iloveyouuxalwaysx3

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Hey guys, so I'm done with this website, I totally don't have time for it anymore and I just got totally bored of it. So if you really want to still read my stories, which yes I'm still writing, you can find them on http://www.wattpad.com/user/alwaysdreamx.
This is where I have been writing. So there it is. 
This has been fun guys, & I love you all so much. Thank you for all the support <3

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Never Leave My Side
[ 18 ]


He pulled away first, “Wow.” He murmured and I giggled.
I looked back at the ocean, “What time is it? I forgot my phone at home.”
He looked at his watch and said, “6:45.”
I jumped up to my feet and he followed, “I gotta go, my moms gonna be up soon and I don’t wanna talk to her.”
He tilted his head to the side, “Why not? What happened?”
I started walking backwards to my house with my flip flops in my hand, “I’ll tell you later. I’ll come over. I’ll text you when.”
He smiled and nodded, “Okay. Bye Mick, see you later.”
I waved as he began to run back up the beach towards his house.
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I walked into the house 5 minutes later. I shut the back door behind me as quiet as possible. As I turned away from the door, the kitchen light flicked on to show my mom standing in the kitchen doorway in her pajamas with no makeup on. It’s very rare that you see her like this.
She crossed her arms over her chest and stared hard at me, “Where were you?”
I stared at her just as cold and crossed my arms, “Since when have you cared?”
She uncrossed her arms and put them on her hips, “Since always, I’m your mother. Now tell me where you were.”
I stared hard at her, “Out and that’s all you need to know.”
“Mikayla Elizabeth, you tell me where you were right now!” She started to get mad.
“Why Mom!? Why should I tell you anything!? Why should I have to!? You’ve had a boyfriend for – I don’t even know how long right after my father just died! Your husband, mom! So tell me, why should I have to tell you anything when you tell me nothing!?” I screamed at her.
She stormed over to me and stood right in front of me, “Frank has nothing to do with this! You better tell me where you were now! Wanna know why!? Because I’m your god damn mother! That’s why! Now tell me where you were!”
I looked straight into her eyes with a smug expression, “No.”
She raised her hand and like lightening, slapped me across my face. I grabbed my stinging cheek and looked at her with tears glistening in my eyes.
She looked at her hand and then at me and her jaw dropped open, “Baby, I’m… Oh my god, I’m so –“, she went to touch me.
I flinched back and held up my hand, “Don’t. You’ve done enough.”
She looked hurt as I walked past her and up the stairs to my room. I slammed the door behind me, locked it, slid down to the floor against it and cried.

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Never Leave My Side
[ 17 ]
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I jumped out of my skin, screamed a little and then looked next to me to see who it was.

“Holy crap Tyler!” I wiped the tears from my cheek, “Can you give me anymore of a heart attack!?”
He burst out laughing, “Sorry!” He sputtered out in between laughs, “You looked upset, so I decided to come cheer you up.”
I shot in a look, “Oh, that’s so very kind of you.”
We both laughed. After we finished laughing I actually look at him, he was in a pair of athletic shorts and no shirt, he had on his running sneakers and his iPod was in the iPod band around his arm. His hair was all wet from sweat and his body glistened from it. He looked pretty hot, not gonna lie.
He still had his arm around me, “So, what are you doing out here so early?”
He looked at me with amusement twinkling in his eyes, “What does it look like I’m doing? I’m making a pizza.”
I laughed, “Well, I don’t know. You’re either out here running or speed walking like those old people do now a days.”
He just looked at me, “I seriously question you’re psychological well being my friend.”
I laughed and pushed him, his arm slid off my shoulders, “Jerk.”
He immediately put his arm back around my shoulders and smiled big and goofy at me. I giggled and then looked over at the horizon. The sun had begun to rise over the horizon creating a rainbow of colors in the sky. There were pinks and oranges and reds, even a little bit of purple.
“Wow,” I said, “It’s beautiful.”
“Yeah… Beautiful is right.” He murmured.
I looked over at him to find him looking at me with a gleam in his eyes. My stomach erupted in butterflies.
I cast my gaze downward, “You know, whenever I’m with you, I don’t feel the pain of my dad leaving anymore… you make my heart feel whole again.”
His put his finger under my chin and pulled my face up to look at him and said, “I’ll always be here for you babe.”
I gave him a small smile and he smiled back. He began to lean towards me, with his finger still under my chin. The butterflies got even worse. I closed my eyes when our lips were like inches apart and he whispered, “Just tell me if you want me to stop.”
To be honest, I didn’t want him to stop. When I didn’t say anything, he leaned that little bit further and kissed me gently on the lips, right there on the beach in front of the sunrise. 

