imkatie_

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" so, this is my life. and i want you to know that i am both happy and
sad, and i'm still trying to figure out how that could be. "
- the perks of being a wallflower,
by stephen chbosky.


hey, i'm katie. i'm 15 years old. live in jersey. i play guitar and piano, and i love rollerblading, photography, writing, and reading. i'm a dancer, fencer, and a softball player. i'm probably not your average girl. i'll tell you that right now, haha. get to know me.






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Quotes by imkatie_


sometimes, you just can't

tell anybody how you really feel.

not because you don't know why,


not because you know your purpose,

not because you don't trust them.


but because you can't find

the right words to make them


understand.





he sits on his bed


with his phone, looking through old pictures that they took together.
there's one where she's looking at him smiling. her eyes are shining with
love.  that's when he finally realized that letting her go was probably

t h e b i g g e s t m i s t a k e o f h i s l i f e .


 

I CAN'T BE AROUND YOU ANYMORE.
it hurts too much. and it's time i start actually thinking about me.



that awkward moment
when you're almost positive everyone will love and fave your quote 
.. and   i  get  like ,   five .



 
 

my dad still remembers
what my mom was wearing when he first saw her.
that was twenty-six years ago.


//  you're too young to be this



broken,

g   i   r   l   . 



 


that mood when you're just like,
IHATEYOUALL.



i'm just a regular high school girl.

i love to play my guitar. i don't straighten my hair. i don't wear abercrombie
or hollister. i like my plain black flip flops and converse. tshirts are comfortable.
yes, when i'm done with my work i pull out a book from my purse that i bought
at kohls, not juicy couture. i wear minimal makeup, if any. i don't wear a tiffany
necklace, i wear one made out of string and a seashell. i'm not the skinniest girl
around. i have two close friends, and i rather stay at home watching old movies
than going to a party on a friday night. i don't listen to mainstream music,
i listen to what touches my soul. i write poems. i'm on the school newspaper.
i self harm. and my favorite color is navy blue, not pink. i don't like twilight.
i hate "hot boys." i like the quiet, loving, sarcastic ones that like to write or paint.
i love photography, but i hate people taking pictures of me. to me, nature
is the most beautiful thing. i love Jesus. i always have a flower in my hair.
i've been broken beyond repair. i've been hurt, and i'm looking for someone
that accepts me, despite my scars and broken heart.

and after reading all this, i bet you still don't have me figured out. 

 



today i deleted all my saved messages from him.

at first, i felt like i was going to lose all our memories.
but then i felt liberated, because he can't hurt me anymore than he already has.

 

at first, i felt like  ia


you know what i want?

i want someone that would rather have thumb wars with me, than making out.
i want someone that calls me "loser." i want someone that i can make bets with,
who's gonna win the football game? i want someone i can have water balloon
fights with. i want someone that prefers me in sweatpants, not a skimpy little dress.
i want someone that likes having silly face contests, and would watch disney movies
with me endlessly. i want someone who bakes cookies with me. i want someone
who will tackle me to the ground and tickle me until i scream. i want someone who
calls me at midnight on my birthday. i want someone that will listen to me talk for hours.
that's what i want. i want someone who can be my boyfriend, and my bestfriend.