Never Leave My
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He
pulled away first, “Wow.” He murmured and I
giggled.
I looked back at the ocean,
“What time is it? I forgot my phone at
home.”
He looked at his watch and said,
“6:45.”
I jumped up to my feet and he
followed, “I gotta go, my moms gonna be up soon and I
don’t wanna talk to her.”
He tilted his head to the side,
“Why not? What happened?”
I started walking backwards to my
house with my flip flops in my hand, “I’ll tell you
later. I’ll come over. I’ll text you
when.”
He smiled and nodded, “Okay. Bye
Mick, see you later.”
I waved as he began to run back up the
beach towards his house.
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I walked into the house 5 minutes
later. I shut the back door behind me as quiet as possible. As I
turned away from the door, the kitchen light flicked on to show
my mom standing in the kitchen doorway in her pajamas with no
makeup on. It’s very rare that you see her like
this.
She crossed her arms over her chest
and stared hard at me, “Where were you?”
I stared at her just as cold and
crossed my arms, “Since when have you
cared?”
She uncrossed her arms and put them on
her hips, “Since always, I’m your mother. Now tell me
where you were.”
I stared hard at her, “Out and
that’s all you need to know.”
“Mikayla Elizabeth, you tell me
where you were right now!” She started to get
mad.
“Why Mom!? Why should I tell you
anything!? Why should I have to!? You’ve had a boyfriend
for – I don’t even know how long right after my
father just died! Your husband, mom! So tell me, why should I
have to tell you anything when you tell me nothing!?” I
screamed at her.
She stormed over to me and stood right
in front of me, “Frank has nothing to do with
this! You better tell me where you were now! Wanna know why!?
Because I’m your god damn mother! That’s why! Now
tell me where you were!”
I looked straight into her eyes with a
smug expression, “No.”
She raised her hand and like
lightening, slapped me across my face. I grabbed my stinging
cheek and looked at her with tears glistening in my
eyes.
She looked at her hand and then at me
and her jaw dropped open, “Baby, I’m… Oh my
god, I’m so –“, she went to touch
me.
I flinched back and held up my hand,
“Don’t. You’ve done enough.”
She looked hurt as I walked past her
and up the stairs to my room. I slammed the door behind me,
locked it, slid down to the floor against it and
cried.
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Never
Leave My Side
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I jumped out of my skin, screamed a little and then looked next
to me to see who it was.
“Holy crap Tyler!” I
wiped the tears from my cheek, “Can you give me anymore of
a heart attack!?”
He burst out laughing,
“Sorry!” He sputtered out in between laughs,
“You looked upset, so I decided to come cheer you
up.”
I shot in a look, “Oh,
that’s so very kind of you.”
We both laughed. After we finished
laughing I actually look at him, he was in a pair of athletic
shorts and no shirt, he had on his running sneakers and his iPod
was in the iPod band around his arm. His hair was all wet from
sweat and his body glistened from it. He looked pretty hot, not
gonna lie.
He still had his arm around me,
“So, what are you doing out here so
early?”
He looked at me with amusement
twinkling in his eyes, “What does it look like I’m
doing? I’m making a pizza.”
I laughed, “Well, I
don’t know. You’re either out here running or speed
walking like those old people do now a
days.”
He just looked at me, “I
seriously question you’re psychological well being my
friend.”
I laughed and pushed him, his arm
slid off my shoulders, “Jerk.”
He immediately put his arm back
around my shoulders and smiled big and goofy at me. I giggled and
then looked over at the horizon. The sun had begun to rise over
the horizon creating a rainbow of colors in the sky. There were
pinks and oranges and reds, even a little bit of
purple.
“Wow,” I said,
“It’s beautiful.”
“Yeah… Beautiful is
right.” He murmured.
I looked over at him to find him
looking at me with a gleam in his eyes. My stomach erupted in
butterflies.
I cast my gaze downward, “You
know, whenever I’m with you, I don’t feel the pain of
my dad leaving anymore… you make my heart feel whole
again.”
