iamManny

Status: Never let a blade ruin your life.
Joined: August 5, 2011
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Hey y'all! I'm Sam(: I'm 14, blow the candles out march 10. I love volley-ball but Gymnastics is where its at<3 I'm on the freshmen football cheer squad, & if you think I'm a b!tch cause I'm a cheerleader, well I'm not. If you think that you're stereo typical. Frozen hot chocolate is amazing. Donuts, I could eat those for my entire life. I'm clean of cutting & hoping to stay that way. If you need ANYTHING I'm right here(: My motto Is not YOLO. My motto comes from Jenna marbles,
"Take some risks kid"
Even though she was drunk when she said it..
 
TOn March 26 2012, I lost my father due to liver disease. How did he get it you ask? Well he got it from Alcoholism. He was addicted to Alcohol and smoking. Alcohol took my father away from me. If you know anyone with alcoholism, Get them help. You could save their life.
R.I.P Daddy I miss you
01/17/76-03/26/12
 
 
 
R.I.P Daddy. I miss you.
<3
01/17/76-03/26/12

Quotes by iamManny

  You have,
A better chance at catching Halley's comet  
Then to save me

 

❤❤❤

  My Dad,
Saw me as his world, The  only thing that kept him together when everything was falling around him, He saw me as his princess, The only thing in life that made life worth living, He talked to his friends and co-workers about me, he would tell them how perfect I was at this age & how I don't do anything he did.

& I just don't understand why I how I was so special to him.

I'm no where near perfect. He loved me so much, I just could never see myself the way he saw me & I never will.
 

❤❤❤






I feel like such a wh0re





 




Me: Hun if there was a show called 'Busiest corners', yours would win.








nmf/ My quote. DO NOT JOCK

Clean
Is a not just a word to me. It's what I wish I was, what I hope to be & what I want my wrist's to look like. I want to be clean I really do, but it's so hard when so many different things can trigger it. When one word can give you the worst flash back ever. That one flash back can make you cry for hours on end & you think you won't be able to stop. I don't always try to hide my wrist. I want someone to see it & look at me & ask me if i'm ok & when I say yes I want them to tell my I'm straight up lying & if I become more stubborn I want them to yell at me. I want them to make me break & I want them to hug me & tell me everything is going to change after this cause they're there for me.
.I want to be ok.


If I'm louder would you hear me?

Would you be able to see pain when you look in my eyes? Can you tell that not only am I screaming for help I'm making it completely obvious.

Tylenol bottles are child proof

And most adults can't even open them.

 Never go to a doctor

Whose office plants are dead.

Boy I wonder what would happen

If I trip & let you in.

Follow your dreams

& Hit the snooze button
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