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All i have time to do is think about you, even when you're around. Let me move around, making me break my own heart, while you're busy trying to pick between me and her. You know i know that you're never going to pick me, i can't pretend that it is there, when clearly, i know it is not. When i said i liked you, i meant it with a thousand suns as you told me, "i like you as a friend maybe more," that was it i was sold, i let my guard down and you just walked in.

 

NEVER TRUST BOYS are my last words...

You are the one that can change me,
Change the way that I believe,
The way that some one looks at me.
You are the one that got away,
came back,
and drove me crazy waiting.
Was it worth it?

I hope I drive you crazy.
All the what if's list in my head,
making me think
you might scare my heart.
Make it leave again!
Can I trust you?

Yet promises don't mean a thing
followed by sorry,
All your games
keep me on my toes.
Pick the one you can't get enough of
don't break their heart
when they have it in a safe
I wish you would go ahead and pick.
Choose me?

When I close my eyes I see you           
     No matter where I am                                                
        I can smell you perfume through these whispering pines.                       
          I'm with your ghost again, it's a shame about the weather,                                       
             I know soon we'll be together, and I can't wait till then,                                                
               I can't wait till then                       

       To my father, I know I never understood the leaving but I understood the pain, the memories, your smell, and someday together will mean the same and forever will be the game. I still love YOU!
                                                                                                                                                                                             

I walk in the cold
To fell alive
and
to fell the arms that disappear
every time I turn around.
I take all my free time
just thinking about your
eyes following me in the
distance.
In this black and white
picture of our lives
all smashed together.
Love like this can
last forever.
You make me think about
what I want
and how I look at long relationship.
I think too much,
I think too much about
the you and me
I see in my head.
Your amazing
and you take my breath away.

I don't want a let's just pretend.
I don't want a forever to be the end.
I don't want the tears to fall
while the fears just crawl.
I don't want this to be the end.
I didn't expect everything that I got.
I got more in my heart for you to see.
I got more to live for
with you and me.


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I want to so daringly flirt with my eyes.
Just tell you goodbye.
Tell you to flirt with the sky.
I want to flirt with the moon.
Just to be like you
Tell him my soul use to belong to you.
I want to flirt with the stars.
Just to cry to them that my heart is bruised.
Tell them that it is all just black and blue.
I want to flirt so E F F O R T L E S S L Y.
Just to be like her.
Tell them I am all alone.
I want to flirt with you.
Just because I really should.
Tell you that I love you on my bed every night,
Just as you hold me tight.
Then tell me goodnight.
I don't really want just you forever and one night.
Because you see I am just  a flirt indeed.

I want you to feel the heart that beats me.
I want you to feel something other that what isn't real.
Like my heart isn't real like it doesn't still skip a beat, or when I remember that cold night.
My heart doesn't break like it did ten days ago.
Like it doesn't even exists like it is invisible.
Like my life isn't hard enough you just push it a little more and more.
Can't breathe with this weight on my chest.
Like you are sitting on me, holding me tight.

Really I am just me.
I am so sorry that I can't be that perfect girl like I want to be.
She put to much of a standard on you.
Pulled me down on to the ground.
I can't move on until you say those three words.
I don't expect I Love You,
I expect I Am Sorry .
Can't be that girl in the window that you want to look at
You want to feel sorry.
You want to forget her.
Like I want to forget you.
Man it could be way so easy for you.
But it can't be easy for me.

I am ready to go on.
On that path with no return.
I want to say all the things that make you turn.
I want another guy.
Who doesn't treat me like dirt.
Doesn't even care that I don't look like her.
Doesn't know why I smile.
It could be because of him or it could be I am going to hit you closer to home
before home hits you.
 

I don't want to be followed by my haunting past because it is no fun not being with you. Remembering all those warm summer nights and have them turn so cold. My heart can only take me so far and my tears can only mean so little. Trying to turn this thinking around, trying to forget your path even though my heart highlights it yellow.

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