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The things I'm hearing now make me wonder,
Did you ever really love me?
Or was it always him?

I think I'm falling for you all over again.
It feels just like it did before.
Only know I now it can never work.

If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile,
The way you dress,
The way your beauty leaves me breathless
If eyes could speak,
I wouldn't have to talk.
-Devon Werkheiser 'If Eyes Could Speak'

Whenever your name comes up in conversation,
I get a weird feeling in my tummy.
Today I realised what they were, when suddenly they wouldn't go away when my friend kept mentioning you.
I was getting butterflies at the sound of your name.
Sometimes I wonder if you get them at the sound of mine.

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As I drag my nail across my skin,
I think of you when you're with him.

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I feel like I'm trapped inside a small box.
No way in.
No way out.
Slowly, water begins to fill my sanctuary.
I can't breathe anymore.
The strangle of your hold is too much for me to bear much longer.
I just wish you would leave me alone.
Get out of my head and get out of my heart. 

You have a list of what you'd like in a girlfriend.
I was all of those things. I lived up to all of those expectations.
It seems you're a little hipocritical though because I noticed you weren't half those things in return to me.

'Look after my heart, I've left it with you' -Edward Cullen.
I probably should've told you to look after my heart when I told you you held it, because instead of looking after it, you squeezed your hand tightly around it until it exploded into a million. tiny. pieces.

That horrible moment when you finally realise,
It's over.
And it will always be over.