pirateslifeforme*

Tell me why you broke me down And betrayed my trust in you I'm not giving up, giving in When will this war end? When will it end You can't stop me from falling apart You can't stop me from falling apart You can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault -skillet open wounds

I just want to beg him to please not destroy me, use me, screw me up again. I cant cope with that again. I really really cant

Its funny I used to complain about being always second choice as a friend or for a relationship. I'm not even a choice anymore

You say "pretend it was a dream, that It never happened" Like its that easy to just forget. You know that I felt sh*t and you decided it was your job to make me feel worse. "just forget it happened.."

I want to do something self-destructive. I want to forget about everything whilst making even stupider decisions. I want a distraction. I need a destructive distraction. Because i feel like I'm about to self destruct anyway

Love cant happen that quickly, can it? But the word is thrown around carelessly before we can even be sure of what we are saying

Well sh*t I'm starting to possibly like my close friends brother And there is a chance that he does like me a bit And the worst part is, is my friend is my ex