iluvyou143

Status: the girl you used to know? she left just like you did
Joined: April 23, 2011
Last Seen: 3 years
user id: 168152
Location: Hollywood, California
Gender: F
Hi! My names Nicole!
I'm 14 years old!
I'm going into ninth grade, yay. 
I play Lacrosse and Cheerleading 
I'm a Mahomie the Mahomie
I'm madly in love with Austin Mahone.
If you don't know who that is, leave. Just, goodbye. Don't even bother following me.
Well I don't really have many friends cause i'm really annoying and hate people. 
I'd love it if someone would talk to me. 
Have a nice day!

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Sarah Elizabeth♡* 6 years ago
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Sarah and 16 and yourself?
Sorry I took so long to reply. My witty wouldn't let me comment back
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sugarfreak 6 years ago
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Guess whos back, back again
Maria's back, tell a friend
Guess who's back, guess who's back,
guess who's back ;)
Heyheyhey! The prologue of my new story, Beautiful Disaster is up. I hope you enjoy it! Y'all know the drill, comment if you want a reminder.
The reason it took me so long to upload is because I've had heaps of assignments to do & I've been deciding if I want to finish one more story on Witty, which obviously I am doing :) I don't think this story will be very long but this is the least I can do because you're all so amazing and when I'm famous, I'm going to buy you all a cat!
http://media.tumblr.com/920d8a3cefc66df05203a9faabaf4b9d/tumblr_inline_mfy4k9pLeQ1ryp54o.gif
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Josa11 6 years ago
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Hiya, I just wantied to say, you're beautiful. :)
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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Thank you! it means a lot! &you are too!(:
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Josa11 6 years ago
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Its okay! thankyou! (:
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ChocoTaco 6 years ago
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You are gorgeous and I absolutely am in love with your hair c:
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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thank you so much! that means so much!(:
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ChocoTaco 6 years ago
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You're welcome (:
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sugarfreak 6 years ago
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Who's heard You Want Me by Justin Bieber? Its not a finished song yet but it's pretty darn amazing.
"Put your head down, lick it down for a minute"
Woah, ok Justin c;
You know, I use winky faces all the time. No matter who I'm talking to, I always use them but I can't actually wink in real life and all my friends laugh at me when I try & now I'm depressed.
New chapters up!! (:
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伤* 6 years ago
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Sure haha c;
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[deleted] 6 years ago
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Thanks. :/ I looked online of all the signs for an anxiety disorder.... and all of them, are things I do. My mom said I've always had anxiety, she sees it. I don't know. People talking behind my back isn't the worst part. The worst part is the teachers. I go to school knowing I'm going to get bullied. But then teachers and I don't get along. I feel like skipping classes, and I just don't want to go to school, I cry every morning before school. I don't know why I have such strong feelings about it. I just worry every morning, what are they going to do to me? What will they say? I'm scared of school...
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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DONT SKIP CLASS. but you should tell your doctor. theres probably not much they can do but you still should. i have to go but we can talk about this tomorrow if you want. good luck at school tomorrow, stay strong beautiful<3
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[deleted] 6 years ago
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Okay. Thanks, comment on my profile tomorrow or something? Thanks. Good luck with school too. Whatever you're dealing with I wish you the best!
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[deleted] 6 years ago
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Thank you. I feel like life is a chore. I love my life. I'm so greatful for what I have. But I don't want to live a chore! I want to live a life that I'm proud of. But so far it hasn't been going too well! You're probably thinking "She's only 12, she can't have gone through anything big yet". Think again.
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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i would NEVER judge anyone by their age. i faces one of the worst things i hope ill ever face in my life when i was 9, but i pushed through it. life is annoying and sometimes even unwanted but i hope you never give up. im at a pretty low point in my life right now too but i just push through it. life will get better; it will take awhile but it will happen eventually. its one of those back and forth things. your life could suck one day and then be amazing the next day and then back again so you just have to enjoy the good moments in life, no matter how short or long they may be. enjoy them and never forget them!
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[deleted] 6 years ago
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I try. But recently, I've felt really insecure. That's weird for me, because ever since my age now, I've been really confident. But now, I can't seem to get it through my head that I'm skinny enough, or I'm good enough.
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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i feel like thats the way all teens are supposed to feel. bc the same exact thing happened to me when i was your age. i feel like ever since i turned twelve i've been like depressed, and its so annoying. i know ill get over it though, and so will you
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[deleted] 6 years ago
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Thanks, it makes me feel good that I'm not alone. I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow. I hate going there. It's like a whole new me comes on, a whole new FAKE me, and even when I try and please people I get bullied. Words hurt.
