fun as all hell- I love to just escape into that world of fiction and forget my own troubles.
•My favorite of all comic artists is Jhonen Vasquez. I love him. He just makes such amazing things. (Ex. Johnny The Homicidal Maniac, Invader Zim, Squee!, I Feel Sick.) He really captures the dark part of the world in is stories, which I like a lot.
•I have four best friends that know almost everything about me, and I trust them with my whole self. One of them is my crush, if that much isn't obvious.
•I'm a substitute for my crush's girlfriend,and I'm well aware of it. Her girlfriend lives out of state, and they can rarely talk. She acts like we're dating- the 'I love you's, sitting on my lap, cuddling with me, holding hands, hugging in the hall ways, everything. It hurts to know that she doesn't mean it towards me, though- I know she wishes her girlfriend was here and pretends I'm that girl. It hurts worse to know that she knows how I feel.
•I can't not forgive people Even when they hurt me more than anything, I'm right there, groveling for their forgiveness like I was the one in the wrong. Like a f*cking puppy.
•Staying mad at people is something I physically cannot do. I'm incapable of being angry with someone for more than a few minutes- and I've tried, too. It sucks.
•Twiitards/Beiblers/Directioners annoy me. End of story.
Here's some kinda bad stuff about me:
•I've been abused for a very good portion of my life (In various different forms), which kind of screwed my head up quite a bit.
•I've cut before. Not something too special now adays, huh? Seems like everyone's doing it for all the wrong reasons.
•I've attempted to OD before, but for some reason fate wants to keep me around, so I'll just see where the river takes me.
•I'm a total hot head. I'll get pissed at the tiniest things and just rampage.
•I always fall for people that hurt me. They just get this mental bond on me, and if I pull away, it'll hurt a thousand times worse than anything they could ever do to me. It's probably the worst thing about me, in my opinion.
I guess that's all you really need to know about me, and I'll add as I see fit.
Ciao.
Name: Silas
Age: None of your business
Gender: Female
Grade: Freshman(9th)
Country: USA
State: None of your business
Some pretty adverage stuff about me:
•I'm pansexual
•I'm an athiest; I don't do blind faith.
•I currently like a girl enough to call it love, but I'm not positive the feeling is not mutual
•You can insult me all you want, but I'll stand up for what I believe in more than anything.
•I only believe something with absolute and total proof, aka I'm not a gossip kind of person
•Bullying pisses me off more than anything- if I witness someone bullying someone else (online or irl), I will blow up at them. Consider yourself warned.
•This is my third Witty account, a secret one.
•I am a diehard fan of the Kingdom Hearts series- the books, the games, everything. Hell, I even bought a couple legitimate metal keyblades (The Oblivion and Way To The Dawn<3).
•Poetry and lyrics are kind of my thing. I'll probably be posting some, but the majority may go to my other account.
•I love to draw. Realism, anime, still lifes, tattoos, you name it. And I can't say I'm all that bad.
•I like lists. Like, love them. I love making them, and I love doing what's on them- someone told me it's a minor form of OCD, but I don't think it is.
•I am very protective and loyal. Once you're my friend, you're my friend forever. No matter what. I will stick up for you and guard you like you are my own child.
•I watch some anime, but read much more manga. Some of my favorites include Soul Eater, Black Butler, Darker Than Black, D. Gray-Man, Black Bird, Dengeki Daisy, Bleach, and One Piece.
•I'll fight with you until I'm blue in the face if I think I'm right and you're wrong- it happens more often than not. I'm stubborn as all hell.
•I spend most of my pierod two study halls on Witty, and sometimes spend entire classes browsing it on my phone.
•Music is god. Literally. I listen to it all the time, and if I'm not listening to it, I'm singing to myself.
•To be quite honest, I don't like screamo/deathcore, rap, or country. I mean, with screamo/deathcore, I love the lyrics. Absolutely f*cking love them. I just can't get into that. The vocals are why I don't listen- I like it when there's more feel than anger and hurt and music, and that's all it portrays. I'm not putting it down, I'm just stating that I dislike it.
•I really hate kids that cry/whine all the time. Like, really hate them. They piss me off just as much as ignorant b*tches.
•Some of my favorite bands/artists inclue: Paramore, White Tie Affair, Boys Like Girls, Cartel, The Hush Sound, The Ready Set, 3OH!3, Simple Plan, Three Days Grace, Three Doors Down, Blue Oyster Cult, Queen, Grouplove, Foster The People, MGMT, Falling In Reverse, Mayday Parade, Hikaru Utada, and Lady Gaga.
