ilovetheboynextstatex98

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i'm kristina. i'm a gritalian.
i love dried mangoes and feta cheese. i'm summers little angel.
for me, tanning is the best feeling in the world.
i love to sleep, makes me forget about all the bad things in this world.
i run a lot, that's another one of my favorite things to do. hands down, the best day of the year is july 4th, even though i hate loud noises.fireworks and christmas lights captivate me.
i love my family, they're all i got♥



Quotes by ilovetheboynextstatex98




 i'm sick of trying keep people in my life 
who have no intentions of staying long.

sure i'm here
but i'm not
really alive.



i wanna lay here for hours & cry.
         listen to taylor swift & just ball

                      but i can't, cause i've tried.
maybe it's because i can't remember.
can't remember how we were.
can't remember how it felt.

           i try to text you. i scroll to your name
  & my fingers just freeze & my mind goes blank
                                                           but all i know is that without you
it's like i have this hole somewhere in me.
                                                                i'm happy and sad
     and still trying to figure out 
                          how that could be. 



i fear i will spend my life
waiting for a love story that 

doesn't exist.
 



    » do you know what it's like to have
      to pick yourself up every day?
      Nothing is wrong, but nothing
      is right either.
      You just want to go to sleep and
      forget about the world.
      Your friends can't help you cause
      you don't know what's wrong.
      You're simply not happy with life.
      You feel neglected, you feel unwanted.
      No one ever wants to be around you
      Or talk to you, except your family.
      You're never truly alive;you're just there.
      But everyday you have to pick yourself up.
      -------------------------------


 

i just don't want to be here anymore.
nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either.
everyday i wait and wait for something to happen.
and every morning i wake up to the same s h i t .
no one cares, no one acknowledges me;
and i just don't know if i want to do it anymore.



AND I JUST WANNA TELL YOU
it takes everything in me not to call you.


I bet you think I either 
moved on or hate you, cause each time you reach
out there's no reply. I bet it never occurred to you
that I can't say hello to you and risk 
another goodbye.


 





I'd be smart to walk away 


but you're quick sand.