iloveyou_x

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My best friend Georgia♥♡♥
To Be HaPPy.
Do you know what I just realised? You never liked me. You were trying to be NICE to me, but you never felt the same way I did. I was the girl that lacked any attention, the invisible friend that no one noticed. For once, you made me feel noticed. I feel like a complete idiot for actually thinking you felt the same feelings that I did. Even after you made me cry, because you told me I was worthless, I still forgave you after that small apology you were practically forced into saying. Now I'm sitting here, heartbroken because you never speak to me, while you're probably building up your reputation, pretending that you never knew me. Reading back on all the evidence of our friendship, I realise I look f-cking desperate, and trying to impress you. You never sympathised with me when I had personal issues, but only felt sorry and realised that I'm f-cking pathetic. I don't actually hate you, because there's nothing to hate. It's not your fault, it's mine for actually thinking you cared. I'm looking forward to the day when I'm completely over you, and found someone better. Could I possibly delete that phase of my life? The phase where I was chasing that sweet little nerdy guy that turned around to see a little bit of nothingness called invisibility? You probably think I'm an idiot, and I couldn't agree more. It's not like I could possibly screw my life up anymore, and I blew my only shot at getting someone that's the slightest bit decent. If I had a wish, it wouldn't be to get you to fall for me, but in fact to re-do that whole night, or better yet, not attending in the first place. Good bye x

Quotes by iloveyou_x


it's sad, isn't it? ...

you meet someone. you two get close. it's all great for a while. then someone stops trying. talk less. awkward conversations. the drifting. no communication whatsoever. memories start to fade. then that person you know becomes that person you KNEW. that's how it usually goes, right?


not mine, but omfg, I love this!


what happened to the times

when you would make me feel like I was actually important?


it's okay.

I'm used to being ignored.


You're making me insane
I think about you all the time, yet you've forgotten about me.
You've forgotten what I thought we once had

omg.
Just found out that there are Witty Profiles t-shirts.
Buying one? I think so.


SOMEDAY;
I won't be there for you. That day, you will realise the mistake you made, and I won't be able to forgive you again.


I only exist
when you need me.


don't bother
entering my life if you don't intend on staying.


Nothing is more frustrating
than when people say they know everything about you because you're not secretive and is an open book. Obviously I tell you what I want you to hear and not my darkest secrets. So don't tell me that you now everything about me because you actually don't.


People that claim to have depression
but clearly don't. Because if they truly did, they wouldn't be talking about it to everyone as if it were no big deal and something to be proud of.