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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i feel the same way. i get like anxiety when i go to sleep and i dont know why. like when i think about going to bed i like wanna cry. i even told my doctor and she said thats what all teens say. i didnt ask but sure that really helped lol. i know how you feel about the school thing too. people are always gonna talk about you behind you back but you just have to ignore it. like if someone says someone said something about you, tell them you dont want to know what they said. it will help. &if you hear someone say something about you, throw it to the back of you mind and forget it. &if that doesn't work, act like it didn't hurt you and they'll stop. &try your hardest to be the person you are. bc if you pretend for too long, eventually you will lose who you really are. eventually you will find someone that like you for you. hey look, you found one person(:
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[deleted] 6 years ago
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Life. I don't get it. I try so hard to be what everyone asks of me, but then it's not enough. Everything's always my fault. When I try to do something nice, People find a way to make me feel worse.
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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thats the thing; life is confusing. ik you dont want to hear that but its true. sometimes you cant worry about pleasing everybody, you just have to please yourself. there are gonna be people who are going to be mean and you may think they are your friend now but trust me, they aren't. You have probably heard this a million times but just never give up ok? never cut, and if you do, please please please stop. you're probably reading this and thinking "idek this girl she wouldn't care if i died or cut" but i do. i truly and most certainly do! you are beautiful!
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[deleted] 6 years ago
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I'm okay with either way. Which way do you perfer? :/
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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we can just do it on here. so what are you confused about?
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[deleted] 6 years ago
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Thank you. I'm just really confused. I just don't know what to do anymore.
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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do you want to talk on here or more privately?
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lautnerbabe96 6 years ago
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hello love! could you please follow my new account keepcalmandlovee1d? i follow back everyone , if you do thank you so much! xx
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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done(:
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伤* 6 years ago
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Hey & thanks beautiful.
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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you are very welcome(:
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sugarfreak 6 years ago
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Hey ♥
So, it took me a couple of days to upload because I started writing a new story. It's called Us Against the World and the prologue is up.
I'm really sorry for those of you who were really enjoying UMP but, I found out someone had been steeling my stories again and I didn't want to upload anymore.. I'm sorry, once again.
I'd love it if you give my new story a go, I've been working on it for a while now. As for UMP, chapter 19 is up on my website, that's the last chapter that'll be put up. It's kinda like an open ending, so you can make of it however you want.
Xx Mariia
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sugarfreak 6 years ago
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Honey, I'm home!! c:
I missed you guys so friggin much ♥ ♥
I come bearing the news of the birth of a new chapter, chapter 12 :]
So, how did you all spend New Years? I cannot believe its 2013, it doesn't feel like it.. next thing you know its gonna be like 2069, thats gonna be my favourite year.
Anyways, I love you all! ♥
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nevercutyourbeautiful 6 years ago
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hey im sorry! i accidently deleted the quote! i just reposted it if you wanna recomment:) And ill reply to it! Stay Strong.
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nevercutyourbeautiful 6 years ago
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okay..):
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iluvyou143 6 years ago
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umm no its ok and thanks
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sugarfreak 6 years ago
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I know, I know, how dare the f/cker randomly turn up after not uploading for 4 days and not having an excuse.
I actually don't have an excuse, the first three days I couldn't be bothered to upload because well school is ending in a week and it's really hot, yesterday when I went to upload my internet was being a b/tch so here I am.
There is a new chapter up <3 The second last of I met him on omegle and then, of course there is the epilogue.
Uh... one day, my friends and I pretended we were guys and spoke to one of our guy friends. He was incredibly gullible and thought a prostitute was going to come to his house in 20 minutes.
Oii! Guys, in 20 minutes a prostitue is coming to your houses, be nice. K?
Coolios!
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sugarfreak 6 years ago
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Tomorrow, I promise! (:
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sugarfreak 6 years ago
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You mean my website? It's http://sugarfreakstories.weebly.com/
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sugarfreak 7 years ago
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Hello gorgeous, how are you on this fine day?
JOKES, it's raining. WHY THE F/CK IS IT RAINING IN NOVEMBER?
The day I decide to go for a run, it starts to rain and I'm just like 'RUN FASTER, MARIA'. I didn't get wet, thankfully.
Oh... the dirtiness in that sentence ;)
Chapter 18 is up & I really hope you like it, you can go and see if I killed Jesse or not. Hah! You already know the answer to that...
Sooo... I think I like a b o y & I'm just like.... D: I need someones like opinion, so pretty please with a cherry on the top comment on my profile & comment what you think of the chapter, if you think it's crappy, say so!
Xx Maria :*
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