it_will_be_ok

Status: be who you were created to be
Joined: February 11, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: April 20
user id: 272954
Gender: F
My name is Sydney and I'm 16. PNW born and raised, but my heart is pretty much anywhere warm, especially down South. Rednecks are the best kind of people. I believe in God and the healing power of faith. Music and basketball are my passions. I hate the quiet, I'd much rather live loud and proud. I love food way to much, and I guess you could say I'm kind of a nerd?

My friend says I'm a pineapple. Because I'm hard and unpleasant on the outside, but if you work to get past that, I'm sweet on the inside. Pretty much sums it up.

Lifelong Potterhead, soul mates with Ed Sheeran, and mentally married Chris Hemworth and Andrew Garfield.

 
 
Keep calm and DFTBA.

She is clothed in strength and dignity and she laughs without fear of the future.
Proverbs 31:25

Quotes by it_will_be_ok

walked into practice late with my friend/teammate.

everyone cheered for her and hugged her.

i didn't even get a "hi" and frankly i've been on the team longest.

good to know none of them will miss me at least.
the wizard: "but you, you were the strong one through all of this. aren't you tired of being strong? shouldn't you have someone to take care of you?"

elphaba: "i can only wish..."
so the world is supposed to end on December 21, right? i'm not sure if i believe that or not, but i have decided that December 22, i'm not waking up. not sure how yet, but there's enough time to plan. and don't you even try to stop me.
*in a haunted house with my friends*
Savannah: *holds my hand*
creepy guy: *jumps at us*
Savannah: SOFT KITTY WARM KITTY LITTLE BALL OF FUR KITTY...

creepy chick: let us do your makeup for the movie...
me: naw, I like mine the way it is.
Plyler: who's your dentist?

me: *gets separated from Savannah whose hand I was holding*
Matt: *is unmoved by the scary sh.t going on*
me: MATT HOLD MY HAND MOTHER F.CKER!
Matt:
me:
Matt: ...

fake person: *thrashing on the ground*
Savannah: CALM THE F.CK DOWN! JUST CALM DOWN! YOU ARE JUST PLASTIC!

priest zombie: *praying over zombie corpse thing*
me: I BELIEVE LORD! PRAISE JESUS!
Savannah and Fisher: AMAZING GRACE HOW SWEET THE SOUND...

chainsaw man: *runs out at us*
my group: *runs away screaming*
me: hey I have one of those...will you take a picture with me?
him: ...
him: sure why not. just make it quick.
*at dinner*
mom: Josh, there's pizza on your face.
bro: *no response*
mom: *tries to hand him napkin*
bro: *no response*
me: YO THERE IS PIZZA ON YOUR FACE FOOL. CLEAN IT.
mom:
dad:
bro:
dog:
me: *pizza falls out of mouth*

*later*
dad: Syd-popadoo!
me: huh?
dad: nothing I just felt like saying that
dad: look our dog is so sophisticated. he drinks scotch.
me: ...
dad: *shoves glass of scotch in dog's face*
dog: *walks away*
me: you got told.
me: hey can I ask you a question?
guy I like: yeah what?
me: well, erm, not to be awkward but why do you always ask me about guys and such?
him: it is the only thing a big, protective brother would want to know...in case he had to do something to a jackwagon of a boy.
me: alright alright. just wondering.
him: you're my little lutheran sister...what were you thinking?
me: nothing, forget about it :P

well I got hardcore friendzoned...

So I need to make this very vague in order to protect the people it's about, but...

my friend's dad is leaving tomorrow morning to a war zone and he will be gone for up to 6 months. My family and his family are pretty close. We gave prayer shawls and prayed with them yesterday and seeing the dad sobbing just killed me inside.
Please God, keep him safe.

nmf
 
Heart  still beating but it's not working
 
like a hundred thousand voices that just can't sing
 



nmf
I get it now, why I've done some certain things. I'm still a virgin, but I done dirty things over text and I hate it and I finally understand why I did it. there's this song that pretty much is about me and it says "her daddy wasn't there so she found men to hug and kiss." my dad and I don't have a bad relationship, it's basically nonexistant. I told the guy who I did the things with this today and he said "yeah, most girls that do that have daddy problems." like I never put it together until today.

PS judge me all you want. i don't do it anymore i still hate myself for ever doing it.
tonight was the best night I've had in a long time.
I did hair and makeup at my friends house, took ridiculous pics, and went to the dance with my bestfriend as my date. after he gave me his jacket because I was cold and our group got slurpees.
it was a good night.
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