everyone always says
that they wish they were still kids, but im just the opposite.
i'm 14, so still a kid. but i want to be older. i know people
say im wishing my life away and that youre only a kid once. but
ive been a kid. im not a kid anymore. im tired of being the only
girl in my grade to get into a physical relationship. i get
judged and unfairly ridiculed, but we love each other. i wish i
was old enough to do things without having to sneak around from
my parents and my friends. i wish i could do things with my
boyfriend in his bed, and not in the mall bathroom. it makes it
less special. and if i was older, then maybe we wouldn't have
to worry so much about getting caught. yes it sounds sl.utty and
stupid. and yes i know i should just wait, and enjoy my childhood
while i have it. but i wish i was older.