itbemelx25

Status: Just a Teenager (:
Joined: February 26, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: April 19
user id: 278350
Location: New Yorkk
Gender: F
  Hi, i'm Lindsey♥
 

"Good Morning Sexual". I'm Lindsey! 16 years young. Food is life.Love youuu beautiful <3

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REASONS WHY PERIODS SUCK.
1. after sitting down for a while, you stand up and suddenly it feels like freaking niagra falls.
2. you want to hit everyone...in the face...with a shovel.
3. you cry so much for random stupid reasons.
4. you crave random crap, that you don't own.
5. when someone corrects you, you feel like shoving a wii remote down there throats.
6. when you lose at something, you scream "SCREW THIS" and walk away really angry.
7. you fall asleep...when you're not even that TIRED.
8. you feel like you want to just stab yourself 600 times in 'that' area.
9. you want to just shove a freaking towel up 'that' area.
10. NO white pants that week.
11. remember that cute pair of undies you got? runied. for. life.
12. everybody is annoying, not matter WHAT they do, or say.
13. when you DON'T get to go to the bathroom, because your teacher says "no" you want to scream in their face, and say "I'M ON MY  FREAKING PERIOD OKAY?".
14. boys are 10x more annoying.
15. those stupid- pad/tampon commercials that have all those girls who are 'HAPPY' when they get their periods, make you annoyed.
16. chocolate and ice cream are your best friends.
17. the cramps you get feel like your being punched in the stomach 8 times.
18. when you think you're finally 'done' you take off the weapons of tampons/pads.....5 minutes later you check. not done, not done at all.
19. you don't care about anything BUT food.
20. you wish you didn't have a v.ag
21. when you wake up in the morning, and go to the bathroom, and your toilet looks like a freaking bowl of Hawaiian Punch.













 
 
''But you're pretty...''
''But you're smart...''
''But you have friends...''
''But you are loved...''
''But you don't seem like that type of person...''
''But-'

''But depression doesn't have eyes. It only has hands. And it takes whoever it wants.'' 



 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Sometimes you just have to accept that some people can only be in your heart, not in your life.
I think the hardest part about recovery is when you're not really sure if you want to recover.
I ran. 
I panicked and I ran
Because she left.
Because she was supposed to be there and she left. I stayed for what felt like hours, shaking and frozen, before I burst - bloody and poisonous - and simply ran. At first I was hesitant, because what if she did come back? Then I would have left her. This thought was only brief, because the heart can overpower the brain and at this point my heart was screaming, screeching with aching palpitations, demanding that I leave now.

I ran until I reached the car park, and then I started to cry - thick, heaving, heavy - and my breath became laboured, asthmatic. My vision blurred; I could not tell what car was mine, but I had to get away; searching for anything familiar, I tugged on a vague black door - it was locked. My throat burned and suddenly my stomach was on the ground - bile, breakfast, and something terrifyingly red. A feat for my weak eyes, I saw her in the distance, and the desire to run increased astoundingly. But I couldn't run, and I couldn't face her. In that moment I wished I were blind, so I turned around and closed my eyes.
 

 

and if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones,
'cause most of us are breathing through corrupted lungs.
 










 
              

i have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night.

-Galileo

Yesterday I went to Target to buy tampons and I accidentally ended up buying a bunch of other stuff. I went to checkout and saw my older brother's best friend working so I waved and went to his aisle completely forgetting about what I had bought.
We're usually kind of flirty with each other so we talked while I waited. As he rung up the stuff I could see he got embarrassed while putting something in a bag. Remembering about the tampons I bought, I apologized for the awkwardness and we just laughed it off. 

That night he came over to hang out with my brother, but when I opened the door he also had a bag in his hand. 

"For you," he said as he handed it to me "These are just some things my sister told me you might like." I looked inside and it had a box of chocolate, some chinese takeout, and magazines.

I'm not usually very happy when I'm on my period, but that definitely cheered me up.





Walking away but not letting go.








 
"Sometimes you got to specifically go out of your way to get into trouble. It's called fun." - Good Morning, Vietnam

rip R
obin Williams