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Count my cards, watch them fall, blood on a marble wall ♡ hi i'm allison and i don't really come on here anymore. 21, kinesiology major, unsure of my future :~)
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I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped-up four-wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats. Took a Louisville slugger to both headlights and slashed a hole in all four tires, so Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.
It’s incredible how alone one person’s absence can make you feel. I could be in a room surrounded by all my friends and family, but without you I might as well be standing on the surface of the moon.
— Beau taplin,
Moon
Landing
confessions (because my bailey button
did it)
i. I'm really pale, so I tend to wear darker clothing, as I feel it makes me look both tanner and more mature. Most people think I'm goth because of it, which is entirely untrue.
ii. I have a hard time trusting people and making friends, since most people at my school are hypocritical and judgmental, never really knowing me before writing me off. I've also felt violated in a more personal and sexual manner, causing me to create barriers. I'm unable to go on dates with people who my friends don't like, I have to talk to the person for at least a month and make sure they understand my boundaries and won't push them. I've never told anyone why, because I know the guy will refute my claims and tell me I'm exaggerating.
iii. I'm self-conscious about my looks but not my body. I consistently wish I had a different nose or mouth to match my body, and am considering plastic surgery when I get older. I would never consider myself confident, as I tend to be more insecure, but if I had a different face to match my body, which I am extremely proud of.
iv. I'm an emotional person, which has been both a blessing and a curse. My emotional side has allowed me to be more emphatetic and connect with others, however I cry at least once a day and am picked on by my family and friends because of it.
v. I dream of moving to a big city, like Chicago or San Francisco, where I can start over. Living in a small town, everyone knows everyone and it haunts me, the reality being that everyone will stay in my town forever and never branch out. I don't want that to be me -- it's my biggest fear.
vi. I'm insanely attracted to men that are darker. The concept of white men scare me, after my violation by a white man, my abuse from a white man, and bullying from a white man. My closest friends are of darker skin colors. They are the kindest and most inclusive, as they understand what it's like to be left on the outside. I have a special love for Cuban boys, specifically. Give me a Cuban boy and within five minutes I will fall in love -- it's a scientific fact.
i. I'm really pale, so I tend to wear darker clothing, as I feel it makes me look both tanner and more mature. Most people think I'm goth because of it, which is entirely untrue.
ii. I have a hard time trusting people and making friends, since most people at my school are hypocritical and judgmental, never really knowing me before writing me off. I've also felt violated in a more personal and sexual manner, causing me to create barriers. I'm unable to go on dates with people who my friends don't like, I have to talk to the person for at least a month and make sure they understand my boundaries and won't push them. I've never told anyone why, because I know the guy will refute my claims and tell me I'm exaggerating.
iii. I'm self-conscious about my looks but not my body. I consistently wish I had a different nose or mouth to match my body, and am considering plastic surgery when I get older. I would never consider myself confident, as I tend to be more insecure, but if I had a different face to match my body, which I am extremely proud of.
iv. I'm an emotional person, which has been both a blessing and a curse. My emotional side has allowed me to be more emphatetic and connect with others, however I cry at least once a day and am picked on by my family and friends because of it.
v. I dream of moving to a big city, like Chicago or San Francisco, where I can start over. Living in a small town, everyone knows everyone and it haunts me, the reality being that everyone will stay in my town forever and never branch out. I don't want that to be me -- it's my biggest fear.
vi. I'm insanely attracted to men that are darker. The concept of white men scare me, after my violation by a white man, my abuse from a white man, and bullying from a white man. My closest friends are of darker skin colors. They are the kindest and most inclusive, as they understand what it's like to be left on the outside. I have a special love for Cuban boys, specifically. Give me a Cuban boy and within five minutes I will fall in love -- it's a scientific fact.
“”
Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.
i don't want easy,
I want crazy.
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CAN'T COMPLAIN ABOUT MUCH THESE DAYS,
I believe we'll be okay.
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I'd like to say we gave it a try,
I'd like to blame it all on life
MAYBE WE JUST WEREN'T RIGHT, BUT
that's a lie, that's a lie
AND WE CAN DENY IT AS MUCH AS WE
want, but in time our feelings will show.
I'd like to blame it all on life
MAYBE WE JUST WEREN'T RIGHT, BUT
that's a lie, that's a lie
AND WE CAN DENY IT AS MUCH AS WE
want, but in time our feelings will show.
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the things
i've learned from a broken mirror,
How a face can
change when a heart knows fear, Through all the
thingS
my eyes have seen,
the best by far is you.
hold back the river, let me look in your eyes.
I may have been an empty shell of a person but if you had cared
enough to just put your ear against my chest you would have
heard the ocean raging inside of me. — K.P.K