Alaska Young*

Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep

Dreaming about the things that we could be

But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard,

Said no more counting dollars

We'll be counting stars, yeah we'll be counting stars

I should be

over all the butterflies

but I'm into you

And baby even on our worst nights

I'm into you

yes, music has saved my life

thats the thing about pain it demands to be felt

i want to write a story i think. i dont know really

okay
here i go;

You say love is when you get butterflies when you cant help but think about that special someone and all of that corny stuff that poeple always tell you? well in that case i think im in love then. theres this guy was in my Calcus class when school was in session. He is everything i could ever want in a boyfriend. hes tall athletic has that amazing smile goregous hazel eyes and he has abs and his amazing personality. but theres a catch........... hes my best friend....... and my next door neighbor. our friendship is one of the most cliche things ever. our parents grew up together. went to rival schools but went to college and became best friends. hes my best friend but he doesnt know my two secrets. that i like him and that.. um. yeah...... you could probably guess what it is .



i know its bad and cliche as a mofoooo and has errors but i dont care lol i was bored
 

All of us are all a little messed up in the head

so next time you say something think of what that person could be going through or what they have gone through in their past. just because they smile doesn't mean that its a real meaningful smile. a smile means $hit these days.

go ahead judge me because of my scars you think that i am some depressed girl who does it for some lame a$5 reasons think that i wont live to see my 30's?

well thanks for judging me. my scars have stories. and i will do anything to make sure that my children dont do that to themselves because i will do all that i can to make them feel beautiful and wonderful.