I am dead insde. I made this to expressmy feelings. I cut myself every night. I'm bulimic and anorexic, I dont usually tell people that because they wonder why im not skinny. Fat. Ugly. Worthless. Dead inside. I would kill to be beautiful. I dont cut for attention so if you are one of the people who think everyone does it for attention, your completely wrong. Yes, they're are some people who are attention whores and do it for attention but not everyone does. I cut because im numb, and i just want to feel something. im addicted to the pain.