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if you really knew me..
you'd know i tell other people amazing advice yet i cant take my own. you'd know even though my boyfriend split up with my 6 months ago I'm still not over him. you'd know that when i simply think of him or catch the colors in his eyes for a split second my heart stops. you'd know that i cry myself to sleep 99% of the time cause i held it in and pretend to be happy for far to long. you'd know my family problems which i couldn't even start to write here cause i wouldn't stop. you'd know what I'm thinking right now and why i cant put it into words. you'd know how much i look up to my best friend because oh how strong she is. you'd know that i could continue this for hours and still have plenty to write. you'd know i have a group of friends of 21 yet i only trust 3 of them. you'd know how much i am truly in love with that guy. you'd know how many 11:11's and candles i waste wishing on him. You'd know how much my heart is thumping right now afraid he will find this and know its me. You'd know that i Facebook stalk him and if he talks to another girl how another piece of my heart falls apart.
If you really knew me you would know how much harder its getting to keep that smile on my face.


- didnt think this would help but wow.
i hope you read this then write your own
 

  If you really knew me

You would know I am the type of girl who sits alone at lunchtime, Unless it’s her lucky day that day……………

You would know, I have a fear of seeing people vomit.

If you really knew me...
you'd know that I'm very self conscious.
you'd know that I cry myself to sleep because of all things that have happened to me.
you'd know that I just can't tolerate the people around me. I just want to escape from it all.
you'd know that I love writing not for the things I say I do, but for much more.
you'd know that the taunts & laughs still haunt me until this very day.
you'd know that no one knows the true me, not even my own family.
you'd know that if I could, I'd run away, but I know, running away won't do anything at all.

If you really knew me..

you would know my secrets and the reasons why I'm guarded.

you'd know that I'm not over my ex boyfriend.

cause every time i look at him my heart still goes wild.

you'd know that i have been to hell and back

yet still look like the happiest person alive, after a full  night of crying

you'd know how much i want to trade places with my bestfriend

cause she is amazing.

you'd know everything that i'm thinking right now

though i just cant seem to put into words.

 

If you knew me...
You'd know that I'm disgusted with my figure.
So, I don't eat.
You'd know, I cry myself to sleep at night,
Because i missed when you cared.
You'd know that when you don't talk to me,
but you talk to her, it kills me.
And that the fact that in our conversations when you have to go you still say,
'I love you.'
&You'd know, when I say it back,
I actually mean it.
If you knew.. I think you'd leave me alone.
Or tell me how you actually feel.

I love you..
Just thought I'd tell you.

 

If you really knew me

You would know, I love pagents. I would love to be in one.

You would know, that I like Cameron, the guy at my dance school.

You would know, that God made me pretty…

Unlike you. Pretty souls, are better than pretty looks. I’m sorry, but that’s just the way it goes.

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If you really knew me you would know;

I fell out with all 4 of my best friends over nothing

I really miss Hannah she moved away and there is no way of contacting her (she is not in heaven or anything like that though she really did just move away to Essex I trusted her and she listened to me and understood, she is an adult, a teacher so i cannot contact her now )

I was bullied all through primary school

I'm in love with my best friend (he is a boy though)

I'm scared of cows

 

i  f  y  o  u  r  e  a  l  l  y  k  n  e  w  m  e  x  o  x  o
write anonymously an 'if you really knew me'
password is pleasedontchange
and please don't change it.
read the details on the page first.
SORRY THE FIRST PASSWORD WAS WRONG, IT'S PLEASEDONTCHANGE NOT PLEASEDONTCHANGME