invisibletotheworld

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Joined: October 4, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: December 26
user id: 333185
Gender: F

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ok guys...I need help.
so I'm with this guy, right? we've been together for about a month now.
He's really nice and sweet, but he picks fights with me all the time.
Like, stupid s.hit like "why don't you like The Walking Dead? It's such a good show I can't believe you don't like it."
well, it's been getting on my nerves. I've actually gotten to the point where I hung up on him after two minutes of nonstop b.itching.
I've been sick this past week, and on the bus ride to school I sit with a really close friend of mine.
Let's call him Ben.
now, Ben has been my best friend since 6th grade. He is the sweetest guy you'll ever meet and probably the smartest too.
since I've been sick, he's been letting me fall asleep on his shoulder since I can't breathe laying down so I basically just lay awake struggling to breathe.
It's easier when I sit up and sleep so like the good-natured boy he is, he lets me sleep on the way to and from school.
well, my boyfriend (let's call him Matt) has been getting really jealous. like,"Why the h.ell do you sleep on him when you know I'll let you sleep on me during lunch?"
well, because I have two classes before lunch and I'd propbably end up sleeping during them if I didn't on the bus. also, because the cafeteria is extremely loud and I couldn't sleep there even if I tried.
he thinks there's something "going on" with Ben.
the problem is, I think I'm getting feelings for him.
I don't want to end things with Matt and go out with Ben because that would just be really mean of me and that's happened to me before so I would never inflict that pain on anyone else.
on the other hand, I don't want to stay in an unhealthy relationship for too much longer and Ben would be a h.ell of a lot healthier than Matt is for me.
I told Ben I might be getting feelings for someone else and before the day ended he figured out it was me.
now he's home contemplating how he wants to handle this since he's friends with Matt.
ughh I'm just so confused on what I should do....
would you please comment and tell me what you think I should do? it would mean alot and really help me out.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.
 Today was 'Daddy's Day' at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
 But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
 Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone.
 But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
 What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
 But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone.
 And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.
 But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all.
 About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls.
 There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone too meet.
 Children were squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats.
 One by one the teacher called, a student from the class to introduce her daddy.
 As seconds slowly passed, at last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare.
 Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.
 "Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out.
 "She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.
 And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say,
 "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy too waste his day."
 The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom.
 And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on.
 And with hands behind her back, slowly she began too speak.
 And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
 "My daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.
 But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day.
 And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know.
 All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so.
 He loved to tell me stories, he taught me to ride my bike.
 He surprised me with pink roses, he taught me how to fly a kite.
 We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone.
 And though you cannot see him, I'm not standing here alone.
 "Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart.
 I know because he told me, he'd forever be in my heart."
 With that her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest.
 Feeling her own heart beat, beneath her favorite dress.
 And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
 Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years.
 For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life.
 Doing what was best for her, doing what was right.
 And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd,
 she finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
 "I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star.
 And if he could he'd be here, but Heaven's just too far!
 You see he was a fireman and died just this past year.
 When airplanes hit the towers, and taught Americans to fear.
 "But sometimes when I close my eyes, its like he never went away."
 And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day.
 And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise.
 A room full of daddy's and children, all starting to close their eyes.
 Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside.
 Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side.
 "I know your with me daddy," to the silence she called out.
 And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt.
 Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed.
 But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
 And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the love of her shining star.
 And given the gift of believing, that:
 
HEAVEN IS NEVER TOO FAR.

not mine, but i love this. <3
Time for a rant.
you will not believe the kind of s.hit I had to deal with today.
okay, so there's this girl, right? and she's a close friend of mine.
I was sitting with her at lunch the other day and she got up to use the bathroom, leaving me alone with her b.itchy a.ss "friends".

they start talking s.hit about her as soon as she left. like, "Oh my god, she's so fat and ugly and worthless." and I'm sitting here like "ummm do you not see her BEST FRIEND sitting right here?!"
but they keep talking and eventually it leads to a convo about who will get pregnant first. (which tbh is a really stupid topic since we're in the 8TH GRADE.)
anyway, they said that my friend would definately not get pergnant first because she "can't get a boyfriend".

THE EXACT WORDS THAT CAME OUT OF THEIR BIG MOUTHS.
they asked if I agreed. me being the sarcastic m.ofo I am say, "Yeah, totally!" COMPLETELY kidding.
well, she came back and it was over and done with.
nope. not where i stop talking and you continue scrolling.

so they twisted it around to make it seem like I'M the one who insulted her and I'M the one who said she couldnt get a boyfriend.
now she's p.issed and not talking to me (even though I told her that they were lying)
and to top it all off, she's spreading rumours that I'm a l.esbian, now.

well you know what? I'm done with her bull crap.  if she wants to spread rumours, she can go right on ahead.

but Ashley*, be careful what you decide to make up.
Because I know a whole bunch of s.hit about you too.
the only difference is, if I decide to open my mouth, what comes out won't be something made up in my head.

  IT WILL ALL BE TRUE.




*name has been changed
HEY GUYS.
MY BOYFRIEND SAYS HI.
AND NO, NO I CANNOT TURN CAPS LOCK OFF.
I'M TOO LAZY.
Are you ready to spill your guts?
no.

how many people have you kissed that you can honestly say you love?
one.

this will get personal; can you take it?
sure.

is there a person you want to let go of?
yesss.

does age matter in relationships?
yeah

any regrets?
of course.

the last person you kissed bumped into you, what do you do?
ummmm run away.

age?
14.

last time you were truly, completely happy?
right now.

do you hate the last oerson you kissed?
nah, we're friends.

the last person you texted?
my boyfriend

church every Sunday?
no.

lost friends in the last year?
yeah...

can 2 people be happy forever?
i hope so <3

July 2008, were you single?
yes.

one person you wish you could fix things with, and why havent you?
my friend leeann, and because she isnt in my school

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to anymore?
yeah.

are you in a good mood?
yess.

can you recall the last time you liked someone?
right now.

one thing you like about winter?
xmas

what is going through your mind?
my boyfriend

is it hard seeing the person you fell the hardest for?
no cuz i'm with him right now <3

last person you kissed?
my ex -_-

have a hard time controlling your emotions?
eh

like your height?
no. im a giraffe.

who sits behind you in english class?
no one. I'm a lonely soul.




***edited because my editor is stupid***

 
I just went through my quotes and noticed I didn't have a single legit swear in there.
I swear more than a trucker in an hour.
I feel proud of myself.  
I also just clicked "random format" for 5 minutes straight to find this one.
I'm so strange.
i  really hate today.
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ughh go awayyyyyyyyyy.
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rawr.
well hello period, how are you this fine day? having fun making my stomach hurt like f/ck, are you? ohh and of course you come on a day where I just spent all my money so I can't even make my mom walk to wawa and buy me chocolate.
how thoughtful of you.
I'm in school.....heheeheeeee.
Randomly entertaining myself with the random format button :3
while everyone else around me is working.
I'm such a rebel.
Lol.
is anyone else completely and thoroughly entertained by the random format button?