They told me I had to fall in love. Do bands count?
Hey, I'm Jes. People call me Josh sometimes. I like bands. And girls. And fanfictions.
I'm in a crappy band that makes good music, isn't that better than a good band that makes crappy music?
I have this thing, I fear losing people. I just feel like one day I'll wake up and somebody will be dead, or gone. The day that actually happens I'll know they created me just so they can screw me over. God was my first love, but a girl was my second; my church didn't like that much. But it's two a.m. and I'm sitting here watching the moon and sun collide, because the sun is better at rising, and the moon was made to hide away. I'm a writer and people say I'm decent. I write full out books with short chapters so teenagers can get out of reading a lot for homework one day. Because we all know that only the best people in the world actually enjoy reading.
And, yeah, some people actually give learning a chance.
I'm sort of fed up with people.
Is that bad?I think it's bad.
Bands have been more faithful than friends. When you stop being friends with somebody, chances are you two don't keep the memories, but instead push them away. At least when the show is over, you still have bootleg recordings. And when bands break up, their music is still online. Like, MCR will be there when you're not.
Show me your love. Give me more but it's not enough
Show me your love before the world catches up.
Show me your love.
It's just a spark it's enough to keep me going
and when it's dark out, no one's around,
but it keeps glowing.
I'm a dancer, but nobody knows it. Backflips are my kyryptonite.
i
love
you
so
freaking
much,
so
why
the
hell
don't
you
see
it?
i'm not angry anymore. well, sometimes i am.
i don't think badly of you, well sometimes i do.
"doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will." "my faults are stars i cannot fathom into constellations" "the next time i say 'i'm okay,' to somebody, i want them to hug me, to know i''m not." "the problem is not the problem; it's your attitude about the problem." “if you live to be a hundred, i want to live to be a hundred minus one day so i never have to live without you.” "it's not that i don't believe in differences, it's that i don't believe in tearing people down because of them. i believe in equality, in civil rights, in embracing our differences. i believe that it wasn't my choice to be born this way, i believe that i will be able to marry the one i love. i believe that one day, my kids will come up to me and say, 'mom, when did you and mama fall in love with each other?' and i'll be able to respond, 'it was the day i first laid eyes on her. she's my best friend.' i believe in common good, the golden rule, God, and being able to marry the love of my life. i believe in being able to believe. i believe in love. real love."
black quote is mine orange: a.a. milne purple: google quotes blue: google quotes green: john green, the fault in our stars red: google quotes
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Quotes by jes***
It'sfoura.m. and I'msitting
herewatching
themoonand
sun collide, becausethesun is better
atrising, andthemoon
was madeto
hide away,
and I'mactually
enjoyingmyself.
You can't
denythatyou
fall inlovewith
thesight,
that itallhappensin
harmony, in peace. It's beautiful,
awonderoussight, everythingworkingtogether
asone. Younever
gettired
ofit,
nevergets
old, becauseas
the sunrises and the
moonfalls, they
mesh together to
create one.
Nowifthiswouldhappenin the world,
with theraces, withthesexualorientations,
withthereligions, wewould
bein peace.
they told me that i'd fall in love one
day.
they told me that they cared for me.
they told me that i needed to care more.
they told me that i needed to focus.
they told me that i wasn't good enough.
they told me that i'd never be able to understand.
they told me that i needed to grow up.
they told me that i wasn't going to make it.
they told me that i was too immature.
they told me that i would never be worth it.
for some reason, i feel like we should hold on to this.
yeah, maybe it would help if you still cared, and if i still
felt,
but ah, to hell with that. i just want to feel like i could
love something right, because for once in my life,
i feel like maybe being alone isn't my only option.
Sometimes I wish I could
save you And
there're so many things that I want you to
know I won't
give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to
know
"It sucks because you and I had
our good days and our bad days, but you make me forget about the
bad days and remember the good ones. And I think you're a
first to do that, Evan Grace Pierce. If I only would have told
you before now."