idgaf_

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It was never my choice to feel what I felt. But
it was in my power to control my actions. I'm
sorry for hurting you in all the ways I have.
I'm for how badly I have acted all these years.
I wouldn't take it back though. Because it has,
finally, tied us together. I wouldn't want it to
be any different than this. So don't change.




 

I never intended to hurt you.
But it doesn't matter anyway. You hurt me all
the time. The only reason  why  my  heart  is
-------------------swollen with hate.------------------





You will never find me changing into something.

something you want me to be.
                                                    Because I know what's best for me.


I find that there are more reasons to be happy than to be upset. Most people don't understand that. Most people don't understand life and its imperfections. I mean, what is a life that is perfect? Even Jesus had problems to face. They should quit being sad and find reasons to smile. Everyone has a reason to be happy.
There's a lot of things I want to tell you that I never will get the chance to speak of. There's a lot of things I have been hiding from you. Things you will soon figure out for yourself. There's a lot of lies I have spoken, a lot half-hearted words I have said to you. I do not regret anything. As I'm not built to regret but to renew, refresh and make choices to change and better myself. I want to just walk over the past and create a brand new future with a clearer vision.

                 I knew you'd give up on me,                                  

           you would walk away.
               I hate that I was foolish enough to hope you wouldn't.                    
 




Secret #3
I'm awfully sensitive and pessimistic. Your
emotionless voice kills me. It makes me
think of everything that I might have done
wrong for you to sound that way. I know..
I'm just overreacting. But every mistake I
make gets us another step farther apart.



 


I tried to give it all away,
but it will

NEVER
fade away.


 




When will I ever tell you?



 






I put this knife in my own paper lungs.