His put his finger under my chin and
pulled my face up to look at him and said, “I’ll
always be here for you babe.”
I gave him a small smile and he
smiled back. He began to lean towards me, with his finger still
under my chin. The butterflies got even worse. I closed my eyes
when our lips were like inches apart and he whispered,
“Just tell me if you want me to
stop.”
To be honest, I didn’t want
him to stop. When I didn’t say anything, he leaned that
little bit further and kissed me gently on the lips, right there
on the beach in front of the sunrise.
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I drank a few big sips from the can and then looked at it,
What the hell am I doing? I thought, This is no way
to deal with the pain.
I got up off the couch and dumped the rest of the drink into the sink and threw out the can. I cannot believe how dumb I just was.
I went back into the game room and sat on the couch. I flipped through channels trying to find something to watch but there’s nothing on at 5 in the morning.
After I flipped through all the channels like twice, I turned off the tv, groaned and got up. I brushed my teeth, fixed the bun in my hai, changed out of my old pajama pants into a pair of black soffee shorts, put on a pink Victoria’s Secret V-neck, grabbed my white flip flops, grabbed my phone off the charger and walked out the backdoor to the beach.
By the time I actually got to the beach it was about 5:35. There were a few runners running up and down the beach and a few people just walking like she was. There were even a few drunk girls in short skirts and dresses stumbling through the sand with their shoes in hand laughing obnoxiously about the guys they got with that night. I scoffed to myself, Pathetic.
I walked to the water and stood where the water just hit my feet. I love the sound and the feel of the water. The beach was me and my dad’s place, where we would always hang out together. A tear fell from my eye remembering. I moved away from the water and to the soft sand so I could sit down. I sat down and immediately so many memories of me and my dad flew through my head.
One memory stuck out in particular. I was 12 years old sitting on the beach with dad. We were watching the sunset and he had his arm around me. We were laughing and talking about nothing in particular. God, I miss him so much. The tears began flowing more heavily now as I thought.
The memory
flashed away when I felt someone’s arm around my
shoulders.
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I answered the phone,
“Hello?”
“Hey honey, I need you to come
home. I have news.”
Tyler looked at me curiously as I made
a face, “Okay, I’ll be home in like a half
hour.”
“Okay, see you soon.” And
she hung up.
I clicked the end button on my
blackberry; let my hands fall to my lap and my head back on the
pillow and groaned.
“What?” Tyler asked
putting his arm over my stomach.
“I have to go home in a little
while.” I said with my eyes closed.
“Want me to drive you?” He
asked.
I opened my eyes, “I think
I’ll walk. It’s not that far. And before you try to
insist, I’m seriously going to walk.” I smiled and
started to get up.
“Noooooo, few more
minutes.” He hugged around my waist and pulled me back
down. I pulled his arms off of me and stood up, leaving him
laying on the couch with his arms sprawled out and a pout on his
face.
I giggled, “I have to go.
I’m gonna keep your clothes, okay? They’re comfy and
they smell good.” Which was true, they smelt like
Axe.
Tyler chuckled and stood up,
“Whatever you want.”
I hugged him and then walked up the
stairs to the kitchen.
After I got my stuff from upstairs and
said goodbye to everyone, I walked the 5 blocks to my
house.
When I got home, I saw that there was
another car, other than my Mom’s in the
driveway.
I walked into the house and into the
living room and my brother was on the loveseat and my mom was on
the couch with some man. He looked around my Mom’s age with
dark brown hair with some grey in it, and hazel eyes. He was in
dark jeans, a striped shirt and nike sneakers.
“What’s going on?” I
asked hesitantly.
“Come sit honey.” My mom
said.
I sat on the couch and looked at my
brother who just shrugged at me.
My mom took a deep breath,
“Kids, this is Frank. He’s my …” She
stopped and looked at him. He nodded at her. “He’s my
boyfriend.”
Never Leave My
Side
[ 12 ]
Me and Emma walked downstairs. Emma said hi to everyone and sat
down next to Kevin on the couch; he put his arm around her and
smiled as she cuddled into him.
