desperado*

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Joined: March 6, 2013
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Birthday: December 25
user id: 352229
 
 
Count my cards, watch them fall, blood on a marble wall ♡ hi i'm allison and i don't really come on here anymore. 21, kinesiology major, unsure of my future :~)
 

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nicole🌹* 5 months ago
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Ah okay. Just checking on you. Ah well, it's a small world I guess! As long as the two brothers don't start fighting over you.
I guess a travel ban is where they don't want us leaving the state, and also all bars and restaurants are closed, we can only do the drive-thru! But we can still walk outside and stuff, they just don't want us leaving our houses unless we really need to. :/
I don't know, it's all so much information all at once and frankly I'm sick of hearing about it but not like I have a choice!
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nicole🌹* 5 months ago
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Well I am glad that your mental health is doing better now that you're home! Mine is decreasing, on the other hand! My family drives me insane and I would much rather somewhere else. That's pretty cool that you are talking to another guy, but just be careful. Dating after a breakup can warrant lots of emotions to come to the surface! Not really! Some of my professors are posting things at the time we usually have class, but all the deadlines are a little after that meeting. Dude, I have no idea what's going on in my own state. They're toying with the idea of a total lockdown of the whole state, but the governor thinks that a travel ban is just enough? Whatever man, not like I'm going anywhere anyway! :P
Kind of drags that I'm not going to be able to have a party for my birthday next Friday, but I could always postpone until this whole thing clears up.
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nicole🌹* 5 months ago
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Ugh, jerk. Knowing that you had a past considering cheating and he goes and does it anyway. Men are scum, thank you for coming to my Ted Talk! I am really happy to hear that you know your worth and deserve better! Yes, college boys can be very frustrating! That's pretty funny! None of my professors require us to video call in, so I just have to do all my work and meet deadlines basically. Not too shabby so far, but I would still much rather be there in person! Oh yikes! I hope your family remains as healthy as can be throughout everything though! Gosh, that's a mood! I miss going out with my friends. D:
Let's hope this ends sooner rather than later!
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nicole🌹* 6 months ago
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Exactly. Why should I settle for the first person who treats me right when now I know what I want? Our relationship wasn't perfect! We were better as friends, when romantic feelings got involved things were getting complicated. He's not a bad guy, we just weren't meant to be in a long-term relationship! Oh my goodness, I am so sorry to hear that! Getting cheated on is unforgivable in my book, and you did not deserve that at all! Sadly, the virus has moved me online for the rest of the semester as well. I miss school and my friends up there so much. No, I am still able to apply for my master's in October, yay! Hopefully everything will be back to normal by then! Gosh yes, my family is also very up in my business! I had so much more freedom up at school and I really miss that. Gosh I would love to move out but with everything going on right now and my lack of job, it doesn't seem like that is going on anytime soon! D:
But word hope you are doing okay and washing your hands and all that jazz.
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seafoam* 1 year ago
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I loooooOOOOOooOoooooOOoOoVe you mooooooOOOOOooOoooooOOoooRe bih
I aint ever gonna stop loooooOOOOOooooOOOooOOvinG you bih 💘💘💘💘
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seafoam* 2 years ago
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I love you my beautiful friend 💖💕💖
I'm going to email you this weekend, I've been working five day weeks and I'm always sluggish in the evenings, hence the once-monthly replies. But I'm pretty happy, I feel good, like things are working out for me, know that much :-)
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desperado* 3 years ago
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skrt skrt
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seafoam* 4 years ago
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Happy birthday, baby! I'm feeling so fortunate that I get to celebrate yet another year of growing older with you. It's hard to believe it's been three years since I wrote the first one of these. We've come a long way since then. I'm still a loser who's clueless as to why you picked me to be your friend, but you've become such a confident (rightfully and deservedly so), strong, fearless woman that I'm in awe when I think about it. You've really grown as a person, and it's insane that I've been lucky enough to witness that and experience your unforgettably strikingly gorgeously dazzling charismatic self all this time. You make me so proud to be your best friend. Every day I get to exchange words with you is like Christmas morning -- you will always bring me that feeling of profound joy that can't be compared to any other. There's not a doubt in my mind that Nolan would fall head over heels in love with you the moment he met you, so for now I'm glad it's just me. (((;
Whatever 17 has in store for you better be nothing less than amazing. You deserve a year as immeasurably great as the three you've given me. I love you so damn much. Wear your crown proudly today and every day, beautiful princess.
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seafoam* 5 years ago
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I thought you ought to know something: I like you because you don't give up on the things and people you're passionate about. I like you because you're hardheaded and nervy. I like you because you've got an eye for aesthetics. I like you because I can trust you. I like you because you make me feel beautiful and loved. I like you because you're incomparable to anyone else I've ever met. ♥
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seafoam* 5 years ago
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You're truly the best friend I've ever had, and it sucks majorly that you live miles away, but to have you in my life in any way I can is such a blessing that I could not dare ask for more. You're a breathtakingly beautiful girl inside and out, and there's never a dull moment while speaking to you, and I wish I could give you the world because that's what you deserve. No less than the universe.
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seafoam* 5 years ago
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http://imgur.com/4FsglhN
(:
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seafoam* 5 years ago
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Happy Valentine's Day to my beautiful best friend who's currently not with me but whom I hope to be reunited with soon. May your day be filled with extremely rough, enjoyable sëx and later, sweaty naked cuddles courtesy of Beau, Nolan, and/or Cam.

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seafoam* 5 years ago
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COME
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ONLINE
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BEFORE
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I
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GO
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INSANE
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seafoam* 5 years ago
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Happy birthday, princess! I hope you'll forgive me for not spamming you with Beau gifs and pictures. There probably aren't any I could show you that you haven't already seen anyway. And I know that you'll be busy getting down and dirty with him all day, so I'll make this snappy. I love you more than anything, except maybe Harry Potter, and I've felt blessed from the moment you came into my life. Each and every day, I continue to feel what a blessing having you around is. When I feel awful about myself and the world and am convinced that no one really cares, you never fail to prove me wrong and restore my hope. I'm often difficult to deal with and a huge bore, but you've somehow put up with me for two years and actually seem to enjoy talking to me, and I cannot for the life of me figure out why, but I'm endlessly thankful. Out of all the people I've encountered in my life, none have had quite the same impact you've had on me, and I've never really connected with anyone as instantly as I had with you. It's such a shame that I'll most likely never get to see your pretty face in person. It breaks my heart. I just want to be physically near you and soak up your radiance and bask in your incomparable glow. I know perfectly well that no one on this earth is perfect, but you can't convince me that you aren't the closest possible thing. I love you so so so much. You're the most spellbinding, electrifying, beautiful thing I've ever known, and I hope your sixteenth year turns out to be all of those things, too.
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seafoam* 5 years ago
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Here is a very ugly drawing done by Princess Allison's most devoted servant. (I used my gel pens to make it!)
http://imgur.com/jBt1SYL
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seafoam* 6 years ago
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And if you need a quick rundown of your abilities:
- creates pretty layouts
- creates pretty quotes
- takes pretty selfies
- produces pretty babies with Beau Bennett
- makes Bailey's world a beautiful place
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seafoam* 6 years ago
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You are my ☼, my only ☼. You make me ☺ when ☁ are grey. You'll never know, dear, how much I ♡ you. Please don't take my ☼ away.
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seafoam* 6 years ago
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In the words of Brad Paisley,
''To the world, you may be just another girl, but to me, you are the world.''
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beau_bennett 6 years ago
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hi gorgeous
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