insubordination

why?

I often think about death,
not in a bad way.
I just think--
hey,
If I killed myself,
I would have no more commitments.
But then I remember I would have to commit to death,
and that's not something I can do.
(j.w)

I have never loved my name, even when I was little I despised it. Jordan. J-O-R-D-A-N. I'm not particular fond of it because well--my name was chosen over a fake engagement, filled with fake love, and fake people. Therefore, my name must be fake. Right? So I changed it, took off the rdan and kept the Jo. Now i'm Jo. That's my story. (j.w)

You'll never settle any of your scores Your grace is wasted in your face, Your boldness stands alone among the wreck Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck

I'm so alone, so scared. Flashes of sadness past me, I tremble and scream. Makeup is dripping down my face, Oh, won't you please help me? (j.w)