im_just_a_summer_girl

Just A Kiss

chapter 8

sams p.o.v

after about 15 minutes of arguing back and forth with lauren, i finally caved and bought the dress. "mmkay. now shoes!" lauren said getting excited. ijust laughed and said "no! okay! its bad enough i even got this dress. maybe ill just bring it back." i said turning around.lauren grabbed my arm so i was facing her. "no! you already got it. to late!" and she let go of my arm. i was about to sayv something back when she spotted drew. great! not. she ran twords him and said "drew!" i rolled my eyes and trailed behind her. she jumped into his arms and they kissed for about 10 seconds. there was a guy with drew and he looked just as annoyed with this as i did. when they pulled away, drew said "oh, babe. this is my new neighbor parker. parker, this is my girlfriend lauren and he best friend samantha." he shook mine and laurens hand. "new neighbor?" lauren asked drew. "yeah. he just moved in two days ago. i figured i would introduce him to people so he would have a date for homecoming." "oh! how about you go with sam?" she said looking at me. "ha! funny lauren." "actually, thats a good idea" drew said. i rolled my eyes and walked away.

(sorry its so short. ill wright more soon! promise!)


 

kik Just A Kiss

chapter 7

sams p.o.v

 all that the text said was that madison was looking for carson. im simply told her that he was at my house and we were working on our science project. which it wasnt a total lie! he was at my house and i points, we talked about what we were going to do for the project! but most of the time, we were playing with randy and watching movies. "madsion wants you to call her." i said still watching randy play with my dog, max. "thats cool for her!" i looked at him with a serious face. "just call her!" "i dont want to!" "call her!" "fine!" he got up and walked down the hall calling her. randy ran over to me. "i wike carson. is he your boyfwend?" randy asked pointing down the hall. i laughed. "no. we are just really good friends." "wike best frwends?" i looked at carson down the hall. he was on the phone with madison, laughing. he was really happy with her. i sighed. "yeah. best friends."

  ********fshfs*** ****"hows this one?" lauren asked spinning in a pink dress. "it looks great. can we go now?" lauren sighed. "no! come help me pick another one out!" she dragged me over to the racks. as i looked on one side, lauren looked on the other side. i found this strapless, red dress that was tight at the top, but puffed out at the bottom and it was about knee length. i loved it! i slowly picked it off of the rack, getting a better look at it. "oh my gosh! that would look amazing on you sam!" lauren said looking at me. i snapped back to reality. "what? no! im not even going to homecoming." i put it back on the rack and went to another area of the store, still looking for a dress for lauren. she walked over and tapped me on the shoulder. "come on. just try it on! besides, i found this dress and im going to try it on!" she dragged me once again to the changing rooms. she went it one and i went in the other. after getting it on, i looked at myself in the mirror. i loved this dress even more now! "come on sam! lets see it." i slowly walked out of the changing room and looked at lauren. that dress was really pretty on her! it was a strapless, purple lace dress with a black bow. normally, that dress wouldnt look good on just anyone. but lauren made everything work. laurens jaw dropped. "sam! that looks amazing on you!" i smiled. i really wanted to get this dress but there was really no point. i wasnt going to homecoming. "kay youre getting that!" "no!" i snapped back! "im not going so i dont need a dress!"

