Torn Between Two-36
I looked at his face, and our eyes met. A huge smile was on my
"Kyle...." I said walking to him, i had tears in my
eyes. He was standing up smiling right at me. We hugged for a
long time. I didn't want him to let go.
"Hi baby." He said with a crooked smile. That just blew
me away, I stood on my tippy toes and kissed him. I pulled back,
"Wait...SHOULDNT YOU BE LIKE IN A ROOM AND IN A CAST
?!" I yelled. The nurses were looking at us wierdly.
"Hush....I didn't get hurt as much as Jason. I only
needed a cast on my arm. My legs are fine, but Jason...yeah. And
I wanted to walk around, my legs were falling asleep. So
yeah..." He said.
" But...what about....you living only for
"Uhm....yeah....about that....the doctors said that I
probably only have two weeks to live...and.....yeah." He
said looking at me. I had tears in my eyes. Dear god, please let
there be a miracle. Kyle hugged me for a long time. Then he had
to go back to his room, and I followed him.
"Kath, I don't think you should be in that room with
me..." He said.
"Why?" I asked.
"I don't want to see you cry. It kills me inside when
you do." He said quietly, and held my hand.
"Too fuucking bad. Kyle, I have been stressing so much.
I'm scared. And this could be the last time we see each
other. I want to be with you. And I don't give a fuckk if you
don't let me go into your room. I'm going anyways."
I said looking at him. He just smiled.
"Fine, but if you do cry....i'll cry too." He said
kissing my forehead. I just looked at him, and he leaded me into
the room. He went on top of the hospital bed and I brought a
chair and put it right next to him.
" You're going to have to go soon." He said,
grabbing for my hand.
" I know, and I don't want to leave you." I said,
looking at our hands.
"Kath?" Kyle asked.
"I love you." He said, with his half smile. God, I love
it whenever he smiles like that. I smiled back.
"I love you too." I said, and kissed him.
Me and Kyle talked and talked for hours. Kristen and
Drake came to the room sometimes. I didn't want to leave
Kyle, I just wanted to stay beside him. It was almost eleven at
night and Kristen told me that we had to go. I looked at Kyle,
and he looked at me.
"I'll be fine Kath, you should really go." He
"Alright." I said, and gave him one last kiss. I left
the hospital in tears. In the car drive home, Drake tried calming
me down, he kind of did. I got home around midnight, and dad was
in the living room watching tv.
"Sweetie, how did it go?" Dad asked, and gave me a
"Kyle, is fine." I said, and looked at him.
"That's good, sweetheart. You should get to bed.
It's really late." Dad said.
"Yeah, good idea. night daddy." I said, yawning. He
gave me a kiss on my cheek and I went upstairs and fell right