jes***

Status: if that's what you wanted
Joined: March 29, 2014
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 380440
Location: fla
Gender: F
They told me I had to fall in love. Do bands count?

Hey, I'm Jes. People call me Josh sometimes. I like bands. And girls. And fanfictions.
I'm in a crappy band that makes good music,
 isn't that better than a good band that makes crappy music?
I have this thing, I fear losing people. I just feel like one day I'll wake up and somebody will be dead, or gone.
The day that actually happens I'll know they created me just so they can screw me over.
God was my first love, but a girl was my second; my church didn't like that much.
But it's two a.m. and I'm sitting here watching the moon and sun collide, because the sun is better at rising, and the moon was made to hide away.
I'm a writer and people say I'm decent. I write full out books with short chapters so teenagers can get out of reading a lot for homework one day.
Because we all know that only the best people in the world actually enjoy reading.
And, yeah, some people actually give learning a chance.

I'm sort of fed up with people.
Is that bad?I think it's bad.
Bands have been more faithful than friends. When you stop being friends with somebody,
chances are you two don't keep the memories, but instead push them away.
At least when the show is over, you still have bootleg recordings.
And when bands break up, their music is still online.
Like, MCR will be there when you're not.

 
Show me your love. Give me more but it's not enough
Show me your love before the world catches up.
Show me your love.

 

It's just a spark it's enough to keep me going
and when it's dark out, no one's around,
but it keeps glowing.


I'm a dancer, but nobody knows it. Backflips are my kyryptonite.
i
love
you
so
freaking
much,


so
why
the
hell
don't
you
see
it?

 
i'm not angry anymore. well, sometimes i am.
i don't think badly of you, well sometimes i do.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             

"doubt kills more dreams than failure 
ever will." "my faults are stars i cannot fathom into constellations" "the next time i say 'i'm okay,' to somebody, i want them to hug me, to know i''m not." "the problem is not the problem; it's your attitude about the problem." “if you live to be a hundred, i want to live to be a hundred minus one day so i never have to live without you.” "it's not that i don't believe in differences, it's that i don't believe in tearing people down because of them. i believe in equality, in civil rights, in embracing our differences. i believe that it wasn't my choice to be born this way, i believe that i will be able to marry the one i love. i believe that one day, my kids will come up to me and say, 'mom, when did you and mama fall in love with each other?' and i'll be able to respond, 'it was the day i first laid eyes on her. she's my best friend.' i believe in common good, the golden rule, God, and being able to marry the love of my life. i believe in being able to believe. i believe in love. real love."

black quote is mine
orange: a.a. milne purple: google quotes blue: google quotes green: john green, the fault in our stars  red: google quotes

:)

Quotes by jes***

It's four a.m.
anI'm sitting here watching the moon and sun collide,
because the sun is better at rising,
and the moon was made to hide away,
a
nd I'm actually enjoying myself.
Yo
u can't deny that you fall in love with the sight,
th
at it all happens in harmony,
in peace.
It's beautiful, a wonderous sight,
everything working together as one.
You never get tired of it,
n
ever gets old,
because as the sun rises
and the moon falls,
they mesh together
to create one.

Now if this would happen in the world,
wi
th the races,
with the sexual orientations,
wi
th the religions,
we would be in peace.

But, he/l knows that won't happen.

-josh ryan
they told me that i'd fall in love one day.
they told me that they cared for me.
they told me that i needed to care more.
they told me that i needed to focus.
they told me that i wasn't good enough.
they told me that i'd never be able to understand.
they told me that i needed to grow up.
they told me that i wasn't going to make it.
they told me that i was too immature.
they told me that i would never be worth it.

well, look at this.
i'm still standing
Can you please come back?
'Cause what we had,
it was gold.

You were gold

And I'm not sad,
It's just this static
gets old.

This gets old.

-forthefoxes- son of a gun
for some reason, i feel like we should hold on to this.
yeah, maybe it would help if you still cared, and if i still felt,
but ah, to hell with that. i just want to feel like i could
love something right, because for once in my life,
i feel like maybe being alone isn't my only option.
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over

If it takes you forever I want you to know

save you- simple plan
"It sucks because you and I had our good days and our bad days, but you make me forget about the bad days and remember the good ones. And I think you're a first to do that, Evan Grace Pierce. If I only would have told you before now."

And somehow, I know, deep down, that she heard me.
So I try one thing more.

"I love you."

-The World Is Listening, Jessica Ryan-Austin
They told me I was going to fall in love one day; I did.
But sadly, my fridge is on life support from my kitchen
and it can't get to the wedding.
I'd call a doctor, but I'm afraid that he'd steal her dressing
and I'd have to start screaming,
"Get your hands off my lady!"
and the last time I tried that I got some weird looks.