Just A Kiss

chapter 6

sams p.o.v

i was shocked! i opened he note and said "your eyes, your smile, everything in general. im in love with it all. meet me outside the cafe right before luch." i looked up at him and flashed a smile. i could feel i was blushing. he smiled back. i folded the note and put it in my bag. i didnt know that he felt that way! at all! when the bell rang, i found casey. "casey! you have to see this!" i said still smiling and blushing. i handed her the note and she read it. "oh my gosh! he likes you! hes so hot!" "i know!" "wait... doesnt he have a girlfriend?" "yeah.. and it sucks cause we are really close!" "what are you going to do?" i thought about it. "i dont know. i guess im going to meet him up and tell him." "that sucks!" i shrugged. this does suck. hes a sweet guy but i cant do that to his girlfriend and he cant either. i walked quietly to my next class trying to find the words to say to him. i was not paying attention at all in class! before i knew it, i had to go to lunch. i walked slowly. when i was feet away from the cafe, i saw him. i held my books tighter. i took a deep breath and walked towards him. "hey!" he said giving me a hug. "hi." i shyly replied but with a smile. "so um, about that note, do you feel the same? maybe?" " kinda, but you have a girlfriend! and me and her a really close. i cant do that to her. and neither can you." he nodded. i felt horrible. but his girlfriend was so sweet. i could never live with myself if i did that to her. i walked away without looking back. i sat with casey at lunch that day. "so, did you tell him?" i nodded. "how did he take it?"  "i dont know. i walked away before he said anything."  "well, maybe you should text him later today." "yeah. probably." the rest of the day went by fast! when i got home, i kind of put off texting him. i did everything posible. i had hockey practice, did my homework, i even asked saddie if she wanted me to watch randy so they could have a night to be alone and go out to dinner. so there i was, watching my nephew when the doorbell rang. i put randy down for a second to get the door. i thought saddie and jace werent coming home until 10:00? it was only 7:00. i opened the door and there he was. one of the jocks, the one who wrote me the note. the one girls loved, carson yother. before i could say anything, he said "about the note, i dont know if it made you uncomfortable or.. i dont know. but im sorry." i felt bad. "no, carson, its okay. it didnt make me feel uncomfortable. it was actually really sweet! but you go our with madison. i cant do that to her. and you shouldnt either. i mean, she is a really sweet girl! and shes pretty, and shes captain of the cheerleading squad.. i could go on and on and on!" "i know. im sorry." i smiled and said "no worries." then randy came running down the hall. he pointed his little fingers and said "who dis?" i pucked him up and sais "this is carson. say hi carson!" "hi carson." "hey there little guy." i smiled. "you want to come in and maybe watch a movie?" i asked. "sure." he smiled. "i pick, i pick!" rany screamed. "okay, okay." i said with a sigh. randy picked transformers two. after a half hour, i got a text. from madison..

Just A Kiss

chapter 5

sams p.o.v

i woke up on monday morning at 5:30 am. i took a shower and then changed. i was wearing denim shorts, a pick graphic tee that said "have a coke and a smile" and my black flip floops. i straightened my hair and did my makeup. when i looked a the clock again, it was 6:30 and i had to go now! i grabbed my phone, keys, and bag. i was driving down my street when i saw lauren at the bus stop. usually, she would drive herself. i pulled up to her. "need a ride?" i asked with a slight smile. she walked around my car and got in with out saying anything. "so um, why arnt you driving?" "my mom took my car away. after what you said yesterday i um, broke the lamo in my room and three picture frames..." i couldnt help but laugh. "im sorry!" i said still laughing. "but um, for how long?" she laughed too and said "until this weekend." she said with a sigh. "well, i could drive you? i mean, if you want." "but arnt i the reason youre annoyed." i thought. i felt aweful! "lauren, it wasnt you! you arnt the reason i left! i just, all the love around me, it killed me! everyone i know has someone that loves them!" "oh come on sam! you know i love you!" "i know, and i love you too! but im talking about relationship love! not family love!" it was silent for a minute. "im sorry." she said looking down. "dont be! it was my fault." "friends?" she asked with a huge smile. "nope... BEST friends!" she laughed and i turned on my radio and we screamed the lyrics to every song on our way to school.

