im_not_easy

now you are broken up..

more time for mee!

{your name here}

Away....

not here
never here
avoiding you
never here
listening to music
never here
like to see you cry
never here
<3

^BEAUTIFUL isnt everything

^BOYS arent the answer to everything

^{BRAINS are what get your life to the place it needs to be.}

 

_{SHOW WHO YOU ARE WITH YOUR BRAINS.}

_{IF YOU HAVE BEAUTY FLAUNT IT.}

_{AND IF YOU HAVE BOYS, DONT BE SCARED TO SHOW THEM OFF.}

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I'm here...talking to Luke.
I ask where he is going tonight.
His friend clay..we'll he says me and luke should get together.
But he likes my friend.
Should me and clay get together?
Should this really happen?
I gave him my number.
Was it a good decision.
He says he is tall..
He says he is funny.
I like that in my guy.
But I'm not desperate.
Its just new to me..that's all

Clay..
Saying it over and over..his name brings me true blue loveee

what is the meaning of love>3
flirting is step one,
holding you close to his,
smoothies in the summer,
walking along the beach,
spring partys to go to,
and then comes the prom.

love is a mystery...
but for the true lovers...
are you ready?

School is more than education.
School is more than hanging out at the table.
School is more of drama.
School can be a jungle of kids.
Kids act like they are an item.
Items aren't real things.
Students are pupils.
Pupils are what we see the drama with.
And drama is the subject I am most interested in.

Popular....
This topic is realted to life every where.
At my school....popular is hollister.
Abercrombie.
Aerie.
Roxy.
Pac sun.
And everything in between.
You see I love this red head and he is soooo cute.
But popular gets in the way. His ex..eww she is one of my kinda friends
But...life as we know it..he still likes her. It kills me to see them talking or flirting.
I know we have so much in common.
Why doesn't he feel the way he used to?!

Your photo frame is left on my shelf.
Your picture has a coffee stain upon it.
The crack in the glass is almost spreading.
I see the picture.
But its not you.
Your alive right?
I don't know because your fighting for our lives right?
You love us...your family with all your might?
You would hold us close if you were here.

(A month later)

Your photo frame has fallen.
Your picture is torn.
You can't hold us close even if you wanted to.
Your dead.
You've died.
But us? What about us?
I told you to not go.
I told you to never leave!
Why didn't you listen...to the words of plea.
We loved you.
But since your gone.
We have no one to love.
We will hold eachother close.
Me.
Your son.
And your new born.
How could you.
The night before.....we said our last words.
I didn't say I love you.
I said on the phone that you were a disgrace.
I'm sorry.
You were right.

(Right then and there. She killed herself and her children. It was a tragedy. Come back from iraq. We all love you.)

All those summer days
And all those winter nights
You stayed with me and held me tight

All those chocolates and valentines
Bring my heart up every time

Even though I wish these things would happen..
They never do..
Only...I wish my boyfriend was you.

Every night I dream and hope that we will be together someday...

So from this day on... I will go to the side of my bed,sit and pray

I pray with all my might

I need to tell you every day

That we are going to be
Loving
Over joyed
Very happy
Everything that falls in between.
Now that's what I call true love.