illusionsofperfection

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Joined: December 11, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 341745
Gender: F
I'm not anyone that you should care about. All that you need to know is that I am the girl that is judged, misunderstood. No one even knows who I am. Most of the time, I just feel worthless. I get attached too easily, let go too slowly. All I want is to be truly loved ~

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                                                                  I'm sorry.





               
And the saddest fear,
comes creeping in,
that you never loved me, or her, or anyone, or anything

 
 
Sometimes, don't you wish
that you could just start everything over again?

I do.


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Do you ever worry and wonder, if you’re ever going to be good enough for anyone? If you will finally fulfill someone’s expectations enough so that they love you as you are, and not try to change you or use you? Or if it's even possible to have someone love you the way you are, when you can’t even do that.
I worry that I will be forever alone, scraping by on half hearted commitment and lies, lies that I tell myself, that will eventually bring me down. I worry that I will eventually evaporate into nothingness, because what is the point, if you matter to no one? You are just a waste of space. 

       

                                   I wish I could go back to the way that it was before,
                                      Instead of sit here, holding the shattered glass
                                                       That used to be my life.
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And its coming again.
I’m already forgetting.
What is it like, again, to be happy with oneself?
The numbness.
It's seeping into me again.
                                                     

                                                       


                                                            I miss you, more than anything else.