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when we got to school, lauren ran right off to drew. i sighed. "SAM!" a girl named casey came rinning up to me. we became close after these few years. "hey!" i said happy to see her. she had been in ct for the past week and i havent seen her since. "are you going to homecoming?" she asked linking my arm while we walked in school. "i dont know. you?" "yes! you have to go!" "i dont have to go..." "yes you do!" i rolled my eyes. "i dont know. maybe." she laughed "come on! you could get any guy to go with you!" "not exactally!" in school, i wasnt popular, but i wasnt a loner by any means! practically everyone knew me. but that was cause all the sports. im the captain of the softball team, the volleyball team, hockey team, and lacrosse team. plus i box but not for school. the bell rang and i went to first period social studies. as the teacher pulled up the map, it said "molly, homecoming? - max" everyone said "AWE!" and i just rolled my eyes and continued to doodle in my notebook. the rest of the class flew by. when the bell rang, i walked quickly to my next period class which i had with drew unfortunately. about 10 minutes into class,  a note was passed on my desk. i was shocked to see what it said and who it was from!

Just A Kiss

chapter 4

sam p.o.v

everyone has those days when all you want to do is sit in your room, cry, block the world out with music, and just stop to think. well today was one of those days. i knew today was going to be weird. but i didnt see this coming. while me, lauren, and drew were going in the pool. drew romantically picked up lauren and threw her in then she playfully hit him back while they were both laughing. brett left a few minutes ago because he had an interview. my smile faded. i looked all around. people, everywhere, they were all so in love. i felt so alone even though there were 30 people, plus at my house. i felt a lump in my throat and wanted to cry so hard! i could only hold it in for a few more minutes. i grabbed my clothes and ran to my room. by the time i reached the top of the staircase, tears were all over my face along with black steams. i ran into my room and slammed my door shut . i blasted my ipod and played "the harold song-kesha" and put in on replay. i walked over to my mirror and put my hair up so it was out of my face. just then, the song same "they say that true love hurts, well this could almost kill me. young love murder, that is what this must be." i broke down and fell to my knees. on the fourth time the harold song played, i heard on knock on my door. i opened it and it was drew. "what do you want?" i asked while wiping tears. "uh, lauren was going to come check up on you cause you disappeared but your mom needed a hand so she sent me. are you okay?" he asked while taking a step towards me. i took a step back took walking away. "do i look fine? im blasting a heart break song!" i paused. i shouldnt be mad at him. he didnt do anything wrong. i looked away felling bad for what i just said. "im sorry. im uh, im fine. thanks. but i dont need anyone." then lauren came in and said "omg! i love this song!" and she started to scream the lrics. i couldnt help but laugh a little. but then drew got up and started to dance with her to the song. it was really cute! but it hurt me so bad to watch that! i cant even be safe in my own room. when they werent looking, i snuck out but peaked one last look at them. they had the top of their heads touching and their eyes were closed, just rocking back and fourth. i decided i would take a walk down to the beach were i could be alone and just listen to the sound of the waves crashing on the shore. i took off my flip flops and carried them in my hand. i put my feet in the water. i wished everything would wash away just like that. my heart literally hurt! if it wasnt for brett and randy, i would be toatally broken and lost. why do bad things always happen to me? why cant i be a normal teenager, and have an actual boyfriend that wont be a player? then my phone buzzed. i had a text from lauren.

the best cousin ever!: where did you go?

me: i just needed to get away for a little. ill be back later.

the best cousin ever!: no! sam, where are you? im worried sick!

i looked at the time. i was gone for three hours. oh well. took her this long to realize!

me: lauren! ill be home later! just let me think for a little!

after another hour, i went back to my house and in my room. lauren was on my bed and stood up as soon as i walked in. "where did you go?" she asked in a worried tone. "to the beach." "why didnt you say something! i would have gone with you!" "no lauren! youre exactally what i wanted to get away from!" nothing was said. once again, i felt bad for what i just did. but it was true.then she walked out of my room. i sat on my bed with no sound but my breathing.

