Every time i see YOU in the
hallway, my stomach drops to my feet, i cant breathe, and i
suddenly have the over whelming feeling of be totally and utterly
LOST.
Seeing you glance at me when i
walk by with a look i strangley can't read makes me wonder what
your thinking, what you think when you see ME. Walking into a
class you had just been in, as you walk out the door without
looking at me makes me sit in a daze thinking about everything we
have been through, everything i still
want to go though with you, and everything that has made me
fall over heels in LOVE with YOU. I think how stupid i must look walking
around being lost, laughing
and being goofy when inside i wish i didnt have a mind so i didnt
have to THINK, because it makes me miss you so much
it HURTS. I wonder if you miss me like i
miss you, if you even think about me from time to time.
Seeing SNOW
or RAIN fall makes me think of you, the first
snowfall of the year we both ran to the window at
school to look outside, both of us with huge SMILES on our faces, when it rains because we both
love the look when the clouds are dark from a front passing
by and
the rain falling on the windows. Every time this happens i think of
you and smile, really smile! and then realize your not there with
me. It hurts so much.⇔