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Never Leave My Side
[ 16 ]

I drank a few big sips from the can and then looked at it, What the hell am I doing? I thought, This is no way to deal with the pain.

I got up off the couch and dumped the rest of the drink into the sink and threw out the can. I cannot believe how dumb I just was.

I went back into the game room and sat on the couch. I flipped through channels trying to find something to watch but there’s nothing on at 5 in the morning.

After I flipped through all the channels like twice, I turned off the tv, groaned and got up. I brushed my teeth, fixed the bun in my hai, changed out of my old pajama pants into a pair of black soffee shorts, put on a pink Victoria’s Secret V-neck, grabbed my white flip flops, grabbed my phone off the charger and walked out the backdoor to the beach.

 

By the time I actually got to the beach it was about 5:35. There were a few runners running up and down the beach and a few people just walking like she was. There were even a few drunk girls in short skirts and dresses stumbling through the sand with their shoes in hand laughing obnoxiously about the guys they got with that night. I scoffed to myself, Pathetic.

I walked to the water and stood where the water just hit my feet. I love the sound and the feel of the water. The beach was me and my dad’s place, where we would always hang out together. A tear fell from my eye remembering. I moved away from the water and to the soft sand so I could sit down. I sat down and immediately so many memories of me and my dad flew through my head.

One memory stuck out in particular. I was 12 years old sitting on the beach with dad. We were watching the sunset and he had his arm around me. We were laughing and talking about nothing in particular. God, I miss him so much. The tears began flowing more heavily now as I thought.

The memory flashed away when I felt someone’s arm around my shoulders. 

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Never Leave My Side
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I answered the phone, “Hello?”
“Hey honey, I need you to come home. I have news.”
Tyler looked at me curiously as I made a face, “Okay, I’ll be home in like a half hour.”
“Okay, see you soon.” And she hung up.
I clicked the end button on my blackberry; let my hands fall to my lap and my head back on the pillow and groaned.
“What?” Tyler asked putting his arm over my stomach.
“I have to go home in a little while.” I said with my eyes closed.
“Want me to drive you?” He asked.
I opened my eyes, “I think I’ll walk. It’s not that far. And before you try to insist, I’m seriously going to walk.” I smiled and started to get up.
“Noooooo, few more minutes.” He hugged around my waist and pulled me back down. I pulled his arms off of me and stood up, leaving him laying on the couch with his arms sprawled out and a pout on his face.
I giggled, “I have to go. I’m gonna keep your clothes, okay? They’re comfy and they smell good.” Which was true, they smelt like Axe.
Tyler chuckled and stood up, “Whatever you want.”
I hugged him and then walked up the stairs to the kitchen.
 
After I got my stuff from upstairs and said goodbye to everyone, I walked the 5 blocks to my house.
When I got home, I saw that there was another car, other than my Mom’s in the driveway.
I walked into the house and into the living room and my brother was on the loveseat and my mom was on the couch with some man. He looked around my Mom’s age with dark brown hair with some grey in it, and hazel eyes. He was in dark jeans, a striped shirt and nike sneakers.
“What’s going on?” I asked hesitantly.
“Come sit honey.” My mom said.
I sat on the couch and looked at my brother who just shrugged at me.
My mom took a deep breath, “Kids, this is Frank. He’s my …” She stopped and looked at him. He nodded at her. “He’s my boyfriend.”