Just A Kiss

chapter 3 (this ones for @staystrong_ )

sams p.o.v

**flashback**
two years ago, my best friend in the world, macey, passed away. she was in a horrible car accident and she was killed with-in minutes. when her mother called, i felt as it a part of me had died too. macey has been through everything with me! so the night i got the call, lauren was over but she was downstairs with the rest of the family. they knew how hard i was taking everything so i said i wanted to just go to sleep. but it was all a huge lie. the whole day, i had been spending time attacking belts and hung one over my closet bar. i put a stool in my closet. but because lauren knew i was hurting, she was sweet and brought me up a glass of water for me. my light was off so she turned it on and saw i wasnt in my bed. "SAM?" she called. she looked in my bathroom, and i wasnt there. then she saw me in my closet. she gasped and dropped the water. she ran over to me and unhooking the belts. i didnt fight back because i was knocked out but they told me everything after. she screamed and eveyone came up to my room. i was rushed to the hospital. when i woke up, my doctor said "you're a very lucky girl! if it wasnt for that young lady over there, we would have been to late!" and he pointed to lauren. tears were steaming down her face.

**flashback ends**

the next morning, brett was coming over at 12 and it was already 10:30. i took a shower as fast as i could and then got ready for the family cookout. then the doorbell rang. i ran down stairs and said "i got it!" i opened the door looking cute... (sarcastic.) i had my shorts on, a white hollister shirt with pink seguls on it and my pick and white Nike sneakers. i had eye liner on one eye and the eye liner pencil in my hand with my hair wet, but brushed. "hey hottie!" brett said. i rolled my eyes at his sarcastic comment ans we ran up to my room. i sat on the floor in front of my mirror and brett sat on my bed. "so, i have to tell you something." while putting on my eyeliner, i replied "go." he took a deep breath and said "im gay...." i poked myself in my eye. "OW!" i said holding my eye. "are you okay?" brett asked looking at my eye. i blinked hard and said "yeah. fine. but um.. youre... gay?" he nodded. "but what about when we went out?" i asked. he shrugged and said "well, that was three years ago. and, well, back then, i thought i was straight, but... im not." i was so lost! "but... yesterday, you were checking out lauren!" i said holding my head, trying to put this together. he sat on the floor with me. "though im gay, i can still think she is pretty! i thonk youre pretty! i just, wouldnt go out with you guys!" normally, i might be a little freaked out. but brett was my best friend before i knew he was gay, and that is not going to change anything now. i smiled. "does anyone else know?" i ask lost. he shook his head. "and no one will!" he said. i smiled and said "okay." then, lauren walked over with drew and they were both in my room sitting on my bed. my heart pounded faster and slower at the same time. and i had no idea how he did it. "so sammy, when are the four of us going on a double date?" drew asked me. i looked at him. "DATE?" i asked. "me and brett dont go out!"  brett jumped in and said "yeah! i love her as  a friend, but shes not my type!" and he winked at me. today, was not going to be an ordinary day...
 

Just A Kiss

chapter 2

sams p.o.v

i stopped dead in my tracks. there he was. the school jock, mr.captain of the football team and baseball team, AND hockey team, the boy every girl was head over heels for him, including me. but can you blame a girl? i mean, normally, i wouldnt fall for a guy who is so shallow. but he was also my science partner. and he was really smart. when a guy is smart, i cant help but be somewhat attracted to them! i slightly bit my lip and stopped walking. i must have looked like a loser. brett waved his hand infront of my face and i suddenly snapped back into realty.i blinked quickly and said "HUH?" brett looked to where i was looking. then he rolled his eyes and said "oh COME ON sam! you cant posibly like drew! he is the school player!" i laughed and said "and the school hotty. we must not forget the hot part!" and i walked as fast as i could to forever 21. i flashed a small smile to drew and he did the same. my heart sunk! then brett caught up to me and made a barf noise. i smacked him playfully and said "oh shut up!" he laughed as i dragged him into forever 21. "no! im not coming in here!" i ignored him as always and pulled him in. he whinned as usual and said "i hate you!" i smiled and said "no you dont, because if you do, good luck getting home!" he groaned and i laughed. i finished torturing brett and we left forever 21. i accidentally bumped into someone and to my surprise, it was drews girlfriend. the most gorgeous girl that i know! she is so sweet, pretty, funny, smart, and everyone loves her! as captain of the cheerleading squad, its no wounder why drew and lauren go out. lauren is my cousin and i love her to death! three years ago, she moved in next door to me and we have been hanging out a lot! i picked up laurens this and said "oh my goodness lauren! im so sorry!" she laughed and said "no worries sam. hey, is it okay if i bring drew to the family cook out tomorrow? i told him we would hang but ive never missed one of the cook outs!" i smiled so wide! just the thought of drew coming over tomorrow gave me butterflies. "yeah sure! i mean, i'll have to ask my mom but im sure it wont be a problem!" she smiled back warmly and said "thanks cuz. text me when you ask! love ya!" she blew a quick kiss and walked away. lauren was always the gorgeous one and everyone loved her. i looked over to brett and he was checking out lauren like very other guy. i rolled my eyes and said "dude! dont drool. its not cute... at all!" i made an ugly face at him and walked out of the mall with my bags, brett following.

