i_donate_my_tears

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 My name's Aly &i knew it wouldnt last forever
So i dont really know who my true friends are anymore, but i for sure know of..
Chelsie Renee(;
Erin Reiels(:
Cassidy Currier(:
Tanner Heimsch(:
Jacob Williams(:
Brit Samson(:
&Kaya Schanen(:
i love you guys.

Music;;
Simple Plan.
Mayday Parade.
Never Shout Never.
Slipknot.
Far East Movement.
Escape the Fate.
Jeremy Riddle.
Faber Drive.
Stereo Skyline.
Five Finger Death Punch.
 
 
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Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia
the fear of long words.

Baseball
(explained by a foreign visitor)

You have two sides, one    out in the field and one in.
Each man "thats on the side thats in" goes out and when hes out he comes in and the next man goes in until he's out.
When three men are out, the side thats out goes in and the side thats been in goes out and tries to get those coming on out.
sometimes you get men still in and not out.
when both sides have been in and out nine times, including the not outs, thats the end of the game.

fave if this made you laugh(:


I think i like you,
so i'm tring to convince myself i dont,
because i know i really love him.
 



 

not my format.

The one thing i want;;

is to know who really cares about me here and who i can trust. the feeling of being invisible is the worst.
you just dont know

til you feel the pain.


I went through my baby book of pictures today.
I was looking for pictures of me and my daddy for his Father's Day present.
I was expecting to find a lot, but I only found three.
He's the most important thing in my life &my mom cant realize that.
She didn't put ANY of the good times I remember in my baby book.
That just completely ruined my day.
Thanks mom, this one's for you.

 

Six sleeping pills,
fresh in my body.
tears
flooding my eyes,
so much that it burns.

blood flowing across my wrist,
and deep deep scars under it.
pain
killers next to my bed,
to take away the pain.

screamo music filling my room,
so nobody hears my cries.
& thoughts
fill my head.
i can't pretend anymore.


This week;;
well, its been the worst.
my own cousin ruined everything.
he went around telling people i lost my virginity..even though i didnt.
my mom is really mad at my dad for no reason.
people are harrassing me at school.
98% of the people i thought were my friends,
turned into two faced jerks.
i dont know who i can trust anymore.
people tell me that they dont want me here anymore.
people told me that instead of cutting my wrists,
i should just kill myself.
my mom told me i could do online schooling.
im taking that offer.
im sick of this place.
i cant stand it anymore.
i overdose everynight on sleeping pills
because i dont wanna wake up in the morning.
i just need a friend to tell me the truth. 

 

not my format.

not my format.not my fomat. 

&to this day,
my mom still doesnt understand;;

i dont have friends 
where we live

which means i cant hangout with anyone
bceause she refuses to drive to Grafton.

&& while you girls eat ice cream
i am sittig in my room,
ba
lling my eyes out,
eating twizzlers ,
wri ting quotes,
l
istening to simple plan, and waiting...

f   o  r     y  o  u     t  o     r  e  a  l  i  z  e     w  h  a  t     y  o  u     d  i  d     t  o     m  e  .

 

Why do lesbians shop at Dunhams?
  because they dont like D.i.c.k.s.