iliveatticus

That awkward moment when you hug someone that ur friend likes and then they push u over and u land laughing on the floor

All my life i've been with people that are always in physical pain. Now that im older the pain has increased for them. My trainer is in pain, my dad, and my mom. When did i get to be in a world where all the people that I know are always in pain? I hate seeing people in pain and no matter what they take to kill it or no matter what they do it just seems to make the condition/situtation worse. Gurrrrr it just sucks ;(

My mom just had to go to the ER becuz of this new medication tht she's on for her cancer. If u red this quote my mom has stage four cancer and the kemo (treatment) is rlly rough. Anyway she just called me on the phone saying wht was going on and tht she was going to be home a few hours and afterward I started crying for this happened and I didn't rlly know about it. My parents are divorced and I live wit my dad and I almost never see my mom it's kinda depressing but she has almost no energy the person tht I grew up wit doesn't seem to be ther anymore. I hope tht my mom gets better. Most ppl don't know tht my mom has cancer.

so in spanish we are doing skits and im the mom in it and this kid who has liked me since like 6th grade is the dad and apprently we had a kid named Pepe its weird.

I'm the girl that when her friends aren't in the room I'll sit in the back and keep to myself
When my friends are around I will laugh till I drop dead on the floor of laughter
I'm the girl when everyone gets a good grade and she doesn't she'll hide in her binder
I'm the girl when something isn't going right I'll hide everything behind a wall of nothingness
I'm the girl when my mom tells me something that means a lot over the phone, afterwards I want to go and cry in a corner where no one will see me
I'm the girl when my friends aren't there for me sometimes I wonder if they will every be there for me
I'm the girl when I cry I want to be alone, I don't like it when people try and cuddle with me it makes feel uncomfortable
i'm the girl when a guy that I like is dating another girl or is going to another school I wish everyday that he was here so that I could talk about everything with him
I'm the girl when I find out that i guy that I like is going to another school next i want to break down in a corner and cry
I'm the girl even though you didn't mean to say something it goes right to me and it makes me feel not like me
Somethimes i have flashes or thoughts about not living anymore because of my family, my life, and my past but then i think that I have more, I have support from my friends and family to make me feel better about myself that I can do anything
 

I was in history today and we were sharing some stuff in class and my first thing was about my mom's new kemo and i said, "kemo is this thing that kinda likes get rid of cancer, and my mom got put on a new kemo." Everyone in the room was silent and they thought that I was going to cry or something. 

I loved the DC trip just these boys in my grade that like me and friends they were like stalking us the whole trip it was funny and a little akward

Today'sridinglesson:

I rode a horse over this jump tht was about 2'9 and like 2 and half feet wide the second time he wanted to buck me off anyway at least i got him over it and it was in the field i was lucky i didnt die jk but still i thought i was going to fall off cuz he had never jumped it before

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I really like this guy(actually) two guys. One is really nice and seems to care about me and lives really close to me and is on my bus. He seemed to show interest in me. The other guy his best friend likes my best friend and most of his friends like either me or my best friend. He can be nice but other wise he can mean. He's really nice. I think i like him i say that I dont but sometimes i do. he seems to care but he doesnt show it. errr and hes rlly trying to show that he likess me and his friends. it sucks trying to figure this out!