ikennadawn

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WE ARE THE PEOPLE
WHO LEAVE US.


      


Do you know how many nights I've spent writing and rewriting paragraphs only to never send them to you? How I've spent hours into the night staring at my screen or paper trying to find words that mean something, words that would be worth your attention. Only to give up because my mind isn't capable of expressing what I feel in words. I know that phrase is over-used but I really can't find the words that somehow others can to express what is felt about you. And I hate that, but right now I want you to know I love, appreciate, care for, admire?  DAMNIIT THESE WORDS MEAN NOTHING THEY AREN'T EVEN CLOSE TO WHAT I FEEL. Maybe If I find more emotional words like "My heart pitter-patters for you" no, nobody says that anymore. What about how she affects my life? Who am I kidding, if I knew how she affected my life we wouldn't need to date. Why is this so hard?
Maybe I'll have the words tomorow...

I'm going to bed.
"Who would want to love manic depressive girl?"
"Me. Major depressive boy."
-excerpt from real life
Half of me is a girl who wants to be free, rebellious and reckless. Yet the other half is dominant and keeps that girl in chains.

       

         
How LonG
        HAVE YOU BEEN HOLDING        
those words in your head, HOPING TO USE THEM?
 

 


All I really want to know is
what's running through your
mind when you look at me
I used to imagine adventures for myself, invented a life, so that I could at least exist somehow.

please may i have some sleep?
i cannot stop shivering.
my head is cloudy, my eyes blurry.
my mind is vacant of thoughts, yet infested with them.
what can i do for a little rest?
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I’m cuter than everyone who has ever hurt me
Fairy tales are not instructions to how to live your life.