•I love books/reading. It's fun as all hell- I love to just escape into that world of fiction and forget my own troubles.
•My favorite of all comic artists is Jhonen Vasquez. I love him. He just makes such amazing things. (Ex. Johnny The Homicidal Maniac, Invader Zim, Squee!, I Feel Sick.) He really captures the dark part of the world in is stories, which I like a lot.
•I have four best friends that know almost everything about me, and I trust them with my whole self. One of them is my crush, if that much isn't obvious.
•I'm a substitute for my crush's girlfriend,and I'm well aware of it. Her girlfriend lives out of state, and they can rarely talk. She acts like we're dating- the 'I love you's, sitting on my lap, cuddling with me, holding hands, hugging in the hall ways, everything. It hurts to know that she doesn't mean it towards me, though- I know she wishes her girlfriend was here and pretends I'm that girl. It hurts worse to know that she knows how I feel.
•I can't not forgive people Even when they hurt me more than anything, I'm right there, groveling for their forgiveness like I was the one in the wrong. Like a f*cking puppy.
•Staying mad at people is something I physically cannot do. I'm incapable of being angry with someone for more than a few minutes- and I've tried, too. It sucks.
•Twiitards/Beiblers/Directioners annoy me. End of story.
Here's some kinda bad stuff about me:
•I've been abused for a very good portion of my life (In various different forms), which kind of screwed my head up quite a bit.
•I've cut before. Not something too special now adays, huh? Seems like everyone's doing it for all the wrong reasons.
•I've attempted to OD before, but for some reason fate wants to keep me around, so I'll just see where the river takes me.
•I'm a total hot head. I'll get pissed at the tiniest things and just rampage.
•I always fall for people that hurt me. They just get this mental bond on me, and if I pull away, it'll hurt a thousand times worse than anything they could ever do to me. It's probably the worst thing about me, in my opinion.
I guess that's all you really need to know about me, and I'll add as I see fit.
Ciao.
Quotes by i_am_always_second_best
I never thought any relationship of mine
would last for a week.
Let alone two months.
Let alone two months.
googled danny phantom cosplay
saw a picture of danny in a bathtub with vlad
90000000000000000% done
*absconds*
saw a picture of danny in a bathtub with vlad
90000000000000000% done
*absconds*
You know, I feel like the biggest a$$hole in the world right now
That shooting in Newton, CT is ony half an hour away from me, and I'm well aware that it could have been here, but hell, I literally don't give a flying f^ck. I feel kinda bad about that, but the way my brain thinks is kids die every day all around the world. If we're only going to mourn the ones that make it on the news, why mourn them at all? There are thousands of people, not just kids, that are dying everywhere in the world every day, but we don't make a big deal about them. There are children in hospitals dying of cancer, and yet we don't go and interview them or make a huge news broadcast about it.
I personally would prefer to be shot than to have to suffer through a terminal illness for years or slowly starve to death because this nation spends more money on news broadcasting than it does helping feed people that can't afford to feed themselves. That sickens me to the core more than any murderer will. I'm dissapointed that I was born into such a horrible society.
So, hate me if you want for this, unfollow me, block me, I don't care. I just thought I needed to express my feelings on all this.
When the teacher decides to
move seats:
me: can you not
me: can you not
Me and my girlfriend have been dating for a few
weeks now, and our friends are maing fun because we haven't
kissed yet.
Whats so wrong with waiting until we're both comfortable with it?
Whats so wrong with waiting until we're both comfortable with it?
I don't know why, but I'm
insanely nervous for Thanksgiving.
All my relatives will be there, and they're always asking about boyfriends and the like.
I mean, my family is pretty accepting, but I don't know how they'd react if I said,
"Well... I have a girlfriend."
All my relatives will be there, and they're always asking about boyfriends and the like.
I mean, my family is pretty accepting, but I don't know how they'd react if I said,
"Well... I have a girlfriend."
You remember the other night, when we
fell aleep in each other's arms?
God, that was the most amazing feeling.
I wish you could be the first thing I see when I wake up every morning.
God, that was the most amazing feeling.
I wish you could be the first thing I see when I wake up every morning.
And suddenly
[we're together again],
fitting perfectly like the pieces of a puzzle.
Just please,
[Promise me you'll stay this time].
❤
nmf
Am I the only one that
thinks
Good Charlotte
instead of
One Direction
when someone mentions a song called
"Little Things"?
Good Charlotte
instead of
One Direction
when someone mentions a song called
"Little Things"?