My whole
life
ive thought that life itself
was going to be a breeze, i thought that i would be finished
school in a flash, i thought that everything would be so easy, i
thought id have boyfriends, and then get married and live happily
ever after, like in all the fairy tales.
But then reality set in, I just about made it through
primary school, then came high school, on my first year i managed
to find at least 3 good friends, i thought it was easy, second
year dragged through after that, then third and fourth year, it
felt like forever, now im sitting here in my fith year of high
school, with hardly anyone to even think of classing as a friend,
never mind a 'best' friend
"we will be friends forever!" BULLSH*T.
they'll stab you in the back and they'll use you,
they'll talk about you and treat you like a piece of
sh*t.
you know? i always thought that id do something with myself, but
guess what, i give up. i dont want to be anything, as much as id
love to save millions, i just want to travel i want to leave
here, i want to find someone and i want to run away with them. i
just want all of this to stop, i want everyone to stop going on
and on and on about how important school is, i know its the most
important thing ever...but i just want it all to go away.
"with an attitude like that your not going to go far in
life"
i dont want to get qualifications, i dont want to be stuck in a
dead end job, where im depressed out of my mind 24/7 .. i want to
be happy, with or without money, this whole f*cking quote makes
no sense and i dont care, f*cking yolo i hate school and every
single worthless person in it. i wont know any of them in 10
years i wont even remember their names. so why am i getting so
caught up with all of this? why does every little detail of life
p*ss me off all the time? why cant i just be left alone, why cant
everything just be free? why do i need a job? why do i need to be
successful, its not like anyone actually cares. im stupid and
that will never change.
read it if you wanna
if you dont..idgaf
bye