Hewalked up tome... My heart
went crazy. He gave me that
look. Then he flashed
methat smilethat I was longing
to see //since
the moment he let me\\ go.
The smile that made me fall in love with him even more than I
already was. It made me smilewithout
even thinking. Even though all of those troubles were
eating away at me and I haven’t felt happiness in so
long… I was smiling.
A //genuine
smile\\ , not those fake ones I showed to my
friends and family all the time. I tried to tell myself
thathe didn’t deserve me. The truth
is, I always have loved him. Knowing that he lost interest so
quickly //crushed my
heart\\ … But there he was
– //standing in front of
me\\ .I told
myself //not
to get my hopes up\\ because
he tends to disappoint me more than I could ever imagine.
But … he reached his arm towards
me and took my hand. The
hand //
missed so much\\. I
stood there, dumbfounded … and I looked up at
him //straight into his
eyes\\ . He whispered, “I love you.
I //always
have\\ and always
will, no matter how much I tell myself I
don’t...I can’t stop thinking about
you. I love our conversations and it kills me when they end. I
can’t believe I met you and it amazes me how lucky I am that
you //loved
me back\\ I can’t go on without
you… //give
me another
chance?"\\ That’s
whenI broke
down& cried. I //wrapped my arms around
him\\ andheld my face to his
shoulder,I
whispered, “Iloveyou.”
..but then i woke up and realized
that he was still with her