I laid back down on the loveseat and
put my feet back into Tyler’s lap. He rubbed my legs and
they got all tingly. After a little while, I fell
asleep.
I woke up and was immediately aware
of someone sleeping right behind me on the couch with their arms
tightly around me, their head near my shoulder, their shallow
breathing on my neck, our legs intertwined and us both under a
blanket. My body immediately became tingly when I became aware of
this.
I turned slightly and saw that it
was Tyler, his eyes fluttered open. He yawned and gave me a small
smile, “Morning, beautiful.”
I smiled at him, “Morning.
Where is everybody?”
“Hopefully making me
breakfast. I’m hungry.” He smiled.
I laughed, “I doubt
it.”
He laughed too. We laid there for a
few more minutes in the silence. I rolled over onto my back and
looked into his light green eyes and smiled at
him.
He didn’t smile back but just
looked at me. “What?” I asked as I rolled over onto
my side to face him. It’s a good thing the loveseat is
wide.
“Nothing, you’re
just… beautiful.” He smiled.
I smiled shyly as a blush crept to
my face and butterflies erupted in my stomach. I looked down and
pushed some hair behind my ear. He put his one finger under my
chin and pulled it up to look at him. “You’re cute
when you blush.” I blushed more and he
chuckled.
Then we both got silent and just
looked into each other’s eyes. After a few minutes he
slowly pulled my face towards his and kissed me gently. He pulled
away and smiled, I smiled too. He then went to pull me back for
more when my phone rang.
I looked at him and he nodded. I
picked the phone up off the floor and looked at the caller ID,
Mom.
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Never Leave My
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[ 11 ]
Me and
Tyler walked into the kitchen where Kevin, Chesca and Jaden were
eating chips at the counter.
“Well, it took you long
enough!” Chesca said grabbing the clothes from
Tyler’s hand, “What were you guys doing up there for
so long? Making out?!”
I laughed, “SEE! I told you
they would think that!” I pushed Tyler lightly on the
chest, but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me in for a hug. He
hugged me tight and I did the same.
I heard Tyler laugh/whisper over my
head, “It was one amazing make out
session.”
I pulled away with a fake shocked
look on my face and hit Tyler on the arm. Then we all started
laughing.
Then Kevin picked up the bowl of
chips and said, “Let’s go watch a
movie.”
We all agreed and walked downstairs
to the basement.
Tyler sat down on the loveseat, I
sat next to him putting my legs in his lap, and he rubbed my legs
with his hands and I smiled at the tingly feeling my legs started
to feel
Kevin put in the movie
“She’s Out of My League” and sat on the other
side of the couch of Chesca and Jaden. As he did he said,
“I invited Emma over. That okay?”
We all said “Yeah.” Emma
is a girl that Kevin has liked for a while and she likes him back
but Kevin is waiting for the right time to ask her out. Me and
Chesca are friends with her and we approve of her for Kevin. We
both play volleyball with her, and I play lacrosse with her and
Chesca plays soccer with her. She has medium length, pin straight
black hair, and blue eyes. She’s 5 foot exactly and has a
skinny, athletic build from lacrosse, soccer and volleyball.
She’s really nice and really funny.
About 20 minutes into the movie, the
doorbell rang. “I’ll get it.” I said. I got up,
went up the stairs and opened the door. Emma was standing there
in a pair of black solos, a volleyball sweatshirt that she ripped
at the neck and Nikes. She had her bag over her shoulder and her
blackberry in her hand.
“Mickey!” She yelled and
hugged me.
“Hey Emma, I missed
you!”
We pulled apart and she goes,
“How have you been?”
“I’ve been better, but
getting out of the house for today has been good for
me.”
She smiled and nodded. “Where
is everybody?” She looked around.
“Basement. Come on.” I
smiled and we walked down to the basement.
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Never Leave My
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[ 10 ]
Tyler came rushing into the
bathroom. “Mickey! What are you doing!?” He grabbed a
towel off the towel rack and crouched in front of me as he put
the towel on my arm and put pressure on it to stop the bleeding.
