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im never the girl

who gets the guy. who makes his head turn in the hallways. im never the girl he'll want to hold for hours or kiss me whenever he wants. im not the girl he'd date in a heartbeat and be proud to call his, because honestly, what do i even have to offer? why would he choose me over somebody as perfect as her? and the saddest part is, no matter how much i love you, and even though i love you a hundred times more than she does, that doesnt change anything. i know im not perfect, but it just sucks you will never know how much i would give to be loved back for once.

if i wrote a story would anyone read it? i feel like there arent many wittians on here anymore so i'd love to know people would actually read something i wrote. i put my heart into what i write and it'd mean a lot if someone read it. please comment suggestions. love you.

it's kind of hard to be yourself
when you don't even know who you are

for once
i just want to be good enough for somebody.


just once.

and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
-colplay

i guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. and maybe we'll never know most of them.
-perks of being a wallflower