i_never_forgotx3
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Madison Scott
thinking of you *
100% me. Don't ask me to change.
About me?
13 years young. Brown hair, blue eyes.
Jersey's where its at.; yeah man.
I hate girls, obsessed with guys.
I make mistakes, but don't regret.
I fall in love, but get out of it just as
q.u.i.c.k.l.y ;;;;;
I can be the biggest bitch,
or the sweetest person you'll ever meet.
I care about you, if you care about me.
single [i'm the uglier best friend]
hmu & get to know me.
*
♥
girls just wanna have fun.
& we've all got that one boy, we're always gonna like.
So here's to him & his lovable ways. you sure got me boy. <3
love doesn't exist in my world, its all fun & games.
But before i die, i want someone to convice me I'm wrong,
that love is out there.
Spitting image of my father.
R.I.P 2/3/97
Its been almost 14 years & i don't know how i've survived without
once meeting you daddy. i love you so much, I can't wait until we meet.
But for now, i hope your proud of me <3
I never thought there was ever anything truthfully amazing about me;
until he proved me wrong. & even though your a jerk to me, thank you best friend <3 "i was enchanted to meet you."
Thank you, to everyone who changed my life; for the better & the worse.
I don't know where i'd be without you.
Quotes by i_never_forgotx3
It kills me to know you don't trust
anyone.
So, you don't trust me? I've never lied to you,
been fake with you, nothing. I hate how i feel
like you honestly hate me, that everything you
say to me is a lie. I honestly thought I was one
your best friends, but i'm beginning to think its
all just a pretty little lie. You're the person I need
most at this point in my life & I feel like you hate
me.
Chapter One;
Part Two.
When she came back to her room, she had 50 facebook notifications and 20 texts. It was nice to see that people cared enough to give her there numbers just to talk, but she didn’t want to talk to them. She just wanted her mom back. Her worst nightmare had come true, and nobody understood what it had felt like. All of a sudden her ringtone started playing; it was her best friend Drew. They’ve been best friends since they were four years old. She had loved him so much, but she knew he would never feel the same way. He was the only person she trusted, the only person who ever saw her break down. He had lived across the street and before she could even answer her phone, there was a ring at the doorbell.
She had heard her father talk, he was upset, but he had definitely calmed down from before. She heard Drew, his little sister, and his parent’s voice. The only thing she really cared about though was the sound of Drew’s footsteps racing up the stairs. He opened her door so fast and ran to her even faster. He hugged her forever, and when she pulled away she saw that he had been crying. She broke down once more.
“Ellie, I love you so much. I’m here for you forever and ever. Please never forget that. I know I don’t understand what this pain is like, but losing your mom is a big deal for me too. She was like my mom too. We’re in this together; just remember ‘only the good die young.’ Debbie was sure the best ever. We all know it’s true, she’s watching over you. She’s in a better place, remember that. I love you so much Ell.” Drew had tried his best to comfort her, and like usual it worked. Hearing his voice had made her whole life better. She didn’t say anything back because even though his words worked, she was still sobbing. He just held her tighter and tighter. She knew he was sincere, she knew he would never lie to her.
Ellie had eventually walked downstairs and made up with her dad. Her dad had known that she needed Drew also. He had agreed that he could stay over for a few days to comfort her. He had skipped the next week of school with her. They had spent of every waking moment together. From the depressing funeral where she could barely even speak to every minute she went to bed. They slept in the same bed and he had always comforted her by cuddling with her. She couldn’t help but fall even more in love with him, even though this was the worst time of her life.
But the moment had come, they had to go to school. Drew had to go to his house. She was so upset, even though they had every single class together, and that they sat by each other on the bus. She felt like she’d never see him again, when in reality she knew she’d see him almost 24/7.
Chapter
One;
Part one.
“Ellie it wasn’t like that! We thought she was going to make it, you know I never meant to hurt you; it kills me to see my little girl upset. Ellie, come down here, we’re family, we get through this together. Please forgive me, I love you. I will always be here for you, I promise you.” Ellie’s father, Mike, had said back to her. He knew it was no use, she was going to be mad at him for eternity, she held grudges. Thinking she was in her room, he let out his loud sobs. He had lost his wife and now his daughter wouldn’t even talk to him. He was all alone in a difficult situation. He had never wanted his children to see him completely break down, but if they walked down stairs he wouldn’t have the self control to stop crying. He was a complete mess, and didn’t know how he was going to get through the rest of his life.
Ellie had been on the stairs silently crying, she had heard her father. She knew it wasn’t his fault, but it was easiest to blame it on him. She knew this was one thing she wouldn’t be able to hold a grudge for, and she hated it. She wanted nothing more than to just end her life. Without her mom, who would she confide in? She was now the only girl in a family of only three. Ellie had always felt like she was the odd one out. She had loved to write stories while her family was all watching “Family Feud”. Nobody understood why she wrote besides her mom. She always felt like her dad had secretly been ashamed of her, even though everyone else could clearly tell he spoiled her more than anything.
She couldn’t walk down stairs to witness her father breaking down; she wouldn’t be able to take it. She had tip-toed up the stairs to her room, where she saw Nick crying.
“What’s wrong buddy?” She forced out through the tears.
“Mommy’s gone forever, I miss her so much. You and daddy are fighting and I hate it. I wish I was never born! It’s not fair, it isn’t, IT’S NOT FAIR ELLIE. I’m only a wittle six year old, why was I born? Nobody loves me.” He had never sounded so upset. Ellie had started sobbing because of what he had said. He wished he had never been born? He’s six, how could he know what that means? She thought.
“Nicholas Martin! Take that back, I’d be no where if you weren’t born. Yes mommy’s gone, and I know it’s hard, I miss her too, but listen we’re all in this together, me, you and daddy. I promise you, please nick, don’t give up on me. I love you too much.” Ellie had completely broken down at this point in sobs and walked over to her bed where Nick was sitting, and hugged him.
“I’m sorry Ellie bear, I love you too.” Nick whispered, hugging her back.
*
That feeling you get when he walks by, looks at
you & says; "hey
gorgeous."
<3
& i
hate knowing
that no matter
where i go with my best
friends,
i know i'll never be the /////////
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ ♥
prettiest
one.
& it kills me to know that i can't make
him happy//////////////////////anymore..
& it sucks that no matter what i'll try to
put a smile on his face no matter what,
even if i can't put one on my own.
to lazy to make
pretty.
I'm in
love
with
my ex;
&
it sucks.
you sent me flowers, i left them there to die. I love you? Well that's just an eight letter lie. You & I agree there is no one else? Funny, how I'm on the other line with him. You whisper your sweet little lies, that could make any girl fall. I whisper them back. You tell your friends you scored, as if you think i don't know this game all too well. You walk up to my door step to end things, as I walk up laughing with your best friend. You think you played me? Well, baby the jokes on you.
way to loose at your own
game,
the girl who plays the game better.
Its been exactly a
year;
& i still think about
~
us
~
guys like
you; come & go.
I'd rather ♥
be alone.
So tired of pretending..
just want a happy ending.