inmyheartxo

Hey everyone. I know im not very popular on witty but i do need advice. Me and my boyfriends 11 months is August 10th and i do love him very much. Me and him are really serious and committed even though he is three years older than me. Im his first real love and i need him more than anything in the world..

But heres the thing, me and him have been fighting a lot lately. In the past week and a half weve been over a thousand miles apart and its really hurting us. But lately hes been really different.. he barely even wants to talk to me. He told me last night that theres some "news" and im not aloud to know until i get back home. This is really hard for me because with this "news" he doesnt even believe he can be happy and he thinks im going to break his heart. I want him to know that whatever this news is that we can work through it and ill never leave his side, but talking to him just wont work. Im at a lost.

Im in such a mess and i dont know what to do.. if you read this, thank you & i love you. Just please, i need some advice :(

It kills me to know that you wouldn't even fight for me.

  Worst part?
 

You admitted it to me.. in person.
 

When my algebra teacher
already assumes i'm
 not taking finals. >>>>>>>

I hate this feeling of emptiness.
I want him,
thats all i want.

&yet, i cant have him.

GIRL CONFESSIONS...
Do you sleep in your bra? Most of the time
Are you a Girly girl? Nah
Are you short? Nope
Small or big hand bags? Big(:
Do you like somebody? Mhmmm
Do you care if your socks get dirty? Eh
Are you double jointed? Yuppp
Do you like Halloween? Yes!
Where is the weirdest place you've slept? On a trampoline
What color is the bra your wearing? Gray w/ black lace.
Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? Darkk
Are you currently frustrated with a guy? Yes.
Do you have a best friend? Nope
Have you ever had your heart broken? Oh yeah.
Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? Ew no
Do you like your life? Eh
Have you ever jumped in a pool with your clothes on? Yes
Do you have more friends that are girls or guys? Guyss
How long have you had your Facebook? 2-3 years
Have you ever slapped a guy on the face? Mhm.
What are your biggest fears? Spiders and moths..
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Yup, many times.
Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind? Nope
Have you ever had a good feeling about something? Eh
Do you believe "once a cheater, always a cheater"? Yes
Do you ever wish you were famous? Nope
Are you currently missing someone? Yeah /:
Who are you texting right now? No one. I think my boyfriends phone died..
Hat or beanie? Either
Beach or park? Park
Sweet or sexy? Sweet
Eyeliner or mascara? Eyeliner
Pink or black? Black
Skirts or pants? Pants
Pumps or flats? Flats
Leggings or socks? Socksss
Hoodies or jackets? Hoodie
Heels or sneakers? Sneakerss
Straight or curly hair? Depends
Smoothies or lattes? Lattes
Diet or regular soda? Regularr
Water or daiquiris? Water
Pearls or diamonds? Pearls
iPod or cell phone? Cell phone
Friends or family? Friends
Lip gloss or lipstick? Lipgloss
Manicure or pedicure? Mani
Tank tops or shirts? Tank tops
Big or small sunglasses? Neither
Cowboy or gangsta? Gangster
Face or body? Body
Smart or dumb? Smart
Funny or serious? Both
Romantic or daredevil? Romantic
Dark or light eyes? Light
Curly or straight hair? Straight
Hockey player or football? Hockey 

Blazing, woop!

Happy 4/20 ;D

So i know i'm not what you call 'witty popular'
But i need to vent, so why not.
Im in 8th grade. And i have this one best guy
friend. A week ago today he moved away,
and I dont think i'll ever see him again.
Today, I confessed that Ive liked him ever
since I laid eyes on him. & The fact that he
said: "I liked you too, but i didnt want to ruin
anything" killed me. I never even got to say

goodbye.. </3

Personal Survey

APPEARANCE:
[] I am shorter than 5'4".
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x]I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I wear glasses.
[]I would probably get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 1 piercing.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[]I have freckles.

FAMILY:

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[x] I want to adopt someday.

SCHOOL/WORK:

[x] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my school.

EMBARRASSMENT:

[x] I've fell in public.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

HEALTH:

[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.
[x] I have/had asthma.

EXPERIENCES:

[x] I've gotten lost in my city
[] I've seen a shooting star.
[] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've sat on a roof top.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've rode in a taxi.
[] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS:

[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've told someone I loved them and didn't get a clear response.
[x] I've felt rejected even if I wasn't.
[x] I've loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.

HONESTY:

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES:

[x] I've consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink.
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I've slept an entire day, when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've went to bed crying.