Never Leave My Side
[ 12 ]

Me and Emma walked downstairs. Emma said hi to everyone and sat down next to Kevin on the couch; he put his arm around her and smiled as she cuddled into him.

I laid back down on the loveseat and put my feet back into Tyler’s lap. He rubbed my legs and they got all tingly. After a little while, I fell asleep.
 
I woke up and was immediately aware of someone sleeping right behind me on the couch with their arms tightly around me, their head near my shoulder, their shallow breathing on my neck, our legs intertwined and us both under a blanket. My body immediately became tingly when I became aware of this.
I turned slightly and saw that it was Tyler, his eyes fluttered open. He yawned and gave me a small smile, “Morning, beautiful.”
I smiled at him, “Morning. Where is everybody?”
“Hopefully making me breakfast. I’m hungry.” He smiled.
I laughed, “I doubt it.”
He laughed too. We laid there for a few more minutes in the silence. I rolled over onto my back and looked into his light green eyes and smiled at him.
He didn’t smile back but just looked at me. “What?” I asked as I rolled over onto my side to face him. It’s a good thing the loveseat is wide.
“Nothing, you’re just… beautiful.” He smiled.
I smiled shyly as a blush crept to my face and butterflies erupted in my stomach. I looked down and pushed some hair behind my ear. He put his one finger under my chin and pulled it up to look at him. “You’re cute when you blush.” I blushed more and he chuckled.
Then we both got silent and just looked into each other’s eyes. After a few minutes he slowly pulled my face towards his and kissed me gently. He pulled away and smiled, I smiled too. He then went to pull me back for more when my phone rang.
I looked at him and he nodded. I picked the phone up off the floor and looked at the caller ID, Mom.

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Never Leave My Side
[ 11 ]


Me and Tyler walked into the kitchen where Kevin, Chesca and Jaden were eating chips at the counter.
“Well, it took you long enough!” Chesca said grabbing the clothes from Tyler’s hand, “What were you guys doing up there for so long? Making out?!”
I laughed, “SEE! I told you they would think that!” I pushed Tyler lightly on the chest, but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me in for a hug. He hugged me tight and I did the same.
I heard Tyler laugh/whisper over my head, “It was one amazing make out session.”
I pulled away with a fake shocked look on my face and hit Tyler on the arm. Then we all started laughing.
Then Kevin picked up the bowl of chips and said, “Let’s go watch a movie.”
We all agreed and walked downstairs to the basement.
Tyler sat down on the loveseat, I sat next to him putting my legs in his lap, and he rubbed my legs with his hands and I smiled at the tingly feeling my legs started to feel
Kevin put in the movie “She’s Out of My League” and sat on the other side of the couch of Chesca and Jaden. As he did he said, “I invited Emma over. That okay?”
We all said “Yeah.” Emma is a girl that Kevin has liked for a while and she likes him back but Kevin is waiting for the right time to ask her out. Me and Chesca are friends with her and we approve of her for Kevin. We both play volleyball with her, and I play lacrosse with her and Chesca plays soccer with her. She has medium length, pin straight black hair, and blue eyes. She’s 5 foot exactly and has a skinny, athletic build from lacrosse, soccer and volleyball. She’s really nice and really funny.
About 20 minutes into the movie, the doorbell rang. “I’ll get it.” I said. I got up, went up the stairs and opened the door. Emma was standing there in a pair of black solos, a volleyball sweatshirt that she ripped at the neck and Nikes. She had her bag over her shoulder and her blackberry in her hand.
“Mickey!” She yelled and hugged me.
“Hey Emma, I missed you!”
We pulled apart and she goes, “How have you been?”
“I’ve been better, but getting out of the house for today has been good for me.”
She smiled and nodded. “Where is everybody?” She looked around.
“Basement. Come on.” I smiled and we walked down to the basement.

