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My thoughts and prayers go out to all those who have been injured, and the two innocent victims who have left this planet way too early (ages 8 and 29).
Living only 10 minutes from Boston, many of my friends went to watch the big sporting event, and words cannot express how incredibly grateful I am that they and their families are okay. 
It goes to show just how precious life is, and how quickly it can be taken from someone who had their whole future ahead of them.
Please pray for all those who were affected physicaly and emotionally by this terrible event.

 

All I'm waiting for is a sign,
It can be simple really, 
anywhere from a half-smile in the hall,
to a "hey can we talk?"
I just need something to keep me going, to keep me holding on to this feeling of hope.
Cause right now I have nothing. 

It's absolutely CRAZY,
how ONE person,
has the ability,
to CHANGE your life FOREVER 

Like ships in the night
You keep passing me by
We're just wasting time
Trying to prove who's right
And if it all goes crashing into the sea
If it's just you and me
Trying to find the light

My heart is telling me, "Just Go For It"
Maybe there's a chance that his feelings for me never left
It seems so easy
A simple "hey"
But it's not
Not for me
And sometimes I wish I could be like those fearless girls
The ones who see what they want
And they go for it.


 

And every night...
I stay awake for hours thinking of what could've been,
What should've been,
But what isn't. 

Sometimes I feel like no one understands me, or the pain that I feel
Sometimes I feel like even my best friend doesn't really get me
Sometimes I just feel so alone
And I'm tired of it

Almost 2013...a new year, with new hopes and expectations.
The only problem is that I think this about every year,
And every year ends up in utter disappointment.