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brett is the best friend ever!: hey i um.. i relle have 2 tlk 2 u 2morrow. can i come ovr?

me:sure. everything okay?

brett is the best friend ever!: not relle. ill just explane 2 u 2morrow. bi

i got really nervious about him. i hoped everything was okay! i just forgot about it and tried to go to sleep. but my mind was filled of thoughts of brett. it was so wrong of me to like laurens boyfrined! i mean, she is my cousin, they have been going out for a year, and she saved my life two years ago.






 

Just A Kiss

sams p.o.v
(year, 2011. the other story was 2008)

chapter one

i was babysitting saddies son, randy. he is three years old now, and i am the god mother. saddie is out looking for jobs and jace is at school. over the last three years, saddie and jace moved in together and i babysit randy durring weekends cause i have school. me and brett tried to date but it didnt work, so now we are best friends! adam still calls me and texts me, but i dont answer. you would think that after 3 years, he would leave me alone. but he hasnt. i now have my drivers licenses and my own car. i drive a shelby GT mustang. its a saturday night, and im home babysitting. what every 17 year old girl does... not. but i love my nephew. next to brett, he is the only one who wont ever leave me. "auntie, when is mommy coming to get me?" randy asked me. "uh," i looked at my watch then continued, "soon! just a few more minutes." i picked him up and sat him on my lap while we finished an episode of spongebob. then, the doorbell rang. randy hoped off of my lap and screamed "MOMMY!" and he ran down the hall to get the door. i laughed and followed. "there's my little man!" saddie said as she opened the door and picked him up. "how was he?" she asked me. i smiled and said "fine. he didnt really want to go down for a nap but i eventually got him." ahe smile back, thanked me, then payed me. normally, i wouldnt take the money. i mean, she is my sister! but i need to start saving money for collage. after all, i am a cenior in high school this year! and if i want to go to yale, i have to save up. as saddie walked out of the door, i went back to the living room to clean up randys little mess. then i went up stairs to what used to be saddies room, but is now randy's for when he is here. i put all of his toys back and turned off the t.v. then i looked at the clock. it was only 12:16.  i walked down stairs and got my phone. one missed call from brett. so i called him back. he answered "hello my love!" i laughed and said "hello my loser. what do you want with my life that you needed to call me?" "well then!" he said sarcastically. then continued "want to go to the mall? im bored and i know you have no life!" "hey!" i said in a some what ofended laugh. he laughed. "ight. im leaving now. we taking the same car?" i asked. "uh, sure. come get me?" i got off of the couch and said "on my way." and hung up. i grabbed my keys and went out to my mustang. i turned up the radio as how to love my lil wayne played.

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"so how was babysitting today?" brett asked. i took another sip of my soda then said "the same. im tired of the same thing though. every week, go to school, softball, come home, home work, sleep, then do it all again. then on weekend, babysit, be bored, sleep, then do it again the next day!" brett nodded and said "that sucks. but i know what you mean. i have the same thing with my week schedule! except, instead of softball, its baseball." i rolled my eyes and said "what ever. i could care less really. i dont know." we got up and walked around the mall and i bought some clothes for school and parties and all that. when i saw... him. oh dear.
 

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