I looked up at him as tears fell down my
cheeks.
“Here, hold this while I
get some gauze and stuff to wrap up your arm.” Tyler said
placing my hand on top of the towel to hold it there. He then
went into the cabinet and pulled out all the
stuff.
He then sat in front of me and
pulled the towel out of my hand. “Oh god…
Mick…” He sighed and gently touched the scars on my
wrist and the tears started falling faster down my
cheeks.
He cleaned off the cuts and started
wrapping them with the gauze, “Mick, you can’t do
this to yourself.” Tyler said wiping my tears with his
thumbs after he taped the end of the gauze down and wiped up the
blood on the floor.
“I- I- I- miss my- my dad. I-
I can’t do this with- without him.” I
sobbed.
“Sh, sh, sh. Mick, yes you
can.” He said pulling me into his lap and hugging me,
“You’re the strongest girl that I know. I have not
met anyone as strong as you. You’re strong and brave
and…” He looked at the floor and whispered this last
part, “And… beautiful.”
I looked up at him as a few stray
tears fell down my cheeks; he wiped them away and left his hand
on my cheek. I closed my eyes and leaned into his hand a little
bit. My cheek was tingling and my stomach was full of
butterflies.
I opened my eyes after to a few
minutes to find Tyler just staring at me. I gave a little smile
up at him, “Thank you.”
“Anything for you.” He
smiled and I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him. He
put his face in the crook of my neck and hugged around my waist.
“Love you, Mick.” He mumbled into my
neck.
“Love you too.” I
mumbled.
I pulled away after a few minutes,
“Let’s go downstairs. They probably think we’re
like making out up here or something.”
He laughed and stood up. He then
grabbed my clothes from the counter and held out a hand to help
me up. He threw my clothes on his bed and grabbed the clothes for
Chesca and we walked downstairs.
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We got to Tyler’s a few minutes later. We all got out of
the car and went inside.
“Hey Ty?” I said, as me
and him walked inside, “Can I borrow some clothes to change
into?”
“Yeah sure.” He turned
to me and smiled. “Chesca! You want some
sweats!?”
“Yes please!” She yelled
back from the kitchen.
Me and Tyler walked upstairs to his
bedroom that I’ve been in many times before. It still looks
the same, dark blue walls full of posters, his queen size bed in
the corner, and the messy desk on the other side of the room. I
jumped onto his bed and flopped onto my back as he looked for
clothes for me and Chesca.
“Thanks Ty.” I said as
he was pulling out 2 t-shirts from his drawer.
He turned to me, “For
what?”
I sat up and smiled at him,
“For before and everything. You’re the best guy
friend a girl could have.”
He walked over to me with sweats and
a t-shirt in his hand, “Anything for
you.”
I stood up and took the clothes from
him; I gave him a really big hug before I walked into the
bathroom attached to his room.
“I’ll wait up here for
you.” He said as I shut the door.
I took off the dress and my jewelry
and pulled on the sweats and the long sleeve t-shirt. I put my
hair into a messy bun on top of my head. I wash off my make-up
and stared at myself in the mirror.
Tears started to fall down my cheeks
as I remembered my dad. He always used to tell me I was the most
beautiful when I looked like this. Before I knew what I was
doing, I was looking through Tyler’s drawers for a razor. I
found one after looking through the first couple of
drawers.
I didn’t even have to think of
the next part, I turned on the faucet and sat down on the floor
where there wasn’t a rug. I pulled up the sleeved on
Tyler’s shirt, I looked at the scars from where I cut
myself right after my dad died. I sliced one cut in my left
wrist, and as I did tears slid down my cheeks. I sliced another
cut right next to other one. They weren’t deep enough to
kill me but they weren’t shallow enough that they
wouldn’t bleed. The blood was flowing off my wrist and onto
the floor. I dropped the razor on the floor and sat there with my
arm out for a little while.
Then there were knocks on the door
and it opened a crack, “Mick, are you – MICKEY! What
are you doing!?”
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