it_will_be_ok

"An eye for an eye leaves the whole world monocular."

John Green, Crash Course History

so whenever we pass in the hallways, he yells my name until I hear him. he checks up to make sure I'm doing ok in all of my classes so far. he says stupid things that make me laugh. tonight he told me a great story about the band teacher, and asked how my first week of high school was.
he's an amazing guy.
and then I remember his brother asked and he says he doesn't like anyone -___-

my choir teacher told me these:
how many ____ does it take to change a lightbulb?

-choir director: no one knows, they weren't paying attention
-sopranos: one, they screw it in and the whole world revolves around them
-altos: a bunch, 1 to screw it in and the rest to complain about how high it is
-tenors: none, it's too high
bass/baritones: none, they prefer to just bang around in the dark

only choir kids will get these(:

*walking into school yesterday with Katrina*
random guys: hey you girls wanna buy a cat?
us: ummm not really...
guys: ok. oh by the way your hair looks really good today!
us: we still aren't buying the cat.
us: *walks inside*
me: because they thought complimenting our hair would make us buy a cat???

dude, Katrina. it was hilarious. :P haha

UGLY

STUPID

LOSER

FAT

B.TCH

LONER

WH.RE

"nails banged to his feet, angry with beef. He said 'why have you forsaken me?' His language was brief. a man of sorrow, he began to model selfless love, left abandoned and hollow. poured himself out like a cup of bad coffee. tempted with doubt he said 'devil back off me'."


AGAPÉ, "What It's Like"

everyday she would choke tears back, she was so scared that he would die anyday..."he served his country well and his legacy will live on."


hope we never have to get that call. Uncle Ben, we're praying for you. stay safe.

heroes don't always wear capes. my biggest heroes wear camo or blues and many of them die, unrecognized, to keep millions of people they will never know safe.

her family serves low self-esteem for breakfast, she wears all her heartfelt dreams for a necklace. a pretty Southern miss, why she cut her wrists, her daddy wasn't there so she found men to hug and kiss




AGAPÉ

today is Suicide Awareness Day.
no, I didn't wear yellow or anything like that.
but today my friend noticed more cuts on my wrist, from yesterday.
ironic, huh?