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Never Leave My Side
[ 10 ]


Tyler came rushing into the bathroom. “Mickey! What are you doing!?” He grabbed a towel off the towel rack and crouched in front of me as he put the towel on my arm and put pressure on it to stop the bleeding. I looked up at him as tears fell down my cheeks.
 “Here, hold this while I get some gauze and stuff to wrap up your arm.” Tyler said placing my hand on top of the towel to hold it there. He then went into the cabinet and pulled out all the stuff.
He then sat in front of me and pulled the towel out of my hand. “Oh god… Mick…” He sighed and gently touched the scars on my wrist and the tears started falling faster down my cheeks.
He cleaned off the cuts and started wrapping them with the gauze, “Mick, you can’t do this to yourself.” Tyler said wiping my tears with his thumbs after he taped the end of the gauze down and wiped up the blood on the floor.
“I- I- I- miss my- my dad. I- I can’t do this with- without him.” I sobbed.
“Sh, sh, sh. Mick, yes you can.” He said pulling me into his lap and hugging me, “You’re the strongest girl that I know. I have not met anyone as strong as you. You’re strong and brave and…” He looked at the floor and whispered this last part, “And… beautiful.”
I looked up at him as a few stray tears fell down my cheeks; he wiped them away and left his hand on my cheek. I closed my eyes and leaned into his hand a little bit. My cheek was tingling and my stomach was full of butterflies.
I opened my eyes after to a few minutes to find Tyler just staring at me. I gave a little smile up at him, “Thank you.”
“Anything for you.” He smiled and I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him. He put his face in the crook of my neck and hugged around my waist. “Love you, Mick.” He mumbled into my neck.
“Love you too.” I mumbled.
I pulled away after a few minutes, “Let’s go downstairs. They probably think we’re like making out up here or something.”
He laughed and stood up. He then grabbed my clothes from the counter and held out a hand to help me up. He threw my clothes on his bed and grabbed the clothes for Chesca and we walked downstairs.

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Never Leave My Side
[ 9 ]

We got to Tyler’s a few minutes later. We all got out of the car and went inside.

“Hey Ty?” I said, as me and him walked inside, “Can I borrow some clothes to change into?”
“Yeah sure.” He turned to me and smiled. “Chesca! You want some sweats!?”
“Yes please!” She yelled back from the kitchen.
Me and Tyler walked upstairs to his bedroom that I’ve been in many times before. It still looks the same, dark blue walls full of posters, his queen size bed in the corner, and the messy desk on the other side of the room. I jumped onto his bed and flopped onto my back as he looked for clothes for me and Chesca.
“Thanks Ty.” I said as he was pulling out 2 t-shirts from his drawer.
He turned to me, “For what?”
I sat up and smiled at him, “For before and everything. You’re the best guy friend a girl could have.”
He walked over to me with sweats and a t-shirt in his hand, “Anything for you.”
I stood up and took the clothes from him; I gave him a really big hug before I walked into the bathroom attached to his room.
“I’ll wait up here for you.” He said as I shut the door.
I took off the dress and my jewelry and pulled on the sweats and the long sleeve t-shirt. I put my hair into a messy bun on top of my head. I wash off my make-up and stared at myself in the mirror.
Tears started to fall down my cheeks as I remembered my dad. He always used to tell me I was the most beautiful when I looked like this. Before I knew what I was doing, I was looking through Tyler’s drawers for a razor. I found one after looking through the first couple of drawers.
I didn’t even have to think of the next part, I turned on the faucet and sat down on the floor where there wasn’t a rug. I pulled up the sleeved on Tyler’s shirt, I looked at the scars from where I cut myself right after my dad died. I sliced one cut in my left wrist, and as I did tears slid down my cheeks. I sliced another cut right next to other one. They weren’t deep enough to kill me but they weren’t shallow enough that they wouldn’t bleed. The blood was flowing off my wrist and onto the floor. I dropped the razor on the floor and sat there with my arm out for a little while.
Then there were knocks on the door and it opened a crack, “Mick, are you – MICKEY! What are you doing!?” 

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